Chapter Thirty-Nine: She, Really She.
took a deep breath and calmed down, feeling that he hadn't seen her for more than two years, he had also experienced a lot of things, and his feelings for her had faded, but at this moment, the moment he saw her, he would still lose his mind. All the memories are replayed, and I can't help but think of the past.
The absurd confession, the snacks after class, the heavy rain with umbrellas, the embankment under the sunset, the first kiss......
Such a scene, such a scene, is written as a novel or made into a movie, and it is specified as a very innocent feeling. Lin Can was disturbed by the memories and wanted to laugh and cry, thinking that this was still the famous child of the night, and he was stunned in place, as if he had been fixed.
Pacing in the dark every night, killing, earning money, and grinding, Lin Can has become not like before.
But at this moment, the moment he saw her again, Lin Can Huoran felt that there was a strange self in his heart that broke out of the cocoon, that is, his former self.
Well-behaved, innocent. In front of her, always like a person who is being taken care of.
He looked at her from a long distance and sighed again. He felt that she had changed, and she was more beautiful, perhaps because she had learned to wear light makeup every time she went out.
The former down jacket has become a gray woolen coat now, and her hair has grown, which makes her look more temperamental than before, and the word goddess is now more suitable for her, because there was no such word before.
In the past, there was a rare trace of childishness between her eyebrows, which was inadvertently revealed between talking and laughing, but now, her face is soft, pink, beautiful, and full of another taste.
However, no matter what she becomes, for him, she will never change the fact that her first love is the first woman to accept in her life.
Lin Can's heart was sour, and he had the urge to cry. And I really almost burst into tears......
scolded himself with a disdainful smile: "It's really good, can you have a little bit of it." ”
Slowly, Lin Can calmed down. looked at her quietly, and felt a lot of emotion in her heart: "Zhao Jing, are you okay?" ”
Zhao Jing stood at the end of the room, at the door of a consultation room, not knowing that Lin Can was looking at her.
At this time, Zhao Jing left and walked outside the hospital.
Lin Can thought about it, stayed where he was, and didn't chase after him.
Yes, she's beautiful right now, and it's impossible not to be attractive, but so what.
She has a boyfriend now, and she is doing well, what is there to worry about him, and Lin Can doesn't have that heart, so let's live her life first, and then use this memory to remember when she has nothing to do. That's good, isn't it.
One day, he will have his wife, too. Living a life that he may or may not want to do, after tea and dinner, he told her these stories with a smile, and at the same time listened to her stories with a sour heart.
Although I don't know if Zhao Jing will think of him among so many objects, small and humble, whether she will remember him who was once the most ordinary.
Maybe one day, all the people of the same period will forget that they once had a relationship, and even they themselves are busy and forget this memory, just by chance, a book, a movie, a song reminds them, oh, there is such a person.
Whoever marries her, who he marries, who comforts him, whom he comforts, who is her long hair coiled up, whose long hair he coils, who puts a wedding dress for her, who he puts on a wedding gown for whom.
It's like two parallel montages, unrelated stories.
At that time, the sky was always blue, and the days were always too slow......
Tomorrow will you remember, yesterday you wrote in your diary......
I also occasionally flip through photos before I think of you I loved......
Who marries you who is sentimental, who comforts you who loves to cry......
It is also sad to say, Lin Can's brain at this time suddenly appeared in the old wolf's "You at the Same Table", a melody of half joy and half sorrow, and an atmosphere of innocence and sighing.
Lin Can has not had the same idea as Jiang Wuhao, one day in the future, he will be good and swagger past her, comparing her boyfriend to her, and making her regret it. Not only that, but he also thought of more powerful things, such as Zhao Jing pleading with him when she was in trouble, and he would humiliate her and then laugh at her. Or ask him for help, and he will make some more perverted demands, ravage her to his heart's content, wreak havoc on her, and then tell her to get out.
It's all human nature, Lin Can can't escape it, how could he not think about what others think. He had thought about many, many things, but the only thing he didn't expect was that all the viciousness, all the sins, all the moment he saw her years later, all vanished.
Why is this happening, maybe Lin Can, who is in the middle of it, can't find an answer at all, so he can only let his soul dominate and move forward.
At this moment, you will find that you don't love her at all, even if those memories are still sighing, in fact, those memories are just beautiful, just a story for nostalgia, you no longer regard a little emotional story as a big goal of revenge in life, because you already have someone you like during this period, and you are also trying to pursue someone you like. If you still hate her, it means that you still love her, but Lin Can doesn't love her anymore, so he doesn't hate her so much.
She's doing well, and you want to work hard to live well. used to hate her so much, but once time polished it, when they met again, they found that the hatred was only an empty shell. I want to take revenge, but I don't know how to take the first step, and even start to think about whether it is really worthwhile.
When Zhao Jing left Lin Can, it just showed that Lin Can was not the best person to match her, don't say those known words, on the surface, Zhao Jing has always had someone in her heart or something, if Lin Can is really attractive enough to her, she will not abandon him and choose the person she used to be. It was Lin Can who did not reach the level she wanted, so there was such an ending. Lin Can admitted this result, no wonder others. If you don't have the ability to keep a woman, don't complain that the woman has left him.
Similarly, the woman who left him is not worthy of his Lin Can's love. Therefore, Zhao Jing and the former talent are the best pair, Lin Can is indeed an unlucky victim, but Lin Can also understands a lot of truth in the process. Lin Can is like this, of course he is not a weak person, a person who does not dare to take revenge. There is nothing that the dignified children of the night dare not do,
It's just, let her go, never see each other again, it's better to see each other than not to see, and it's better to miss if you don't see each other.
Lin Can thinks
That's the best ending.
In this way, watching Zhao Jing's figure gradually drift away, and then slowly disappeared at the corner until it was invisible to the naked eye.
Lin Can shrugged, this story finally ended like this.
Actually, that's pretty good, isn't it, you have to meet and break up unhappily?