Chapter 58: Leave the Future to Tomorrow
I was silent for a long time, smoked two cigarettes in succession, and then lit the third cigarette, and then in Suman's expectant eyes, I said, "There is nothing I can do to change their fate, but I can make an exchange between the two of us, just like the uncle of the candy seller said...... I eat yours, you eat mine, let their souls remain in you and mine, and as long as the two of us are not separated, then they will never be separated! ”
"And what if the two of us are separated?"
I was stunned by Suman's next words, but luckily she didn't ask "how can we keep the two of us from parting!" After a moment of hesitation, I looked at the faint candlelight on the fishing boat in the middle of the river and said to Su Man, "Do you know what Brother Huo's wise words are? ”
"What?"
I took a few heavy puffs of cigarette and when a thick fog popped out of my nose, I said, "Be at ease...... Many times we are always thinking about what the future holds, but the most important thing we need to do at this time is to think about what we should do now...... The future is left to tomorrow, at least now we are sitting next to each other, aren't we? ”
Su Man was silent for a moment, then looked at me with a slight smile: "Maybe this is the only way to solve it!" ”
"Yes, so in order to give this pair of sugar people a future first, we need to dissolve them into each other's bodies, and our future will be handed over to tomorrow!!"
Su Man seemed to be very satisfied with my answer, nodded one after another, and said, "Okay, let's just go with the flow and leave the future to tomorrow!" ”
Su Man said that he also directly swapped the sugar man in my hands, and then bit the sugar man in his hand without any scruples, while I looked at the "Wang Ye" in Su Man's hand a little speechlessly, the whole head was eaten by Su Man, a little distressed, and looked at the "Su Man" in his hand and didn't know where to start.
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After leaving from the river, I took Su Man to shuttle through the lights and willows of Huangchuan County, but because the county seat of my hometown was too small and there was nothing to turn around, it took less than an hour for us to play the whole county.
At eight o'clock in the evening, I opened a room for Su Man for two days in the hotel where Gu Ran stayed before, that is, today and tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, I will return to Shanghai with Su Man.
After saying goodnight to Suman, and explaining that it was very chaotic here, and told her not to go out and run around at night, I quickly returned home, and at this time my parents had already gone to bed early, so I went to take a shower, and habitually stood in front of the windowsill and looked at the reinforced concrete buildings in the dim light across the road, and lit the last cigarette before going to bed.
When I was about to finish one of my cigarettes, Gu Ran sent me a text message, telling me that she had just woken up and would be able to get out of the car in about an hour.
I closed the window, no longer letting the cold wind ravage my nerves, and replied rather speechlessly: "What did you do yesterday, why did you wake up now?" ”
Soon Gu Ran came back and said: "I didn't do anything, I thought about it all night, and finally decided to go to see my grandmother by myself!" ”
I replied with a "hmm" and reminded, "Pay attention to safety when you get out of the car, and if it's convenient when you get home, send me a text message to say you're safe!" ”
"No, I'm not a kid anymore!" Gu Ran replied, then waited for a while, and sent another text message, saying, "Wang Ye, I've been thinking about it for a long time...... I don't think there is any need for us to contact each other in the future! ”
I was puzzled and replied, "Why?" Is it because I'm disturbing your life? ”
"Sort of...... But none of this is what I care about, all I hope is that you can finalize the marriage with your girlfriend sooner...... If you don't get married, I'll live an unstable ......."
"If I don't get married, what does it have to do with your unstable life?"
Gu Ran seemed to be thinking about something over there, and after waiting for a long time, he replied to me: "When you get married, my heart is completely dead...... Let's not break the thread, don't see each other again, let's live in our own youth...... I think that the next time we meet again, we will definitely bring each other's families, children, and if youth is an exam, at that time...... It should be the most perfect answer sheet we submitted! Although there are some regrets, we are happy with each other, and happiness is what we were looking for in the first place, isn't it? ”
I looked at the text message in my phone and was silent for a long time, and then I was no longer willing to reply to any of Gu Ran's messages, maybe for me and Gu Ran, that day was also the most happy ending between us...... But that day, for me, is still a little out of reach, but I can only respect Gu Ran's choice, and hope that she can live a good life and hand over our future to tomorrow......
I lay on the bed and looked up at the ceiling, asking myself, did I really let go this time? I was a little dazed, and the last thing I wanted to see in my subconscious was this scene! However, we have to face such a practical problem as a last resort.
With a burst of WeChat prompts, I took the mobile phone on the bedside again, and found that the person who sent me a message was Su Man, who was not far from me, asked me if I had slept, and I replied to her speechlessly: "If you are bored, search for people nearby, and find a few strangers to talk to It's quite feeling!" ”
Su Man ignored my boredom, but sent a voice message, in the style of a queen, and said, "I declare that from today onwards, you must say goodnight to me every day before you go to bed!" ”
I wasn't in the mood to be bored with her, so I said perfunctorily: "Well, good night, go to sleep!" ”
Su Man sent a cursed expression: "Wang Ye, don't you think you are very unemotional?" ”
I replied with a squinting look: "You mean I asked me to tune you. Love? ”
"Die, goodbye! …… Oh no, I was trying to ask you where I'm going to eat tomorrow at noon! ”
I thought about it for a while, this is really a headache for me, on the one hand, I can't let Su Man eat out alone, and let me go out to eat, I don't want to, after all, I will only stay at home for the last day of tomorrow, in my heart, I think it's better to spend more time with my family, but I can't make a better choice between the two, so I'm a little troubled!
After waiting for a long time, I finally felt that I had ignored a problem, so I quickly said: "You can come to my house for dinner tomorrow, my mother's cooking is still very good!" ”
Su Man replied to me with a puzzled expression: "In what capacity do you want me to come to your house for dinner?" ”
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