The results of the monthly exam before the end of the semester have come down, and the results are miserable, and I regret it a lot. Seeing that the course has fallen a lot, how can she catch up with Long Tong in such a state, and I don't know how she is now.

I was so absorbed in the novel's brilliant plot for almost a week that I completely forgot about the outside world. I'm in a hurry, the sense of oppression is coming, and if I can't jump in the grades next semester, I'll be finished.

It's almost the end of the semester, and I have no choice but to go to the doctor in a hurry, and I read at night by learning from the ancients, which is almost the same as when I was studying novels. It's strange to say, maybe reading novels has made me a habit, and studying at this time also fascinates me, but the final exam is less than a week away.

I didn't think of Long Tong as soon as I was like before, on the contrary, during this period of making up for her, my feelings for her were much lighter, but I didn't think about anything else, and I focused on reviewing.

Because she appears in my field of vision every day, the thing I think about in my mind for a day is nothing but her studying. It's been a long time since my mind was so clear, and it wasn't until the end of the final exam that I was relieved.

After the exam, maybe I felt good, I didn't feel so bad, and I was sure that the revision during this period was effective. This makes me feel a little more confident when facing my father and mother, and it seems that during the winter vacation and the New Year, the New Year's money is guaranteed.

I usually pretend to be very well-behaved in front of the old class of the bird's nest, but in fact, I have cursed him thousands of times in my heart, and I often report to my aunt, he doesn't say anything about the good, and the bad one has no reservations.

I estimate that their ancestors will not get An Ling during the winter vacation, Master Yan, he must be hated by his apprentices, not only me, all the boys and girls in the class, there must be no less cursed ancestors behind him.

Of course, it is immoral to scold the teacher behind your back, not to mention that people are also to supervise your learning, respect for the teacher, and it is also the basic principle of life.

Two weeks after I went home from vacation, the final exam results came out, maybe I felt too good about myself, and the results were not good at all.

It seems that because of Long Tong, I was indeed affected, and I dropped from the top 100 in the school to more than 300 at once. But the strange thing is that during the phone exchange with Jiang Yuke during the holidays, I learned that Long Tong did not hang in the top ten of the grade as I expected, but fell straight to more than fifty.

But it's nothing to think about, the emaciated camel is always bigger than the horse, and even when I was at my best, it still couldn't compare to the current ranking of others.

I'm so ashamed of myself! Repeat students can't pass the exam for fresh graduates, and the gap with others is so big, but they still worry about others.

However, seeing that Jiang Yuke and Liu Kai are not much better than me, even if the garbage is dead and the Great God Dragon Brother gives me a cushion, I can be considered to have found a little comfort. Think about it, no matter how you say it, it's a bit of a suspicion of 50 steps and 100 steps!

A result like this is sure to cause a storm at home, and the more I worry about something, the more something will come. Knowing my grades, my mother began to talk to me all day long, my father scolded me "Huang Adou" when he closed his mouth, and my sister still smacked me twice from time to time.

During this winter vacation, I spent every day in the scolding of my father and mother, and I had no freedom at all, and I was locked in my room by my mother all day to read books and reflect.

Until one day, I don't know what the northwest wind was blowing, my uncle, aunt, grandparents, and a group of them all came to our house as guests, and in this case, my father and mother did not lock me up again, but let me go out of the room to accompany them.

It's okay not to accompany it, but I mentioned my grades as soon as I accompanied it, which was a hard injury, and I just withered.

No one would sympathize with me for such a bad grade, and they all poured salt into the wounds and criticized and educated me one by one.

Speaking of excitement, my aunt also asked me to take out the participation award certificate and table tennis award certificate I got at school for everyone to see.

I'm wondering, is this going to reward me or to slap me? I'm hesitant to take it out, after all, this is a certificate, maybe everyone's opinion of me will improve, then the New Year's money will be guaranteed.

Thinking of having money, I hurried back to my room and took out the certificate I had received at school. My heart was beating all the time, and when I took out the award, my mother's face was not very good, and she gradually became blue.

I began to feel that things were not good, and as a child, I really didn't have any luck in front of these adults.

Before, it was just a simple preaching and criticism, and there would be occasional laughter, but after I took out the award, the atmosphere instantly became serious, and everyone tensed their faces.

While I was pondering, my father spoke up, pointed to the small stool in front of the coffee table, and told me to sit down.

I was facing the elders in front of me, so I sat down. Then my mother said solemnly: "Show me your award certificate." I hurriedly handed it over, hoping that she would be happy after reading the certificate and not be too angry with me.

But the next scene created a chasm between me and my mother. My mother took my two certificates, didn't look at them, reached out and tore a bunch of powder, crushed them, and threw them in the trash.

It is estimated that my father and several uncles, aunts, and aunts did not expect this scene, and they looked at my mother with a surprised look. I looked at the pile of shredded paper in the trash can, as if I had fallen into a cold and dark world, there was no dawn, this winter vacation is really too cold?

I stared blankly at the pile of shredded paper, without any words, my body kept trembling, and I couldn't hear all the harsh criticism they gave me as a parent.

Although it is not a dazzling achievement, it is something that I have spent a lot of effort for, and it is also for Long Tong.

At this moment, I hated my mother so much, and in the face of my parents, I was so aggrieved for the first time in my life and left tears. And they're still talking.

At this time, I don't know where I got the courage to stand up in front of them, maybe the small universe exploded, I actually roared at them: "Enough, you guys are too much・・・・・・", but before the roar was finished, a big mouth was rewarded in the face.

It hurt so much that I was dizzy, but my dad was still the same as ever, and he had never been soft on me. This time, I was completely desperate, my body had begun to twitch, I stared at my father's stern face, although I had been beaten when I was a child, but it was not as memorable as this slap.

Dad snarled at me, "Do you know what you've done?" "I don't know what I did wrong, what's wrong with me participating in a competition? Parents are still accompanying others to participate in the competition? ”

"Do you think it makes sense? Isn't it? First, she's your mother, why are you yelling in front of your mother? Second, you look at your grades and see if you are putting your mind on studying. Third, if you don't do anything serious for a day, you know how to play table tennis, sing songs, and read garbage novels.

Your mother and I worked hard to help you study, and you can see what you did in school, not enterprising, and depraved. If I don't care about you anymore, are you going to fight and smoke? Maybe it's because I have had a shadow on my dad since I was a child! I couldn't say a word about my father's words.

My eyes were bloodshot, my mind full of confusion and confusion. Tears can't stop staying, countless grievances are scurrying in my heart, countless unrealistic thoughts are turning in my head, I really don't know what I will do out of the ordinary.

To be honest, my dad was right, I really didn't think about studying for a long time before the end of the term, which I know very well in my heart, and I am really ashamed.

But casually tearing up the award certificate I got at school, stifling and negating the results of my efforts, is indeed too cruel, which is both fulfilling me and destroying me.

Debating with parents, especially when they are at fault, there is really no possibility of winning at all, and in the face of the denial of a lot of people, I have to compromise obediently, and finally admit my mistake and make a guarantee.

It's just that this guarantee is a little unconvincing, because they still have to use their money. But from then on, I didn't want to go to my aunt's house again, because all this was passed on to my mother's ears through my aunt's mouth.

For my aunt and my mother, since this incident, there has been an inexplicable obstacle between me and them, my mother should not have torn up my award, my aunt should not have said the situation so excessively, it is I who suffered, which increased my resentment towards my mother.