Since Wang Aiying left the hospital last time, I feel that I have no chance with her in this life. I also thought about my own bunch. What kind of thing am I?,My hot head can only be wishful thinking.,It's a lazy toad who wants to eat swan meat?,I can't accompany anyone about anything.,Unconsciously, I'm already cold.,Don't have any ideas.。 Since then, my thinking has been transformed into normal work, and I am also very practical and pragmatic, if I can't do it, I won't be lazy. People can't fall to death on a tree, and they must not hinder the direction of my progress because of the love in front of them; I can't change the world just because I like it.

I am a person with a strong sense of work, and I am also an upright and ambitious person. When I say this, I don't blush at all, and I don't feel guilty, my ideology has been formed, my life realm has been broadened, I am a person who faces reality, I am a rational person, I am a thinking person!

I sometimes think about a lot of problems, I am a person who is not good at expressing feelings, I am a special introverted person, I am also a responsible and principled person, but also a person with ideals and ambitions. What am I thinking at the moment? What about the night? How do you accomplish this task? What did you pick up? What kind of clothes do I wear? How do I answer the specific questions that arise?

I think about too many problems, not a big problem, is because of these small problems in life, often these small problems often entangle my footsteps, it is these things that make me overwhelmed, this is my ability to contact the society is too poor, too little experience, this is what I lack and need to choose the opportunity! Life is a process, in this process, to load a lot of social knowledge, this social knowledge shows people's insight, plays a decisive role in their own life, shows the position of life on this stage, and the ability to deal with various things, although it is a primary school question, but it is the great wisdom of life.

In fact, I just bought some gifts, especially some health products or something, or some fruits and the like. However, it took a lot of energy to think about these questions. Such a simple question complicates my thinking, and complex thinking will not simplify my behavior, only by being reasonable and reasonable. If I stop moving forward on these issues, and my eyes are fascinated by some small phenomena, then such a person is called tired, which is what I have experienced now, and it is another thing I know.

Although I don't know three big characters, although I don't learn mathematics, physics and chemistry over the years, and I don't learn any Marxist-Leninist dialectics, but I just read the martial arts novels, and also read the ancient and modern Chinese and foreign masterpieces, as well as many newspapers and magazines, I saw what the essence of the problem is, learned the essence of life knowledge, and found the key point and law of the problem, which is the fundamental thing I realized. For this knowledge and content, I feel that I can write a novel, and I can be a social counselor, showing people the direction and the way out.

According to the agreed time, I brought some fruits and nutritional products, and went all the way to Wang Aiying's house. I saw that people live in a small courtyard with a separate door, the courtyard is a two-story building, through the open iron railing fence, I saw the layout of the house, but the layout of this small courtyard made me look at it differently.

There is a piece of land in the small courtyard, which is distributed into several small pieces, one of which is full of flowers, the flowers are blooming, especially bright, and the green leaves are setting off the flowers, which is particularly vigorous. Another field is planted with loofahs and the like, with small green melons hanging on the loofahs, and open melon flowers, and dwarf melons and fruits behind the yellow flowers. There is also a small plot of land overgrown with all kinds of vegetables, including leeks, lettuce, etc., and the square near the southwest is planted with tomatoes, eggplants, and peppers...... Although the yard is small, it includes all the sparse vegetables that should be in the countryside, and the vegetables of this kind add up, and the small courtyard is full of green, full of vitality and thriving scene. It is not a big cadre, but it is still a radish plant, and it is not a civil servant, and it is still a working man.

I'm still thinking about Tao Yuanming, the kind of poem "planting beans under the South Mountain, leisurely seeing the South Mountain", that kind of pastoral taste, as if it was right in front of my eyes.

A small vegetable field reflects the owner's hobbies, reflects the owner's taste and cultivation, and this small battlefield illustrates the owner's taste and aesthetics.

After looking at the master's courtyard, I rang the doorbell of Wang Aiying's house, I couldn't say what it was like in my heart, I was a little scared, a little fresh and special, and a little shy...... It's really apprehensive.

It was Wang Aiying who came out to open the door for me, who had lovesickness. I saw that she was wearing a red skirt, bright lipstick on her lips, and her big round eyes made her even more vivid, and her face was not deliberately powdered, but she was so proud and beautiful, she didn't wear any necklaces and other objects on her neck, and she didn't wear earrings and ornaments in her ears, but she looked like a natural and generous appearance, how could that kind of temperament be described as a free and easy.

I paid special attention to the scar on her injured face, after all, I have been with her for a lot of time, and I have a special feeling, and the concern at the moment is a matter of course, but it has disappeared without a trace, and then look at her injured calf, there is no imbalance at all. The biggest change is still here, the face is a little more thin and calm, the heart is more mature and calm, what makes me feel is her attitude and smile towards me, there has been a major change and vividness, through his vivid expression, the expression clearly writes that she has an inexplicable deep true feelings for me, this kind of true feelings seem to make me have a nervous disorder, so that my calm heart, for a while to show an uneasy look.

I try my best to stay calm, I try my best to remain calm, I am a person who has been on the scene, and my years of hard work have also proved that I am a real hero. However, after seeing that Wang Aiying, my heart was clearly timid, and my natural and quiet look was lost, all the things that made me usually proud no longer existed, and the panic at the moment was also shown, I tried my best to be calm, trying my best to pretend to be calm on the surface, but the inner world was in chaos, was this my fear? What am I afraid of?

She took the fruits and gifts I had brought and placed them in a corner of the house, and led me to a rattan chair in his house, and sat me down, and hurriedly poured me tea, and called her father to accompany her. She deliberately looked for something, turned around and walked up to the second floor of her house, which was an end to me.

Seeing her back after leaving, my heart also relaxed, I sat down generously, I politely drank the tea on the table, and at the same time, I waited for the master's guidance and reprimand.

His father was wearing a white undershirt on his upper body, loose shorts on his lower body, and a tattered banana fan in his hand. Sit down! I've wanted to invite you over for a long time, but I don't have time. ”

Listening to the tone of his old man's words, my image immediately rose at this moment, and I knew that this kind of specification was really not low! The process of hospitality is very warm, and it seems like a long-lost relative, and the connection is particularly seamless. After all, they are big cadres, they have experienced big scenes, and they have seen a lot of things, which is a piece of cake for this little thing to treat me, which makes me feel an unprecedented cordiality and warmth.

He said, "Today, you have heard that there is not a single murder thing? There was a murder on the edge of South Street in our city, and the two murderers had already run away. ”

I said, "I haven't heard of it! What's going on? Is this true? "I actually know, I'm the director of this matter, but I'm still pretending not to know, I'm busy asking what kind of situation it is?

He said, "Don't you know? This is the end of this conversation, I know that this is just a small episode, this episode is used to introduce words, to increase the friendly atmosphere, such a way of chatting is not only very casual, but also to exchange confidence on both sides. People are always looking for common topics, and they are also discussing life and caring about it, and finding character and appreciation from it.

He then changed the subject and said, "It's been a long time since I saw you, why did you kid become like this?" Isn't it busy at work? ”

"Isn't it?"

I don't know how to do it, I talk a lot more relaxed, I don't know the big and small, at this time, I also said teasingly: "It's not like you big masters, sitting in the half-public room all day long, a cup of tea and a newspaper, Amitofo is good, you are born to enjoy a blessed life, you just want to tan and can't tan!" You are transported by car every day, when you go to the countryside, someone gives you an umbrella, someone at the venue writes for you, someone covers you in winter and sweats, you are the public servants of the people! Didn't you listen to the song that the people changed, someone drove you on the road to work, someone brought you a glass when you drank, and people cheered you on when you went for a ride......"

I don't know how to be so bold, dare to go against the director of the National People's Congress, and I don't know that I have the wrong tendon, like a neuropath, I said these disrespectful words, and the more I said one by one, the more I said, the more excited I became, the more I said, the more I didn't like words, as if I wanted to vent some personal anger, completely ignoring the slightest feeling of his old man, and not caring about the face and dignity of others, and not caring about what other people's hearts think, what a bad beginning!

As a result, I saw that people listened carefully to what I said, and did not interject a word, nor interrupted what I said, his face was gloomy, it seemed that he was holding back his anger, obviously very afraid of people, but such a smell of gunpowder, he let me perform to my heart's content, and when I said that the saliva was splashing, he also added a cup of hot tea to me, so that I would not feel thirsty.

My final performance is about to end, and I am also very surprised by what I said today, what happened to me today? When I regret it, when I feel like I'm done playing, I'm waiting for him to let me go, I'm like a sinner, especially unconscious.