150 There is no word when we meet

Unexpectedly seeing Zhang Chaoyang, Sun Nan's heart trembled, and the sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty tastes came to his heart together.

Although she knew that there would no longer be any story between her and Zhang Chaoyang, in the past six months, she had not been able to put Zhang Chaoyang down, and had been longing for Zhang Chaoyang to appear in front of her.

However, what she never dreamed of was that she would see Zhang Chaoyang at her father's funeral.

In front of everyone, she could neither show too much affection nor show too coldness, she could only shake hands with Zhang Chaoyang like other guests who came to mourn, and said: "Thank you,"

At this moment, Zhang Chaoyang is also excited, and all kinds of feelings are surging in his heart.

Under the interweaving of many tastes, he just shook Sun Nan's somewhat trembling hand, and said: "Festival mourning changes," and walked to the side, and then, together with Zhu Guangping and Sun Hongtao and others, he walked to Sun Nan's father's coffin, bowed three times with great piety, and left Sun Nan's house with Zhu Guangping and Sun Hongtao.

Although Zhang Chaoyang left, Sun Nan's heart was still like a lake blown by a breeze, with ripples.

However, things don't allow her to think too much, there are still too many things at home that she doesn't want to take care of.

Next, Sun Nan only knew that he obeyed the arrangement of Uncle Mao and others with a blank expression, kneeling when he should kneel, burning paper money when he should burn paper money, and opening his eyes when he should open his eyes.

Sun Nan felt that he was a little stupid, as long as he remembered that this was his father's funeral, and his father would never be there, Sun Nan would forget everything and cry sadly for a while.

Finally, when it was time for my father to be buried, the funeral procession was huge, and my mother, sister and aunt saw that the coffin containing my father was tied up and carried away.

At the intersection of the village, Sun Nan's younger brother Sun Jie smashed the funeral plate.

When he arrived at the cemetery, Uncle Mao untied the rope of the rooster with wings tied in advance in front of the main bar and threw it into the air, and the rooster clucked and flapped its wings and flew out dozens of meters, and then fell to the ground and walked into the woods next to the cemetery with his neck stretched and shrunk to forage for food.

Next, under the command of Uncle Mao, the coffin was hoisted with two thick ropes, and slowly put into the pre-dug pit with its head facing southeast in the mournful suona sound.

Sun Lei and Sun Jie both cried silently, constantly calling "Dad...... Daddy...... "Tearing people's hearts,

Seeing his father's coffin slowly being lowered, as people re-buried the frozen clods of soil on the red coffin with a spade, Sun Nan's heart suddenly became calm.

Standing on the cemetery, Sun Nan can clearly see her own house in the village, she can't help but think that her father can rest forever on this sunny hillside with her grandparents, presumably he must also be able to see that he is wholeheartedly honoring his mother in the world, sincerely taking care of his younger brother and sister, getting along with his sister and younger brother, and supporting this family.

After his father was successfully buried, Sun Nan's younger brother Sun Jie returned to the provincial capital to continue his studies.

Before leaving, Sun Jie told his sister Sun Nan that he was going to go abroad for further study after graduating from university, but considering that the cost was too high, he was working hard to get a full scholarship.

Sun Nan was very pleased to see that his younger brother was so self-motivated, and repeatedly told his younger brother Sun Jie to study wholeheartedly, not to worry about the cost of studying abroad, and she, the elder sister, would find a way to solve it for him here, as long as he had this determination,

The day after his younger brother Sun Jie returned to the provincial capital, Sun Nan and his sister Sun Lei took their mother to Yiyang.

She wants to uphold her father's wishes, take care of her mother, take care of her sister and younger brother, support the family, let her mother spend her old age in peace, and let her younger brother and sister no longer suffer any grievances.

Although they returned to Yiyang, the family was still shrouded in a thick atmosphere of sadness.

Especially Sun Nan's mother, who was in a trance and was extremely depressed.

Although she has been married to Sun Nan's father for so many years, she has not had a few days of leisure, but how can the love between husband and wife for more than 30 years be exhausted in a few words?

Out of lovesickness for his wife, when his mother was fine, she nagged in front of Sun Nan and Sun Lei sisters about her wife's life.

Nagging their sisters and brothers when they were young, how their wives loved them, nagging their wives for this family, for their three sisters and brothers to live a happy life, not afraid of hardship or tiredness, going up the mountain to mine stones to make money, accumulating hard work, and falling ill, nagging Sun Nan After being admitted to Yiyang Agricultural School, his wife dragged his injured leg and limped in the eyes of relatives and friends to borrow money from them in order to help Sun Nan raise a huge amount of tuition......

Moreover, her mother also told Sun Nan an even more heart-wrenching thing, something that her father had never mentioned in front of her, and she had never let her mother tell her when she was alive.

That happened in the year Sun Nan graduated from secondary school.

It is said that after graduating from secondary school, Sun Nan can only be assigned to the township agricultural technology station or agricultural station where his hometown is located, but Sun Nan feels that there is no room for development in the township, and inadvertently talked about it in front of his father.

Although it was an unintentional statement, after hearing it, my father fell into deep guilt and uneasiness.

In order for Sun Nan to stay in the city after graduating from secondary school, or to find a decent job and fulfill his daughter's dream, the father found Ji Haiyang's father and begged Ji Haiyang's father to have a relationship with him, go through the back door, spend some money to keep Sun Nan in the city, or find a decent job for Sun Nan,

Ji Haiyang's father is a notoriously miser, very good at calculating, if he wants to calculate anyone, he can calculate all the bones of this person.

Ji Haiyang's mother is not a fuel-efficient lamp, this rural woman's heart is not proportional to her beautiful appearance, she is a famous beauty in Sanxiang and five villages, but she is also famous for being selfish, narrow-minded, shrewd and old-fashioned.

Otherwise, how could a shrewd capable person like Ji Haiyang's father be held in the palm of her hand?

Ji Haiyang's father is a capable person in the local area, and he is also a capable person in Sanxiang and Five Towns, but when he arrives at home, he becomes a wasted person, and he has to listen to his wife for everything, his wife says one, he doesn't dare to say two, his wife asks him to pick up the dog, he definitely doesn't dare to pick up the chicken, he is a standard wife who is strict, from this, it is not difficult to see this woman's means,

Such a calculating couple, of course, did not agree to pay Sun Nantuo to go through the back door.

Because in their subconscious, although their family is rich, they are still farmers after all, and Sun Nan is a secondary school student after all, and after staying in the city or finding a decent job and becoming a golden phoenix, he is likely to leave his son to find another high branch.

Because of this, Ji Haiyang's father politely rejected Sun Nan's father's plea, saying that he didn't have any strong backstage, if Sun Nan's father wanted Sun Nan to stay in the city, he would find a relationship by himself.

Although Ji Haiyang's father rejected him, Sun Nan's father was still unwilling, and still spared no effort to beg Ji Haiyang's father to let Ji Haiyang's father find a way to help Sun Nan find a good job.

Under the repeated pleas of Sun Nan's father, Ji Haiyang's father reluctantly agreed to arrange a good job for Sun Nan in the relationship, but he put forward a very harsh condition to Sun Nan's father, Sun Nan must marry Ji Haiyang immediately after graduation, in addition, over the years, their Ji family has paid Sun Nan's tuition, and has spent a lot of money.

At that time, the huge foreign debt owed by Sun Nan for studying had not been repaid, and Sun Nan's father couldn't take out a penny at all, but in order for his daughter to stay in the city, find a decent job, and have a broader space for development, the stubborn father gritted his teeth, and once again in the eyes of everyone, he limped with his injured leg and begged his grandfather to tell his grandmother to start raising money.

Maybe it's because the previous money hasn't been repaid and it has affected his father's reputation, no one is willing to lend money to Sun Nan's father, and he borrowed for three days, but he didn't borrow a penny, and his daughter is about to graduate......

This means that their family gives 3,000 yuan of interest every year, which is equivalent to half a year or even a year's income for a rural family, but for the sake of his daughter's future and future, for his daughter's happiness, and for his daughter to have a broader space for development, the father completely disregards it......

Knowing this situation, Sun Nan's heart was broken,

Back then, my father suffered so many grievances, suffered so much, and suffered so many sins for himself and this family.

However, before he could repay, he died and left himself forever.

For this reason, Sun Nan secretly swore in his heart that he must honor his mother well, give all his love for his father to his mother, so that his mother will no longer be hurt in any way, so that his father can smile at Jiuquan,

However, just when Sun Nan was about to give all his love for his father to his mother, a new blow followed, and his mother's uremia recurred.

Maybe it's because I miss my father, maybe it's because my father's departure hit my mother too hard, and soon after returning to Yiyang, my mother fell ill and was bedridden.

After being sent to the hospital for examination, Sun Nan and Sun Lei sisters learned that their mother's uremia had not fully recovered, and had relapsed again, and the only way to cure it was to replace all of her mother's two kidneys, and the cost of replacing the two kidneys was more than 300,000 yuan.

When Sun Nan was the director of the finance office in Qingyuan Township, although he had a lot of gray income, all this money was used to open a store for his sister.

Ding Wannian also gave her some money, but all that money was used to buy a house and subsidize the family, as well as to pay tuition for her younger brother to go to college.

Although tens of thousands of yuan were charged for his father's funeral, it was a drop in the bucket, and it was not enough to replace his mother's kidney.