Chapter 82: I Must Move
Time stood still, and after Chen Jie's words, Ah Huo and Sun Zhenzhen also focused their eyes on Mi Qi's body, as if her hands were in charge of our fate!
Mickey's face still didn't change in the slightest, cold as frost! And my heart, anxiously waiting for redemption, is also struggling between ice and fire, but both ice and fire have enough power to annihilate my soul in the earthly world...... The cold wind in his ears gradually began to roar like a mockery......
After a while, Mi Qi walked up to Sun Zhenzhen's side, and then looked at me in a posture that I couldn't guess, and said, "Wang Ye, after you send Zhenzhen back in a while, remember not to go home late!" ”
I didn't quite understand what Mickey meant, so I looked at her in confusion, but Mickey didn't get enough explanation, and turned around and walked towards the intersection ahead......
Although I knew that Sun Zhenzhen deliberately said that the reason for her crying was due to the pain of leg cramps, I still insisted on sending her home, and in that case, I couldn't explain anything to Mickey, everything had to wait until I came home in the evening, and explained to her about today's events, whether she believed it or not.
At the bottom of Sun Zhenzhen's apartment building, when I was about to leave, Sun Zhenzhen looked at me apologetically and said, "Boss, I'm sorry...... I'm getting you in trouble again today! ”
I took a long breath and looked back at Sun Zhenzhen: "You will cry less in front of me in the future!" The most annoying thing in this life is the brainless crying of women! ”
Sun Zhenzhen nodded lightly, biting his lip as if he had made some decision: "I promise that I will never cry in front of you again in the future!" ”
"It was better to do so!"
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After leaving Sun Zhenzhen's side, I was alone with that irritable mood, but I was not very willing to go home, maybe I was deceiving myself, but I really didn't have the confidence to face Miki who was probably still sitting on the sofa in the living room, waiting for me to go back and explain to her...... I have mixed feelings at this time!
The familiar melody sounded again, and when I accidentally passed by a crossroads, I surprisingly met the bearded homeless man who played the saxophone again, and he was still holding on to his dream! Blowing the song Suman's favorite "After the End", ......
However, we have met many times in the huge Shanghai, which proves that we are really fateful! When I walked over, I consciously threw away a hundred dollars, and then sat down on the small bench next to him, smoking a cigarette while quietly listening to his own melody! And my mind was uncontrollably thrown into chaos.
I especially remember the first time I broke up with Su Man because of a dispute over 500 yuan, and she wore a thin nightgown and stayed in Xitang to watch the sunrise with me and put river lanterns with me in a thin nightgown and against the cold wind all night...... And the pair of sugar men we ate together, we said we wanted to give them a perfect ending, but we didn't expect this ending to evolve into a broken separation......
"When a ship sinks to the bottom of the sea, when a man becomes a mystery! You don't know why they left, and that goodbye was his last word...... When a car disappears into the sky, when a person becomes a mystery, you don't know why they left, just like you don't know...... This is the end! ”
I once again read the lyrics of the song "There Will Be No Future" sung by Su Man, and suddenly I felt a little inexplicably sad, at this time Su Man She seems to have really gradually become a part of my life, although I repeatedly told myself that she was just a passerby to me, but those unforgettable memories have been deeply engraved in the deepest and deepest part of my heart! Always inadvertently running out and tearing my nerves, making me miserable and making me unable to help myself!
At some point, the homeless man had finished blowing another song, and he patted me on the shoulder to indicate that the cigarette I had clamped between my fingertips was about to burn out, and then I came back to my senses, and then threw away the cigarette butt in my hand, took out another cigarette and threw it to the homeless man, and said, "Come on, bearded!" ”
The homeless man took the cigarette from my hand, but did not light it, sat down beside me, and then said in his slightly vicissitudes of voice, "Something on your mind? ”
"You're awesome, you can see it!"
The homeless man smiled, revealing a row of smoky yellow teeth, and said, "I have been shuttling through the noise of the crowd day and night, and I have read countless people, so you are careful about this...... It's hard to escape my eyes! ”
"Fuck, don't pretend to be pushy, okay! I almost didn't wash the four big words of bad mood off my face, I really thought you had a lot of ability! ”
The homeless man finally lit a cigarette and took two puffs before asking, "Wait for that woman?" ”
I shook my head: "I was misunderstood by my daughter-in-law, and I didn't dare to go home!" ”
"I don't think so!"
"How?"
The homeless man continued to smile and said, "You should actually erase the word waiting from your face!" ”
"Fuck off, pay me back a hundred dollars!" I glared impatiently at the homeless! But why am I not coming home? In fact, I don't know why, but I suddenly have an inexplicable emotional loss, always trying to find a place to see the stars in a corner of the city! Maybe it's because I'm scared to face Mickey, or maybe I'm getting a little bit of a liking to walk aimlessly alone in the dark of night!
The homeless man patted me on the shoulder and sighed: "Don't cherish it, your life is only for the sake of fate!" ”
I looked at the homeless man puzzled: "What do you mean?" ”
The homeless man bit the cigarette butt, remained silent and began to pack up the things on the stall, and when he was about to leave, he looked back at me and said, "Wait, it's not a person's helplessness!" ”
I didn't quite understand the meaning of the tramp's every word, but before I could ask, his figure quickly disappeared into the dim light...... Putting out the cigarette butt in my hand, I looked at his back blankly, and I was also repeatedly thinking about the last sentence left to me by the homeless man, "Wait, not a person's helplessness!" What does it mean behind it, maybe it means...... On one side of the city, maybe there is another person waiting for the same thing as me?
Sitting on the way back from the bus, the neon lights in the corners of my eyes that were blurred because of shaking disappeared behind me one by one with the whistling of the cold wind, and the music broadcast on the bus also played "After the End" mysteriously, is all this just a coincidence, or does God have other secret intentions for me? It's ridiculous......
When I walked to the community, I subconsciously looked up at the floor where I lived, and saw that the lights in the living room were indeed on, and Mickey was indeed still waiting for me at home, but when I saw this community, I had an indescribable emotion, because there are a lot of memories of me and Su Man here! So all of a sudden, I felt the urge to leave...... I don't want to live here!
Although I don't know why I have such a whimsical idea, and I know that Mi Qi is still waiting for me to explain at home at this time, I should think about how to explain Sun Zhenzhen's things to Mi Qi, but at this time, my inner subconscious, it occupies almost all the space, it clearly tells me that I have to move!
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