Two. Ordinary suicides
Right now, it's both a weekend and a long holiday. Because he had just settled a major case, Qin Ming specially asked the director for a two-day collective vacation to let everyone have a good rest, including me. But that case weighed on my heart like a stone, and I desperately wanted to find out the truth. So in the face of his question, I shook my head and reluctantly said, "It's nothing, I'm just ......"
"Maybe she's just not idle, right?" Leng Ao didn't know when he appeared at the door, and he still had a cold expression on his face. "But I've heard about the case she mentioned. You should be aware of that too, right? The case that year caused a great sensation. It took almost a year for it to settle down. At that time, you seemed to ...... Haven't been transferred yet. ”
It was a sensational case at the time, because it involved not only teacher-student love, but also a love triangle. Just a double relationship is enough to attract everyone's attention. What's more, the one who died, with the halo of the school flower on her head, and the heavyweight of the national piano player, Casey, is almost the goddess that all the boys in her college dream of. But she has a cold personality, but she is like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, she is extremely cold to everyone, and no one has a chance at all. At the beginning, more than one person had the idea of stalking, but without exception, no one succeeded.
Because our two schools are not far apart, I have heard about those things quite a bit. At that time, it was rumored that there was another thing: a senior in the same department as her threatened suicide just to see her on Valentine's Day. Unexpectedly. Casey just sneered, "If he wants to die, then go and die." The thing I look down on the most is such an unambitious boy. Such an answer. was regarded as a classic by everyone for a while, and her image in the minds of others was raised.
But. Just a year before her accident, things still took a subtle turn, never skipped class, and Casey, who insisted on attending class even when she was sick, suddenly disappeared for a week. When she returned a week later, she became more silent, more focused on her major and more indifferent to others, after which she suddenly moved out of the dormitory. Rented a house in an apartment not far from the school.
Because I don't have much intersection with her life, I don't know her very well. It wasn't until news of her sudden death came that I was rushed to the scene of the crime, and they wanted to hear my opinion.
The fact is obvious, Casey left a video of her suicide, which was especially reserved for her mentor Sun Changqing, and almost every word she said was filled with deep despair. Even the slightly curly shawl hair was completely lifeless. Her desire for death is strong. Because in addition to the ingredients of sleeping pills found in her stomach, there was a knife stuck in her chest, and that knife was fatal and difficult to imagine. A weak woman can be so cruel to herself.
In fact, after I got there, the officer in charge came to the same conclusion. I still remember. With a respectful smile on his face, he said a few kind words. After watching the footage left behind at the scene, he made an excuse. Let me go. Saying that it was just a small case, there was no need for me to go out of it.
The initial official conclusion, of course, did not mention my existence. It wasn't until the self-proclaimed poet Matsuko appeared and posted some remarks on the Internet one after another, that the report, which I had not read, inexplicably added my name and was a conclusion given as an expert. In this way, things became a little delicate, and the long-haired poet Matsuko, who seemed to be crazy, appeared in my life from time to time, causing me great trouble. Not only that, but there were also inexplicably more posts accusing me on the Internet, and some people were deliberately vague, implying that my background was not ordinary, and that it was the suspect - that is, a friend of Casey's mentor Sun Changqing, so I deliberately gave that conclusion.
All the trumped-up charges intensified, and I didn't take it to heart at first. I have always believed that those who are pure are self-purifying, and those groundless rumors will never change the trajectory of my life. But the facts shocked me: at first I would just receive some inexplicable messages, then anonymous harassing phone calls, until finally it intensified, I was attacked one day after a night of self-study, if it wasn't for my quick reaction, I'm afraid I might not have seen the sun the next day. It wasn't until then that I realized what it meant to be fearful. Fortunately, Liu Yu's appearance was timely, and the rumors were quickly quelled. I don't know exactly how he did it, except that my life quickly returned to peace, but from then on, it was as if I had been blacklisted in an instant, as if I had been forgotten by the world.
"Do you really think that you can control the whole world with your own power? You're no longer the age to commit the 'second disease', so it's better to wake up quickly." This is what Liu Yu said to me at that time.
Liu Yu appeared quietly and left quietly. That was at my request, I just wanted to be a normal person. But his influence made me realize how small my power is. Things finally calmed down, but they weighed down on me like a stone. And on the seemingly calm surface, how many undercurrents are there underneath? The poet-like pine nut had reappeared in front of me, but unlike that time, he looked at me as if he had blamed me, about ten meters from me, and asked me in a loud voice: "Will your conscience be at peace?" An innocent life was given away by a few words from you! She's just like you, an age that should have enjoyed the best of her life...... Your conscience will be condemned for the rest of your life! I'm definitely not going to give up, I'm definitely not going to give up. ”
Those words struck me like a stone on my heart. I thought it would be the end, but it was just the beginning. Because tragedies still happened one after another: Sun Changqing's wife quickly divorced Sun Changqing because she couldn't bear the white eyes of others and went to live in the far south. Sun Changqing's children hated him, lived with his grandfather and grandmother, and never saw him again. And Sun Changqing has been silent for a long time, and then he was transferred to another school and started his life again. And Matsuko, but inexplicably disappeared, I once inquired, after graduation, he did not work, did not continue his studies, I don't know where he went. (To be continued......)