Chapter 43: A Girl
At this time, the sky outside the window gradually darkened, and the buildings across the street began to light up a dazzling neon, I stood on the balcony and looked at the bench in the garden downstairs of the community, only to see Gu Ran was really sitting there waiting for me, but she was only wearing a thin white turtleneck sweater at this time, and I could vaguely see her figure standing in the cold wind was trembling slightly.
So I hurriedly went back to the room and took out a down jacket from the wardrobe, then quickly closed it and went up and down the stairs to Gu Ran's side, and finally draped the down jacket on her body, frowned and said, "The weather is so cold, why can't you go up and talk about it after entering the house?" ”
Gu Ran tugged at his clothes and wrapped himself more tightly, and said with a smile: "It's not a big deal, it's the same everywhere...... Again...... The two of us once had a failed relationship, and if I go to you at this time, it will easily cause your girlfriend to misunderstand! ”
I knew that the girlfriend Gu Ran was referring to was Su Man, but I was reluctant to let her know that I was still single at this time, so I said: "She has already gone to Beijing, and it will take a long time to come back!" ”
Gu Ran suddenly realized "oh", and then said apologetically: "You told me about this before, but unfortunately I was busy for a while, so I forgot about it!" ”
I was silent for a while, and I probably guessed in my heart that Gu Ran was referring to busyness, maybe it was just that she was preparing for the wedding, I subconsciously looked at Gu Ran's hand again, and was immediately stung by her diamond ring tightly on her ring finger......
At this time, I felt that my heart was twitching all the time, and Gu Ran seemed to notice my abnormality at this time, so he naturally put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, stared at me and asked, "Wang Ye, tell me what difficulties you are encountering!" ”
I pretended to exhale naturally, then lit a cigarette for myself, and after a few puffs, I decided to tell Gu Ran the true situation of the matter, saying, "I called home a few days ago, and my father said that grandma was critically ill for a few days...... But what she wants to see most at this time is that the two of us can appear in front of her as lovers as before! This is her last wish, and I don't want her to leave with regrets...... So, I sent you that text message......"
Gu Ran bit his lip tightly and looked at me with tears in his eyes: "But...... I'm already married! ”
I took another puff on my cigarette and said, "I know you're married, I just wanted to ask you to pretend, pretend to be my girlfriend once!" ”
"Pretending to be ...... Hehe......" Gu Ran looked at the shaking wooden horse in the children's playground in front of her, and suddenly laughed inexplicably, and after a period of silence, she looked at me a little distracted and said, "Wang Ye, don't you think this is more like a kind of sarcasm for the two of us?" ”
I threw away the cigarette butt in my hand with some irritability, and said, "If you are reluctant, forget it, in fact, I don't have the idea that you can go!" ”
Gu Ran laughed inexplicably a few times again and asked, "Then when do you plan to go back?" …… Lu Hui and I have planned a trip to Bali on Wednesday, so it's best to come back on Tuesday, and if it's too rushed, take a plane and then transfer to a train back! ”
"I bought a train ticket for Tuesday!"
Gu Ran frowned with a hint of anger: "You know that grandma is critically ill, but why didn't you tell me the news earlier!" ”
"Tell you the news?" I laughed coldly a few times, and then said, "If I had told this news in advance, you wouldn't have married someone else, would you?" ”
Gu Ran looked at me quietly, and at this time, I was also in silence with each other, irritably lit a cigarette and smoked, and finally shouted with the cry of a little girl in the children's paradise, the silent atmosphere between me and Gu Ran was finally broken, I saw her walk over and hold the little girl in her arms, and asked the little girl very gently why she was crying, and the little girl told Gu Ran that her brother snatched her lollipop, and then ran away, so Gu Ran whispered to the little girl again, saying that she should stop crying, And said that he would buy lots and lots of lollipops for her!
I held the little girl in my arms, and I saw Gu Ran from afar carrying a bag of snacks from outside the community and walking over here, and when Gu Ran came back, she hugged the little girl in my arms back like a considerate mother, and then peeled a lollipop and handed it to the little girl, and then the little girl finally showed an innocent smile.
After playing with the little girl for a while, Gu Ran asked where her home was, and finally took the little girl's hand and sent her home, but at this time, the little girl asked me and Gu Ran to hold one of her hands...... So on this cold night, we walked like a family, among the trees and grasses in the community garden and the dim street lights.
Watching Gu Ran shush the little girl from time to time, and bend over to help her straighten her collar and tie her shoes, I seemed to have a misunderstanding, as if I and Gu Ran were married at this time, and the little girl in front of me was also the child who had not been beaten off, but when I gradually felt that the tide of happiness was surging towards me, I was once again ruthlessly folded back into reality by Gu Ran's diamond ring firmly on the ring finger, and all I could feel was the pain of my heart being torn......
After the little girl's episode passed, we went back to the bench and sat down, Gu Ran took out a lollipop from his pocket with a happy face, peeled it off and put it in his mouth, and said with a smile: "Wang Ye, do you want to know whether the child we killed back then was a boy or a woman?" ”
I didn't speak, but quietly waited for Gu Ran to continue, so after a short silence, I saw Gu Ran take a deep breath, and then said a little choked: "Originally, the doctor didn't tell me, but then I begged her for a long time, and she said: It's a girl...... Hehe...... As...... If she were still here, she would probably be as old as the girl just now! ”
I continued to remain silent, but the cigarette butts on my fingertips were trembling, I couldn't imagine the appearance of the child who was beaten out by us at that time, which would make me feel a great sense of guilt, I didn't even know what kind of attitude I should face my daughter after I died, maybe it was impossible to get her forgiveness with an apology, or maybe the departure of her mother at this time was the greatest mental torture and punishment for me!
After another short silence, Gu Ran gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, returned to the topic and said to me: "Wang Ye, do you feel that I will go back with you this time, how meaningful is it?" …… Or maybe you can give me a reason to give up the idea of going to Bali with my husband! ”
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