Los Angeles, California, West Coast, USA. A highway wrapped in endless meadows stretches into the city.

Lu Kaiwen, who was sitting in a taxi, tried his best to slowly overlap the Los Angeles in his memory with everything in front of him, and he was gradually adapting to everything in front of him.

The breath still made him feel strange.

The biggest difference from S City is not only the undulating terrain here, but also the tranquility and order displayed here.

Adapted to the hustle and bustle of the crowded city of S. Kevin Lu felt unfamiliar with the patchwork of tranquility created by the large green space.

Taxis whizz from the suburbs to the city, and Kevin Lu endured the chatter of black drivers.

He was a little dumbfounded, and the driver was seeing himself, an Oriental with black hair and black eyes, as an ordinary tourist.

I'm trying to make out everything I can remember in my pupils.

The result made Lu Kaiwen a little frustrated.

At this moment, Lu Kaiwen finally clearly felt the changes brought about by the past four years. These changes are accompanied by a growing sense of self-blame. The words "nothing" began to jump in his mind.

As the road to his mother's grave became clearer in his memory, his apprehension became stronger.

As the Hollywood Mountains in the distance gradually became clearer, and as the green spaces became more and more connected, strong emotions surged.

The breath of the mother floats in the salty air mixed with the Pacific Ocean.

The taxi stopped, and the black driver suddenly became silent and religious. He jumped out of the car first and reverently crossed ahead.

Kevin Lu stepped out of the car with some difficulty, and the green lawn in front of him was pleasing to the eye. A white white jade stele shines in the sun.

Behind the gate where the monument rests is a heron fountain that sprays water gracefully.

Tears blurred his vision in an instant.

"Mom, I'm coming." Lu Kaiwen's lips squirmed, he couldn't spit out the whole sentence, only kept repeating his own muttering.

The gray-white tombstone lying quietly on the slope of the grass seems to pour out its own peace. The pine and large-leaved trees on the slopes shade the sun. The sound of birds adds to the silence of the world.

Kevin Lu was in a world created by the fragrance of grass and earth, and his heart was rapidly peaceful and pure.

The tombstone in front of him completely squeezed out the distractions in the young man's heart.

silently wiped the tombstone that had been carefully cleaned, and sat down quietly to caress the slightly cool body of the monument.

Kevin Lu's silence seemed to be afraid of disturbing the intoxicating silence and tranquility.

Finally he lay down on the lawn with his face resting on the tombstone.

He curled up comfortably, and this lazy sleeping position drove away his exhaustion.

"Mom. I'm lying in your arms. How I wish I could feel the earthquake that Los Angeles frequents at this time. I remember every time the earth and the house shook, you would come to my room and hold me tightly in your arms. I'm in your arms now. Are you happy? Kevin Lu whispered, he closed his eyes comfortably and enjoyed.

The world is ethereal. The mind is clear.

"Mom. I've been with that guy for the past four years. He was a very attractive man. You have a good eye. Sometimes I have to be attracted to him. I really want to be friends with him if possible. He must have been very handsome when he was young, and now he is also very generous. He has a successful career and a happy family. You don't have to worry anymore. He is very compatible with you, and he has been thinking about a woman in his heart, and I believe that woman must be his mother. Only a mother can make a man unable to let go all the time. You must be shy. Mom, as successful as he is, he's not as good as you. You have built a business group that is enough to defeat him. I'll make you proud. I'm going to make him feel sorry even more. I'm going to let him know what a smart woman he's missing. Mom, don't worry, I won't hurt the person you love, I just want him to repent. You want him to feel your pride. Mom, I believe that I can fulfill this wish, because I am your son and I have the wisdom you have given me. You are the smartest woman, the prettiest woman, the loveliest woman I know. So I'm also the most handsome son, the smartest son. Trust me, I'll make you proud. Kevin Lu pressed his face closer to the tombstone, his voice more like a whisper.

Kevin Lu paused and began to listen to the voices around him. The breeze among the leaves, the birds falling on the grass and tombstones, the quietly rippling waters of the lake. Everything was poured into Kevin Lu's ears.

"Mom, I'm sorry for you, but I still let you down. I've been looking for Kerr. But there has been no news of her so far. Mom, am I incompetent? Am I not doing my best? Give me the answer I wanted. There were times when I felt physically and mentally exhausted, and I thought about giving up. But I'm going to keep going. My heart aches every time I think of you drinking alone to a photo. In order to seek Kerr's forgiveness, you would rather face death in withering, and I can't save your departed life. But I must save your soul. Your soul is Kerr, and I believe she is the soul you will never want to leave. She is our common angel. Mom, I woke up laughing countless times in my sleep because of joy, and in my dreams I found Kerr. Every time she appears in my dreams in your image. I'm sure she's so much like you. However, I have always had a puzzle, the Kerr in my dreams always has long straight hair, and I have never seen you grow long hair. Mom, the way you look with long hair must be particularly charming. Mom, give me strength, bring me luck. Tell me where your soul is? Where's our Kerr? Lu Kevin's voice became more and more lazy.

He had the sleepiness that had arisen in the warm afternoon sun, and he really wanted to fall asleep like that.

"I want to sleep sweetly in my mother's arms again. But suddenly I felt that I didn't have that calmness. Mom. It's Ke'er who deserves to have a happy time in your arms. It was I who took possession of everything she had. Mom, every time I think that our Kerr may still be struggling in a difficult environment, I hate myself. Mom, do you know my heart? When I knew that you refused treatment because of guilt for Kerr, when I knew that you were using death to find your own peace of mind, I almost broke down. While you are talking to the Grim Reaper, I, as your son, am ignorant and enjoying my unrestrained youth. I can't even share your lonely inner world. I made a vow at that moment to definitely bring your soul back. Be sure to let Kerr come back. If Kevin is destined to spend his life looking for Kerr, then Kevin will spend his life doing it. I don't believe that my kind and strong mother will not have peace. I don't believe that my ill-fated sister deserves all this injustice. If we were to bear all this, it should be the only man in our family. Mom, I've been confused, I've been hesitant. I was lost, I almost gave up my original purpose, I gave up my vows. I'm sorry, Mom, I will never make such a mistake again, I will not give up on you, give up on our common angel. Mom, how I want to be here holding Kerr's hand, how I want you to hear her voice and admire her beautiful face, but I have to let you down. But don't give up your blessing to Kevin, and don't let luck leave your son. Kevin is not the Kevin of the past anymore, I have grown up. I want to perpetuate your dreams, and I want to restore what was broken. I want your soul to rest in peace. I'm going to... Trust me, Mom, and trust me again. Lu Kaiwen's soft confession gradually turned into trembling sobs.

At this moment, the apprehension and guilt could not be concealed.

The sobs gradually turned into howls.

All the tiredness and grievances no longer need to be hidden, and all the anxiety and anger are poured out.

The cry pierced the silence of the meadow and floated on the shores of the beautiful lake.

The howling gradually turned into sobs again until the tranquility of harmony with the surroundings was restored.

"Mom, I'm really out of luck. I still can't help crying in your arms. You still have so many prominent people around you. They won't laugh at you for me. Is that actor Clark Gable still so proud? Mom. Let me tell you something interesting. You've been to S City, it's a magical city. It has a sea in its name, but there is no real sea there. At best, it's just an estuary. I've been to all the places you've been more than once. I didn't like it, but I fell in love with it. At first I thought it was a frustrating crowd, but now I enjoy it. Back in Los Angeles, I didn't fit in. Even though it's full of beautiful greenery, I still appreciate the excitement of the ever-changing world. The landscape you describe is changing, and although I can't be gentle with what I see and what you describe, I'm still happy because I finally experience the excitement and nostalgia you feel in S City. I finally felt my mother's breath there. Mom, you are everywhere, you are my eternal pride. Lu Kaiwen, who was gradually excited, sat up.

Only then did he feel that the twilight sun had penetrated the trees. He was so shaken by the sun that he couldn't open his eyes.

"Mom, it's already dusk. The dusk here is a different kind of beauty. Really happy for you. Spend time with so many celebrities you admired during your lifetime, enjoy the changes of the sun, moon and stars, and enjoy such refreshing silence and splendor. In such an environment, please wait patiently for a little longer, when I bring Kerr to you, waiting for the beautiful moment of our family reunion. Bless me, Mom. Give me one more blessing and give me a little more time. I will fulfill your wishes. We lie together in your arms and sleep peacefully with you. Mom, I'm leaving. Wait for me to come back. Kevin Lu whispered.

There are no flowers, no devotion to Mom.

Kevin Lu just left a confession, a whisper between him and another world.

Kevin Lu, who no longer looked back, walked out of the well-known Forest Lawn Cemetery.

He got into a taxi parked in front of the door.

He took out his phone for the first time.

"Uncle Cheng, I'm back." There was no longer any emotion in Kevin Lu's voice.