268: The Truth
Wen Qin had forgotten what was the opportunity for his father to talk about this topic, but the feeling of the moment at that time made Wen Qin unable to say anything until now.
Ming Ming told me since I was a child that my sister and I are the precious daughters of this family, and Ming Ming has always said that we are the same.
Why is it that nothing is different in reality?
In fact, my sister already has a few properties, and as she grows older, Wen Qin has gradually seen a lot of things.
For example, my mother will always prepare breakfast for my sister in the morning, and she will always stuff a little pocket money to go out to eat. For example, he never bought junk food for his sister, but he never took care of himself. For example, when I was wearing a so-called famous brand, my sister was already customized.
Such a difference in treatment, but it has always been said that it is the same for both daughters.
But everyone said that your mother was so good to you.
Obviously nothing is different.
It wasn't until that day that Wen Qin finally got a glimpse of the truth that had been hidden under a lie.
In fact, it was just a mother and father complaining about what they said in front of their sister, and Wen Qin heard his mother's words when he was about to leave, "You don't know how that child looked at me today." After saying that, he said, "When did you tell her that she didn't give birth to me at all, and I'm really annoyed to death if I keep doing this." ”
I see.
At that moment, Wen Qin did not have any loss, sadness, uneasiness, or panic. At that moment, Wen Qin was even a little relieved.
It's like secretly waiting for the truth all the time, and then finally knowing.
I see.
Only this exclamation remains.
Just know a little. Then it's easy to know a lot of things after that.
His father and mother were unmarried and had their own, and after they got married in a hurry, they divorced in a hurry after they were born.
Wen Qin has nothing to do with love for his father, just an existence that reminds the other party of his mistakes. The only thing that made him persist was because Wen Qin's mother was incapable of raising her. And a little bit of damn responsibility.
Since then, she has been with her current mother and gave birth to a younger sister.
When Wen Qin didn't remember anything, because of that little sense of responsibility, he lived in lies for more than ten years.
Don't let the child know her true background, children always care more about this.
However, when he didn't know about this situation, everything became incomprehensible to Wen Qin.
It's clear that I'm the same as my sister, why do everyone like my sister but don't like me?
Why?
No one could answer Wen Qin, and it was even a question that could not be asked.
Because everybody says your parents are nice to you. Very good.
In such a conflict of opposites, Wen Qin gradually became more and more hesitant, is he not good? How can you make your parents like you? What should it be?
Gradually, I learned to hide my thoughts. Gradually, I learned to show myself just for a look.
While constantly wanting to express himself, he has been hiding the deepest inferiority.
What the hell is wrong with me, why do you all like my sister and don't like me?
At the moment when the truth is finally known. Wen Qin breathed a sigh of relief.
I see.
It's not that you're not good enough. But no matter how you deal with it, you can't like it.
Even at that moment, Wen Qin was a little happy, this mother is not her own mother, so she still has a mother.
She would treat me like she would do to my sister.
After that, Wen Qin still played the image of a good boy very well, and then kept trying to find a way to know his current affairs while saving money.
Little by little, I became more sensible, and I no longer deliberately catered to my mother and the rest of the family.
Until he was discovered by his father and said everything.
My father didn't like him, but because of responsibility. Mother didn't like it. But it's because of upbringing.
Every day, Wen Qin understands that these two people are benevolent and righteous to him, but every day Wen Qin will recall the past years. While denying and questioning yourself. Offering all the care and the best side, nothing more than for the sake of a fair man who has been deceiving her.
Finally, fifteen-year-old Wen Qin escaped from that fair home.
What will your mother be like? Will you be moved to cry like on TV? Or will you be as mature as your sister's mother and say that you have grown up?
Wen Qin didn't bring anything out, except for cash for the transportation.
However, the moment he really saw his mother, Wen Qin was a little confused.
She didn't want her sister's mother, and she wasn't like what she was on TV.
Wen Qin has never been loved, but he grew up from everyone. At this moment, Wen Qin seemed to understand why his father and his mother were separated so quickly.
After that, with Wen Qin didn't bring anything. As a result, there is no change of clothes, and the living environment has completely changed.
There are no punctual meals, no clothes that fit well.
There is no hukou, so there is no way to go to school, and Wen Qin only sees disgust in his mother's eyes.
"Why shouldn't your good lady come to collect debts?"
Wen Qin was silent.
It's completely different from the perception of mothers, and even gradually as time goes by, the little surprise of the mother who doesn't even have a job quickly turns into disgust. Soon, Wen Qin even needed to find a way to eat.
Why can't you be like your sister's mother? Why can't I be the same as my sister?
Again and again, until I finally contacted my father.
My father didn't ask a word about what happened in the middle, he didn't ask you how you were doing, and how you were doing over there.
Didn't ask anything, just asked, "Do you want to come back?" ”
Coming back?
There seems to be no other option.
But do you really want to go back?
There is no point in existing.
Wen Qin was silent, "No, can you give me my account or something?" ”
What else can I do?
I did odd jobs everywhere, and then I found out that I could make money playing games while cleaning in an Internet café, and then I never went back.
Seize the opportunity you want and work hard to make yourself glamorous.
When he caught Ai Feng, Wen Qin didn't think about taking him back.
If it was on her father's side, she would probably only be left with Ridiculous, and probably she could save the woman.
And then little by little I struggled.
Wen Qin smiled, then took the hammer he bought at the hardware store when he was buying food, and directly began to slam the door.
Aunt Li, who was in the same room, also knew what kind of temper Wen Qin was, so she didn't say anything. Wen Qin slammed the door open and saw the woman lying in the room, looking at the ceiling with her eyes open.
waited until Wen Qin came in before he glanced at Wen Qin again.
Wen Qin dropped the hammer, went to the living room and put the rest of the meal on the bedside table, and then took out the bank card from his bag, "The 500,000 yuan given by my father will be returned to you by Ai Feng, and there are still 100,000 yuan left." After saying that, he threw himself directly on the bed.
After these words, the woman seemed to miraculously come to life, with some unbelievable expressions.
For a moment, Wen Qin wanted to cry a little, but he couldn't cry with red eyes, "I won't come back in the future, and don't contact me." After finishing speaking, she walked out of the room without looking down, and when she saw Aunt Li nodding at her, she stepped on her high heels and walked out.
You can't cry, you should be happy.
From now on, I am my own, and I don't need others to recognize and find any meaning in life.
Just go on like this, just live.
Just like a human being, just live well.
It's not an escape, it's an expedition. (To be continued......)