Chapter 66: Men Are Not Good Things

Angel is gone.

Walk silently, walk without waves, walk without nostalgia.

Xu Zhimo, a modern Chinese romantic poet with a small white face, once said: Walking and walking, it will disperse, and the memories will fade; Looking at it, I get tired, and the starlight is dimmed; Listening to it, he woke up and began to complain; When I turned around, I found that you were gone, and suddenly I was in a mess.

Although Lao Li used to be very disdainful of this poet, a large part of the reason was because Xu Zhimo was more handsome and white than himself. Li Hao has never had a good impression of all the men in this world who are more handsome and beautiful than himself. Part of the reason is because of Xu Zhimo's romantic relationship history. Uncle, he talked about three girlfriends, all three of them were divorced, and the old bachelor still wrote these love and romantic poems, pretending to be a big love saint, so that all the women in the world have been in bed. But I have to say that some of Xu Zhimo's poems are really well written.

For example, this sentence 'I turned around and found that you were gone, and suddenly I was in a mess'. Anqi's sudden departure made Lao Li very disappointed, and his heart felt as if he had lost something, and he was extremely empty.

Perhaps, Xu Zhimo and her three girlfriends have gone through an unforgettable separation to have such a state of mind.

Parting is the most heart-rending poison in the world, immersed in the past, and committed suicide slowly. That night in the valley has become the softest and most sacred place of memories in Lao Li's heart.

At the same time, parting is also an aphrodisiac, every parting will be delusional that one day in the future can be reunited, before that day comes, shouldn't it be like taking an aphrodisiac in bed to stir up the storm? Parting is for a better reunion in the future.

Angel...... I will be back in the near future...... I'm going to bet everything I have!

Li Hao's heart was like a boulder, suppressing his heart, and his breathing was heavy and unpleasant.

The air in the hospital smells really bad......

In the following days, Li Hao was lying in the hospital all the time. Since the day An Qi left, Li Hao has liked Xu Zhimo, a romantic poet, and asked the doctor to go to the bookstore as an errand to buy a large number of Xu Zhimo's romantic poems, and his whole day's work is to read these sad poems. It seems that only by reading these verses can the emptiness in one's heart be filled.

It looks like a private hospital, with no one coming in and out, and it's ...... Judging from the signs of Li Hao's hospitalization and coma, he seems to be the only patient in this hospital, which makes Li Hao cry and laugh - there are a few patients in ordinary hospitals who talk to me, and now there is no patient in this ghost place except me, some are just doctors in white coats with indifferent faces, and all of them are male doctors in their forties and fifties, and there is not a single delicate and beautiful female nurse...... How can this make me, a big living person, talk to myself to relieve my boredom?

Therefore, even Li Hao's always sunny temperament couldn't help but become sluggish after staying in this ward for a long time. The daily thing is to read Xu Zhimo's poems, and the eyes of reading are sour, that is, lying on the bed, in addition to sleeping, can only look at the ceiling in a daze. The ceiling is white, and after a long time, the center of the ceiling will slowly form a face that makes Li Hao extremely complicated.

His face was cold, with a standard smile on the corner of his mouth, his curly blond hair draped casually behind his head, and a pair of royal blue eyes......

Angel......

As soon as he thought of An Qi's departure, Li Hao felt extremely uncomfortable, as if something was missing in his heart. In the past two days, Li Hao also began to think deeply about his relationship with Anqi. Angel seems to be only playing the role of a passerby in her own life, and that rainy night will never appear again. Everything that night was like a rain, washing away the complexity in my heart, and that night can only be regarded as a memory, buried in the deepest part of my heart, and it seems that the best ending is it.

Just as Angel said, it is also what she once said - we are people of two worlds.

But...... Can this memory only be obediently buried in the bottom of my heart?

Li Hao felt bitter for a while, but then his face became tough again, and he suddenly felt a kind of arrogance in his heart, that is, the kind of arrogance that wanted to go to the United States and said to her in front of Anqi: "Come back to China with me", but then Li Hao's face became ugly like eating a yellow lotus. Alas...... If you want to go to the United States and say this sentence in front of her, you must have the status and strength to be worthy of this sentence.

Now I don't.

It's like a word that Angel mentioned before she left - "no accidents". Thinking of this, Angel's determination to gamble everything to find her on the day of her departure was diluted most of the time, and the people went to the empty building, it was just a momentary ambition, not realistic.

That day, perhaps...... There is also a trace of fantasy in An Qi's heart, and she can't forget the experience of that night, which is the only place that makes Li Hao feel a little comforted in his heart. That's why she said those words that were no different from self-comfort.

"When you have the strength and status to be able to say things to me that you dare not say...... Please come to me! That sentence was deeply imprinted in Li Hao's mind, and he clearly remembered that the look in Anqi's eyes before leaving, in the habitual cold color, there was a faint hope and softness.

Although Li Hao also knew that Anqi's words were just said by her casually, maybe she would laugh it off, and when something as profound to her happened, it would replace the experience of that night, and the words she said before leaving might also blow quietly like a wind scattered with the wind......

Li Hao also wants to turn this sentence into reality...... But is it possible? The gap between herself and her is the real gap between ants and giant birds, which cannot be crossed. No matter how hard she tries, maybe in her eyes, she is just a poor little reptile, desperately climbing up...... The huge gap between power and power makes the phrase "no accidents" truly become no accidents.

But...... Will I let her forget me?! Will you be willing!!

His expression suddenly became fierce, and the unwillingness in his heart had deeply occupied Li Hao's mind. When Anqi's face like a cold moon appeared in his mind again, Li Hao's eyes were already a little more something, and he suddenly had a goal in his heart. Even he didn't know why he was like this.

Maybe...... I don't want her to forget about me.

Li Hao slowly closed his eyes and began to fall asleep......

In the next few days, Li Hao stopped reading books and spent time sleeping. During this period, no one came to see Li Hao, and they couldn't come to see him. But Li Hao received a text message from Ding Ding. The text message content is simple, just four simple words.

"I'm going back."

Li Hao's mood turned melancholy again, Ding Ding ...... I'm finally back in my family.

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(It's an emotional drama again, it's hard to write, it's still two changes today, and the first deacon appeared yesterday!) It's the famous rabbit god from the sky~~ "Emperor Zun World" has been very popular recently, and the next chapter is at four o'clock in the afternoon. )