Chapter 389: Please Let Them Forget Me
Han Lin suddenly became interested, he squinted his eyes and smiled, "What do you want me to help you?" Do you have any other concerns in your heart that you haven't finished? ”
Since He Xiangu's concern in the world is that her father Wu Degui and her boyfriend Zhen Can suffered so miserably that she was reluctant to leave them, Han Lin guessed that the biggest reason was that He Xiangu had other thoughts in the mortal world.
Wu Nan fell silent when she heard this, with a hint of struggle in her eyes, as if there was something unspeakable.
Seeing this, Wu Dan comforted her and said: "Don't worry, don't think too much, you have to believe in our strength, as long as we can do it, I can almost solve the pain in the mortal world, as long as people don't die, it doesn't matter."
The look on Wu Nan's face was unmoved, Han Lin and the others could see that Wu Nan was thinking about these things, and her heart was struggling.
After a long time, Wu Nan opened his mouth to Han Lin and them as if he had made some decision.
"I want you to help me... When my father and boyfriend get better... Please let them forget me..."
"What?"
Han Lin and the demons all stood up in surprise when they heard this, they didn't know what Wu Nan thought, what did it mean to forget her after her father and boyfriend got better?
"Wait, we don't quite understand what you mean, do you mean to let your father and boyfriend forget about you when they're okay? Can you elaborate a little more? Did you forget that there was such a person as you, or did you have a special memory that needed to be erased? Han Lin asked suspiciously.
Wu Nan nodded and said lightly: "It's to erase me from their memories and make them not remember me... I really don't want them to remember my deposit..."
Han Lin and Hei Fu looked at each other, and finally listened to Wu Nan slowly talk about her true intentions.
In fact, Wu Nan's idea is very simple, since she was an immortal in her previous life, and her concern in this life is because of her father's body and her boyfriend becoming a vegetative person, so as long as she watches her father and boyfriend get better, then the knot in her heart will be untied.
But if this is the case, she can be nostalgic for the world without distractions at all, and she doesn't have to worry about the health of her father and boyfriend, but if she leaves the world, it will be a heavy injury and blow to her father and boyfriend, after all, isn't it for the sake of the family's health and happiness to live happily together? If Wu Nan leaves from them, what kind of reunion will it be called?
So Wu Nan herself is also very contradictory, on the one hand, she wants to make her father and boyfriend better, on the other hand, she also wants to stay away from this painful world without worry, but she can't have both, giving up that side is a difficult choice for Wu Nan.
So Wu Nan thought of a good way, that is, to erase the memories of his father and boyfriend, so that they never appeared in their memories, so that they could start a new life after their bodies recovered, and they no longer had to be depressed about their departure.
"My father has worked hard all his life, he is already bitter enough, I don't want him to continue to suffer, when he is better, let him spend his old age peacefully, you take care of him for me... can be regarded as a daughter's filial piety..."
"Ah Zhen is a good man... He could have lived without having to suffer with me... But God was unfair enough to give him such a fate... Now that I have chosen to leave, why don't I give Zhen Can another chance, let him meet a good girl again and start a good life, instead of being paralyzed in a wheelchair for the rest of his life..."
Speaking of this, Wu Nan's tears couldn't stop falling, and Han Lin looked at Wu Nan like this, sighing on the side.
Who can understand Wu Nan's good intentions? I'm afraid that there must be someone who has the same experience as Wu Nan to fully understand her mood at this moment, it is a dilemma, and it is extremely painful for her to choose either side.
Unless her father and boyfriend get better, she does not choose to ascend to immortality, but insists on staying in the world and not going to the fairy supermarket There is no longer any plan to return to the heavenly realm, but she also knows very well in her heart that if this opportunity is missed, then she will be a human forever, and she will always remain in the world to suffer, and continue to experience tribulations and pain in the six realms of reincarnation.
Is it greedy for the love of children in this life, or do you choose to return to the fairy world to stay away from the hustle and bustle of the mortal world?
This is too difficult for Wu Nan, because she really wants to accompany her father and boyfriend in the mortal world, this is her only relative in the world, they have experienced so many misfortunes and so many tragic encounters, and now there is finally a chance to make them healthy and reunited happily, but Wu Nan must make a choice.
This choice made Wu Nan's heart like a knife, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
Han Lin watched Wu Nan collapse and lost her voice in pain, and wanted to persuade her to simply stay in the world and accompany her father and boyfriend to the end of her life, after all, it had ended her mind, but Han Lin knew very well that she could never persuade Wu Nan like this, she was just blinded by the pain of the past.
"This life is so changeable and changeable, I know that you have lived a miserable life in this life, it is your yearning for a good life and your desire for a happy life that makes you obsessed with it so deeply, I understand this, because in this life, I am also a human being, I especially understand your feelings" Han Lin said lightly.
"But you only have one chance in this life, if you don't understand that you stay in the world, then you can stay in the world for the rest of your life, suffer forever from reincarnation, reincarnate again and again, experience different fates again and again, and be sad and desperate again and again... Until the next life comes, and then the cycle repeats itself over and over again, and never ends..."
"You will understand some truths in this reincarnation process, every life, when you are old and can no longer walk in a wheelchair, you will understand, what is the purpose of this life, and what is the meaning of living? In the next life, I will have to go through this experience, and I will have to experience these loves, hatreds, and hatreds in the world, and I will have to start all over again... At that point, you will regret the opportunity that was presented to you today and that you did not cherish..."
"Because this opportunity is the only opportunity that can get you out of the sea of suffering, no longer confused to live in the evil knowledge and evil opinions, no longer obsessed with the love and hatred of mortal beings, only when you get out of the cycle of reincarnation, and after you ascend to the fairy world and become an immortal, you can understand what it means to be "alive" in the real sense, only if you are immortal in the world, and immortal in the Three Realms, that is the real meaning of "existence", not the current confusion and lingering"
The black rune coughed, and he whispered, "Lord Demon King... Your topic... Far from it... Although it makes some sense... But... It didn't help Wu Nan very much..."
Han Lin looked at Wu Nan looking at him with a puzzled expression, and then looked at the stunned eyes of the demons, only then did he realize that he was a little out of shape, and he adjusted his state in embarrassment and said calmly: "Having said so much... I don't know how much you can understand... Anyway, what I mean is that you have to understand that the attachment of people in this life is just a drop in the ocean compared to thousands of years of reincarnation, and you don't give up the opportunity to return to the fairy world for the sake of a temporary obsession in your heart..."
Wu Nan let out a long sigh when she heard this, she looked out the window with a sad face, and muttered to herself: "I understand what you said... From the moment I had the consciousness of those things in the fairy supermarket in my mind, I realized very clearly that I only had this one chance to be free... But you also know that there are times when we know that something is not going to work out, but we are still stubbornly persistent... Perhaps, this is the weakness of human nature..."
Han Lin nodded and didn't make a sound, he knew very well the contradiction in Wu Nan's heart, after all, Han Lin also had this idea before he woke up, then again, until now, Han Lin had never let go of his parents in his heart, why wasn't he contradictory?
Fortunately, the entire demon world is his, if he really can't let go of that concern, it is the same to directly take his parents to the demon world to live, after all, the second elder has eaten nine thousand years of peaches, and with a little cultivation, he can rise to immortality like Han Lin and them.
"Anyway, let's treat my father and Ah Zhen first, and we'll talk about it later when they are cured..."Wu Nan said with a pleading face.
Han Lin nodded, led the demons out of the office with Wu Nan, left Mingyuan University, and walked towards Wu Nan's home.
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The house rented by Wu Nan was very far away from Mingyuan University, Han Lin originally thought that Wu Nan would rent a house closer to the school so that it would be more convenient to take care of his father and boyfriend, but later Han Lin knew that the housing prices near Mingyuan University were too high, and Wu Nan really couldn't afford it.
Han Lin and the demons followed Wu Nan and squeezed the subway for more than an hour before they came to her home, walking on the dusty country road and the garbage was piled up, Han Lin felt an indescribable sadness.
They walked around the alley for a long time, and finally stopped at the foot of a three-story building, which is an apartment building, with a monthly house price of 8505, free water, plus electricity and messy expenses for a month, the rent does not exceed 1,000 yuan, which Wu Nan can afford at present.
Han Lin and the others followed Wu Nan to room 106 on the first floor and opened the door, facing a wave of decaying breath, Han Lin saw an old man with white hair sitting in a wheelchair with his mouth crooked in a room of less than 20 square meters, and this urine bag was hanging under his crotch, and the scene was very worrying.
"Dad, I'm back, this is my friends, they are studying medicine, and they have come to see you..."
Wu Nan introduced Han Lin and them beside Wu Degui in a soft voice, and carefully asked his father if he was hungry, but the father and daughter were still so warm and happy in this small house, Han Lin and they looked warm.
It's just that Wu Dan glanced at Wu Degui, and a trace of doubt suddenly flashed in his eyes, he pulled Han Lin's clothes and lowered his voice and said, "Lord Demon King... This old man... It's a little quirky..."