Chapter 1: Memories
Xia Qing chapter
Love is a deep memory. If you must go looking for it. That must be painful. My name is Xia Qing.
Xia Qi and I are fraternal twins. and his memory. It started after the divorce of the parents. At that time, we were really dependent on each other. Originally, we all lived with our mothers. But one day. My father took me.
My father and I came to live in another area. That has another aunt. and her son. At first I was not used to this kind of life. Often bullied by that troublemaker. He's also a titular brother. But compared to Xia Qi. He's too far away. Recently I heard that his grades have dropped again. Because I was the first in the grade. My aunt scolded me more and more. Said I didn't tutor his son well. Deliberately made her make a fool of herself. Sometimes they even hit me.
The father didn't care about the aunt's discipline. It's like I'm not his biological daughter. They're family.
And so it went on for five years.
And Xia Qi has been in correspondence. There isn't much to do at home in the letter. Mainly ask him if he is doing well. How about mothers?
All is well in the letter. It's just that the last line says yes. He was ready to transfer. Which school did not write specifically.
All I have to say. Take care of yourself no matter what school you're in. I am fine. Do not worry.
I've been writing a bit frequently lately. Auntie is a little dissatisfied. I tried not to her off. Do your own thing obediently.
Xia Wu didn't think so. He's always thinking about how to play tricks on me. Make me make a fool of myself.
I remember one time he put earthworms in my lunch box. I've been hungry all day. My classmates laughed at me. Say I'm a monster that eats earthworms.
The semester is coming to an end. For the final exam, my aunt ordered me to make sure Xia Wu passed. I looked at him and only shook my head. Every day I know to fool me. He didn't have the heart to let me counsel. In the end, he was still the last to finish last. Auntie was so angry that she threw the vase at me. Hit me on the head. My father didn't say anything but took me to the hospital in time.
Half of my vacation was spent in the hospital. Until the beginning of the school year.
There's a very cute boy in our class. I recognized him at first sight. It's Xia Qi. The first thing he said was. Why did I write so many letters and didn't reply. I said I was too busy to reply to the letter. God knows I didn't receive a single letter from him. He looked at the scabbed wound on my forehead. Heartache hugging me.
since. Every day Xia Qi accompanies me to school. Eat together. Chat together. I feel like I'm not alone anymore. But. Every time I ask about my mother. He always avoided answering.
I know he's hiding something from me. Since he doesn't want to say . I don't want to ask more either. It's almost home. Say goodbye to him in a hurry.
He said he rented a room in the neighborhood. Convenient to see me at any time. What I'm confused is. Why would his mother leave him alone.
That's when the . Someone pinched the ear. Punched. Auntie appeared in front of me angrily.
I don't know why she's inexplicably angry. I just know that the only way I can do it is to run.
I came to the gate of the compound where Xia Qi lived. Have been sitting on the stone steps.
The door opened suddenly. Xia Qi stood beside me. Hold my face. Heartache asked me what was wrong.
I don't want to answer. Quietly shook his head.
He just sighed. Then he pulled me into the yard.
Said he would take care of me later. Don't go back. He doesn't want me to get hurt.
I said I didn't want to embarrass my father. One bite refused.
But he gave me a letter and told me to go back and read it.
Actually here. I would like to say. It doesn't matter how I'm doing. As long as Xia Qi can live well, I will be very satisfied. But things are not what I thought it would be. He has something to hide from me. I have been refusing to say. Just mention the mother. He avoided it.
My only friend is Xiao Qi. She likes Xia Qi very much. I'm not very good with her. But she always cared about me.
I don't know why from the moment I knew she liked Xia Qi. I'm starting to hate her. Maybe I don't have any concept of friends. Because for me, only Xia Qi is the one I trust.
I rely on him. He spoils me for everything.
He said, "My sister is the most beautiful girl in the world." It deserves to be pampered by all.
My face was slightly red. The mood is very happy. But when it comes to the word sister. I was a little disappointed.
If I wasn't her sister. How good it should be. My heart lifted. I stopped thinking about it. How can you think so? Don't I want him to be my brother? Or rather
I like Xia Qi.
Always walk behind him with your head down. He used to hold my hand. Walking one after the other.
He said, "When my sister grows up. You can no longer hold my hand. So now is the time to cherish this opportunity.
A little inexplicably angry. Shake off his hand. Suddenly find yourself out of shape. He looked at me. There is an indescribable look in the bottom of the eyes.
I said, "Since I will hold other people's hands in the future. So why do you cherish this now!
He stroked my cheek. Distressed said: Fool. Angry like that?
His gentleness is the last thing I can stand. Whenever this happens. I'll sigh inexplicably.
Now he took me into his arms. I can only say sorry. I'm sorry.
Shut yourself in your room when you get home.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. How did it become like this! Nestled in his own bed secretly shed tears.
Do I really like him? My brother. XIA Qi.
One day
Wei Feng gave me a ticket to the playground. Say go play together on the weekend. How can I have time to play. Weekends are the day with the most chores. I said no at the time. He was a little lost.
looked at Xia Qi on the side. There was something strange about his expression.
All day. He ignored me. It feels like there's something on your mind. As soon as the bell rang for class, he left first. I think it's weird.
It took a long chase to see him. Alleyway. He turned his back to me and didn't speak.
Draw close to him. Come to him. Look at the corners of his eyes with tears in their eyes. Did he cry? Why?
And so it went on for a few days. I've found that I'm talking less and less about Xia Qi lately. Words between us. No more than five sentences a day at most.
Until. After hearing that he had a girlfriend. before it began to return to normal. I don't know. That person was Xiao Qi.
Watching her hold Xia Qi's hand. I fled in a hurry.
Wei Feng found me strange lately. He often amused me with gifts. But he was seen by Xia Wu. I told my aunt that Wei Feng and I were in love. This time it's quite unusual. My aunt didn't scold me or hit me. Instead, let me continue to be with Wei Feng.
Thought. She wouldn't be so kind. It must be the money of the Wei Feng family. Because Wei Feng's pocket money a day is enough for our family to spend a month. He always gave me expensive gifts and chocolates.
The girls in my class envy me. Say I'm Wei Feng's girlfriend. Of course, this matter quickly reached Xia Qi's ears.
I saw him in the library in the afternoon. Unnatural detours.
Xia Qi pulled me. There's a hint of force.
I shook his hand away. Angry said: Brother. What are you doing. My hand hurts from you.
He got angry and said, "I won't let you be with him!"
Look at him who has never lost his temper with me. Sour nose.
I said, "Just let you be with Xiao Qi. Why can't I have a relationship with Weifeng?
He was speechless for a moment. Don't look at it, I don't know where to start.
I was close to him. Doing things I didn't even believe I had.
I kissed him.
His body trembled slightly. Say, "What are you doing?"
I want to say to him what I have been hiding in my heart for a long time.
I like you.
My head is also dark. I don't know why I made these irrational decisions myself.