Chapter 374: Shall we talk?
Zhao Bing was a little embarrassed, but thinking that Qin Lin was the sister he recognized, he straightened his mind, sat on the sofa not far away, and said to Qin Lin: "Sister, can we talk about it now?" ”。
Qin Lin still stared at his body, and then she walked over, sat directly beside Zhao Bing, stretched out her hand to caress Zhao Bing's wounds, and looked sad and distressed.
Coughing twice, Zhao Bing said again: "Linlin, can we have a good talk?" ”。
Qin Lin seemed to have just come back to her senses, she nodded, looked at Zhao Bing, and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”
Khan, Zhao Bing has a big head.
What to talk about? 、
yes, what to talk about?
"Why are you seeking death?" Zhao Bing felt that it was better to be direct.
Qin Lin cooperated, and she said naturally: "Because it's boring for me to live." ”
"Just because your family is gone?" Qin Lin frowned.
I am in this world, my only relatives are gone, what am I doing alive? God is making fun of me, the appearance of my aunt makes me feel that there is a little more hope in life, but in the end it was cruelly shattered, I thought, I still have my brother, I believe you will be able to save him back, but now, my brother is also dead, what am I doing alive? ”
Her tears seemed to have really dried up, and her tone was calm, as if she was telling something very ordinary.
This kind of calm is what Zhao Bing fears the most.
is calm because Qin Lin has seen through life and death and feels lifeless.
"But you still have me." Zhao Bing said seriously: "I will take care of you for the rest of my life, I will not let anyone bully you, I will treat you as my own sister-"
"No!"
Qin Lin suddenly interrupted Zhao Bing's words, her expression was extremely bitter: "You already have them, you are not mine, and you will not take care of me for the rest of my life." ”
"I can!" Zhao Bing emphasized very seriously.
"Do you know why I died?". Qin Lin smiled bitterly.
Zhao Bing was speechless.
Isn't it boring?
My relatives are gone!
"My relatives are gone, and besides, I can't stand the fact that I can only be your sister, since I have decided to die, then I simply say what is in my heart today." Qin Lin seemed to be out of the way, she continued: "I like you, I love you, you know, right? ”。
Zhao Bing's body trembled, not knowing what to do.
Yes, he had long sensed that Qin Lin liked him, but he had been avoiding this question, and even took the initiative to recognize Zhao Bing as his sister, just to make Qin Lin dispel this idea.
She is the sister of Zhao Bing's best brother, how can Zhao Bing have feelings for her?
"But you've been avoiding me." Qin Lin said bitterly: "I know, I am not as good as them, compared with a few sisters-in-law, I am an ugly duckling, I am nothing, I can't compare to them, I also want to tell myself, saying that I am not worthy of you, but I found that I can't deceive my feelings, I like you, I love you too, I want to stay with you for the rest of my life, I want to be your woman, but, I know, this is all my wishful thinking, you have never loved me, rather than live in pain like this, I might as well die......"
After really letting go, Qin Lin no longer had any burden.
She confessed frankly and completely released the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time.
After finishing speaking, her face became even more haggard, she looked at Zhao Bing, poignant and moving, her eyes were full of tears.
Zhao Bing's heart was completely melted, but he was also completely shocked.
He knew, he had always known that Qin Lin liked him a little, and that kind of emotion had exceeded the critical line between brother and sister.
However, he never thought that Qin Lin was so affectionate, and unconsciously, he had become her only hope for life.
When did this happen?
Zhao Bing didn't have time to recall, and it didn't make any sense.
Now the focus is still to make Qin Lin's heart come back to life, recover, and be reborn.
So what should I do?
Acceptable?
It doesn't seem to make sense.
Refusal?
Wouldn't she have lost even the only hope of living?
Even if it was death, it would be too cruel to her.
However, do you have a love for her?
Probably not, right?
Zhao Bing didn't dare to be sure of this, it seemed that he had also been moved by Qin Lin at the first glance, right?
He looked at Qin Lin and didn't know how to answer for a while.
For a long time, the room was exceptionally quiet.
Qin Lin's eyes, which were still a little bright, slowly became dim again, she smiled bitterly, and said to Zhao Bing: "I know, you have never liked me, but I have never cared, maybe, it is because I am too lacking in love, so you are good to me, I slowly get used to it, become dependent, and then go crazy, emotion is such a thing, it is really terrible, it is out of control, like a bottle of poison, drink it unconsciously, when the poison is made, you really can't regret it, and there is no antidote, I used to want to leave you, but I couldn't, but today, I finally made up my mind, since you don't want me, then I'll go, go to a place that I can never find, where I can slowly forget you, and you can forget me-"
"No!" Zhao Bing finally couldn't help himself.
He stretched out his hand, originally wanting to grab Qin Lin's hand, wanting to say something.
As a result, probably because of excitement, he accidentally pulled Qin Lin's bath towel away.
Suddenly, all the vital parts of Qin Lin's body were exposed.
Qin Lin's face was blushing, but she didn't dodge, she still looked at Zhao Bing with a shy smile on her face.
Zhao Bing was stunned and subconsciously swallowed his saliva.
This action gave Qin Lin's eyes a little more sparkle.
Originally......
After Zhao Bing reacted, he also made a big red face, he wrapped the bath towel around Qin Lin's body again, and then immediately turned around, and spoke a little tremblingly: "I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to." ”
Qin Lin was a little disappointed, she lowered her head and said, "Is my body so ugly?" Doesn't it have a little temptation for you? Actually, I really don't mind, I really want to hand me over to you before leaving, that way, maybe I can walk a little more satisfied! ”
"Say no more!"
Zhao Bing immediately interrupted Qin Lin's words.
"Don't say it anymore, really don't say it anymore, I admit it, I like you too, but you're my sister, you know? There can't be love between us, don't you understand? ”
Qin Lin smiled bitterly, she didn't speak, and then looked out the window, as if she was numb.
Zhao Bing said a lot of words and persuaded him for a long time.
But Qin Lin didn't react, her heart was completely dead, and there was no more nostalgia.
She looked out the window, not knowing what she was thinking, but obviously didn't listen to Zhao Bing again.
What to do?
Zhao Bing was so anxious that he wanted to hit the wall.
Promise her?
The thought crossed his mind.
But another voice sounded in his heart again: No, you have already caused so many romantic debts, you can't even let Linlin go, she is your sister, if you move her, how can you go down to Jiuquan to see your brother!
The two voices kept sounding in Zhao Bing's heart, staggered.
He held his head and squatted in front of Qin Lin in some pain, his face becoming more and more complicated.
Now there seems to be only one way to save Qin Lin.
That is to influence her with love.
If she loses her family affection, then give her a love, which should be made up.
This is the only way.
Zhao Bing's heart slowly calmed down.
He thought about it carefully, perhaps, it was really the only way to go.
As for Qin Zhan, he doesn't seem to have lost his trust, and he really has to take care of her for the rest of his life.
He should understand his difficulties, right?
If he knew that Linlin was going to die, he would definitely be willing to pay any price, right?
Zhao Bing's heart finally calmed down, he raised his head, and his eyes became firm.
With both hands on Qin Lin's thighs, the place where he started was still as soft as jade, Zhao Bing turned Qin Lin's face over, stared at her eyes, and said very seriously: "Linlin, I love you!" ”
Qin Lin's body trembled, and she looked at Zhao Bing's eyes, which were extremely clear, not like a lie.
But she still didn't believe it, and she laughed, and the smile was very ugly.
"Are you comforting me? You're trying to trick me into not dying, are you? ”。 Qin Lin shook his head: "It's useless, don't lie to me anymore, you never liked me, you already have them, I'm not as good as them, I know that I don't deserve you-hmm!" ”
Before Qin Lin's words were finished, his small mouth was blocked by Zhao Bing.
Her eyes widened, and at this moment, her eyes became wonderful, shocked, joyful, satisfied, trance, everything seemed like a dream.
Is this what a first kiss feels like?
It's a pity, Zhao Bing just kissed lightly, and then separated, he looked at Qin Lin's eyes, and raised his hand very seriously: "Linlin, I swear, I've always liked you very much, just now, I thought about it carefully, and seriously reflected on myself, in fact, I really like you, you are not worse than them at all, you are well-behaved and obedient, beautiful, and sensible, I always thought that you were my brother's sister, and I recognized my sister, but just now, I figured it out, I am willing to accept your feelings, If you are not afraid of my heart, there are already them around me, I will definitely treat you well, treat you like my wife, for a lifetime, we will never give up, I will also be like a promise to them, I promise, I will find a way to give you a name, we can't be allowed to register marriage in China, then we will go abroad to register, I will give you a very grand and sacred wedding, okay? Promise me not to leave me again, then my heart will ache, if you die, there is no point in my life, okay? ”
Qin Lin was also dumbfounded.
My heart was in a mess.
Here's what's going on.
How did it suddenly become like this?
Does he really like me?
Did he like me a long time ago?
Or did he just reluctantly agree so that I wouldn't seek death?
Yes, it must be!
Although Qin Lin felt so sure in her heart that the real soldier was coaxing herself to be happy, she still couldn't help but be a little happy.
No matter what, if she could hear these words from Zhao Bing's mouth, she would be satisfied even if she died.
What a beautiful love story, did he say the same to them?
She smiled stupidly, but her expression became a little complicated.
There is satisfaction, and there is also shock.
She looked at Zhao Bing, squeezed out a smile, and said: "Thank you for making me happy like this, I'm really happy now, if you can say these words, I'm very satisfied, in the next life, I must marry you, I will be earlier than anyone else, I will book first in this life, and you will have to wait for me in the next life!" ”
"Linlin, look me in the eye!"
Zhao Bing shook Qin Lin's shoulder, the bath towel slipped off, and Qin Lin's body was exposed again.