In the end, after thinking about it for a long time, I didn't make up my mind to tell Ah Huo about Ruan Yuwei, sitting on the bed and wrapping myself in a quilt, at this time Ah Huo rubbed the hair that had just been styled by the hairstylist, but he still looked very steady, and said: "Actually, I don't reject being friends with her, but I really never thought of going deeper with her at first...... In this vain society, I have lost my most authentic soul! I don't know how I've spent all these years, but this year will definitely be the last two months I have been waiting for her, if she doesn't reappear in that town during these two months! This shows that we are destined to be shallow, and I think it is time to put an end to my stupid years......"

I just smoked calmly, and then looked through the smoke at his cheeks, which showed rough skin without the slightest ripple, and although his expression did not change much on the surface, I knew that he must be devastated at this time...... Ah Huo is also a human being, and human beings themselves are emotional animals, and they have waited for five or six years, and in the end they are empty! It's a painful feeling, at least I've had a similar experience, I didn't have a woman I really loved to accompany me to the end, and finally all of them turned into vanity and floated in this world far away!

After a pause, Ah Huo smiled lightly again and said to me: "Actually, I think I have a very speculative conversation with Xiaowei, if things have to end with regret in the end, then I think I will consider contacting her, or even go further away, until I get married and have children!" ”

I sighed, and when Ah Huo began to affectionately call Ruan Yuwei Xiaowei at this time, I knew that things had developed to such a point that there was almost no room for recovery.

In fact, in my eyes, Ah Huo is suffering from a disease called love, which is silently lurking in every corner of our body, we can't see or touch, only really feel! Once it really starts up, it will often move out of its own five-finger mountain and crush people under the mountain, making people suffer from the torture of life and death, and the struggle of pain to suffocation, but they can never escape...... Maybe it will be until the arrival of that destined person and tearing off that imprisoned spell that you will be freed! But Ruan Yuwei will be the woman who tore off the spell that imprisoned Ah Huo, and will it bring him real relief?

The old faucet in the bathroom began to drip down regularly, and after a moment of silence, I asked him, "Now that you have set the course for the future, do you think you love her?" ”

"I don't know what love is! But I understand that real life will not give us too many opportunities to make choices, and I don't have much time to stand the toss, and I can't be a single person for a lifetime...... As for the relationship, I think marriage is not better than love, I just hold the mentality of getting married, life is the main thing, and I believe that two people get along for a long time, there will definitely be a kind of blood thicker than water family affection, and this kind of family affection is the essence of love after taking off the shell, since the final result is the same, then too much attention to the middle of the procedure, is just a cheesy embodiment! ”

I snuffed out the cigarette butt from my fingertips and asked, "Since you aim to get married, how much do you know about her, and how much do you know about her family?" Let's not talk about her feelings for you! You know, that's a woman driving a BMW X6, and it's hard to hear, one car part is enough to open a few cafes for you, isn't it possible to rely on your idealistic pretending to be literary and artistic to raise her when the time comes? ”

Ah Huo groaned: "It's too early to say this, and no one can be sure that in the next two months or so, she will suddenly appear in my coffee shop?" ”

I didn't think too much about the rest, but just reminded: "Few people in that circle are serious, if you really have the idea of talking about marriage, aren't there other women?" ”

Ah Huo waved his hand and said: "Everyone has a memory that they don't want to mention, she has told me everything about Xiaowei, and she is still single, and it is not as dark as you think!" I think it's because I'm so entangled in the past, that's why I'm stupid to wait for so many years, look ahead, there's an ocean, don't stop or sink too much into the past, I hope you do the same! ”

I exhaled heavily, looked at the dim yellow light line, and finally smiled and nodded! At the same time, I really hope that I can do it, and look ahead, because there is an ocean there!

The night gradually became deeper, the howling cold wind outside the window, and the rhythmic snoring of Ah Huo, made me completely sleepless, but fortunately I still had the company of the light, although it was faint, but it did not seem lonely!

The next day, before dawn, I timidly got out of bed and pulled my suitcase out! I didn't tell Ah Huo the truth last night, in fact, my ticket was in the morning, and when I was on Sun Zhenzhen's side before, I had already asked Sun Zhenzhen to book a night ticket for Ah Huo, and they would fly to Shanghai together, and I went to Changzhou alone.

After experiencing some things, I feel that it is necessary to let myself really start to grow, and Lao Li's incident started because of me, so the consequences must be borne by me alone.

In order to worry about not being able to squeeze into the subway, so this time I planned to choose to take a taxi, but I never thought that the moment I went downstairs, I saw Suman's SRX flashing lights and honking its horn, I looked at her in the cockpit seat in shock, and she still looked at me like frost, and then motioned for me to put my luggage in the trunk of the car.

……

Sitting in the passenger seat, Su Man didn't say a word and quickly started the car, but because of her indifference, I didn't know how to speak, so we fell into this depressing atmosphere so awkwardly! I don't quite know why she suddenly appeared, and she doesn't seem to want to say more.

I was used to Su Man's treacherous and changeable temper at this time, but I was still a little excited to see her before leaving Beijing, so I turned on the car CD on her car and played music, in fact, to ease the atmosphere between us!

But what I didn't expect the most was that the music played directly at the beginning of the song "Go to Dali", so I couldn't help but immediately think of some things that happened to us in Dali, which caught me off guard, so I touched my nose awkwardly, and looked out the window at the pieces of billboards to become reflections, while tapping my fingers on my thighs, while secretly switching off a song.

Su Man's behavior caused Su Man to be dissatisfied for a while, she turned her face and glared at me, then slowed down and directly switched the song to "Go to Dali" again, and then concentrated on driving the car.

I didn't dare to switch songs casually, so I coughed lightly, and finally couldn't help but ask Su Man, "That...... How did you know I was leaving today! ”

Su Man ignored me, just passed by a red light intersection, she stopped the car, then looked at the time, and then said to me, "What time is your car?" ”

Her ignorance made me very uncomfortable, but in the end, I didn't say anything, I took out my phone to check it, and replied truthfully: "It's more than eight o'clock!" ”

"Then it's only less than seven o'clock, and it's only about a twenty-minute drive from the South Railway Station here, so let's go have some breakfast first!"

"That's fine!"

……

I bought some steamed buns and soy milk at a nearby steamed bun shop, and then the two of us sat in the car and ate our own food, and soon my steamed buns and soy milk were finished, and Su Man put the rest in the bag without a few bites, and then gently wiped the residue from his mouth with a tissue.

It's really hard for me to associate her at this time with her in Shanghai at that time, at that time Su Man was very approachable and crazy and crazy like Sun Zhenzhen, and at this time Su Man was more of a cold and delicate body, people couldn't help but be suppressed by the powerful momentum exuded by her body and didn't dare to talk to her, combined with the photos I saw in her house before, so I had to suspect that Su Man in a trench coat I first saw in Shanghai, Is it the same person as Suman, who lives in the same house with me?

Suman put the wiped tissues in the bag, then pushed the car door and threw them in the trash can on the side of the road, and before I could think about it, she finally looked me directly at me and asked, "Will you come back from Beijing this time?" ”

I shook my head, "Probably not...... This is a wounded city, just like you said, you can't see the sky! ”

Su Man nodded, looking at the hazy sky in front of him through the windshield as if he had deep feelings, but his eyes gradually began to become ruddy: "The air quality here is very poor, you'd better not come back after you leave, otherwise you will really die if you continue to stay for a long time!" ”

"It's not as exaggerated as you say......"

Su Man looked back at me: "Why not?" ”

I didn't dare to say too much, for I saw that from Suman's eyes, some tears were already falling down her cheeks and on the back of her hand!

Her sudden tears, I don't know why, but my heart is very uncomfortable, this discomfort and contain my own powerlessness, I want to pat her shoulder, and then softly ask her "What's wrong", but I couldn't say it for a long time, so I just watched her cry in pain......

After a long time, I finally gritted my teeth, handed her a tissue in my heart, and asked, "Is there anything unhappy?" ”