Chapter 153: This Bike Gets Lost
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The cold wind of the night, mixed with the neon fog, made the whole city look dull, I was tired of everything, I was disgusted with the whole world, so I subconsciously leaned towards the highway...
At this time, a pair of warm hands hugged me tightly from behind, and I subconsciously opened my eyes and looked back, seeing Sun Zhenzhen's fair, somewhat emaciated cheeks, full of tears......
I never thought that the person who appeared next to me at this time would be her, so I was stunned for a long time, just staring at her with a demented face.
Sun Zhenzhen swallowed hard, his eyes were a little red, and then he quickly sat on the iron guardrail of the highway with me, looked at me with a choked voice and said, "Boss, I said it...... I'll go wherever you go... I remember when you asked me if I would like to follow if you died, and I said I would... So you can't leave me behind now...... Because I'm still willing to die with you..."
I covered my face in pain, the grievances in my heart, those dissatisfactions broke out instantly, I cried, I cried heartbreakingly...... Sun Zhenzhen didn't say a word, just stayed by my side quietly.
On the dry lawn by the side of the road, Sun Zhenzhen bought me two packs of cigarettes from the convenience store across the road, and then took one with her slender fingers and lit it for me, while I took the cigarette in her hand and remained silent with each other, looking at the circle of light emitted by the street lamp on the edge of the road.
I saw that she was a little shivering by the cold wind, so I took off my trench coat and wrapped her in it, but the stubborn she criticized the trench coat on both of us, so in this doomed lonely night, we were not lonely and snuggled together, relying on a little temperature on each other's bodies.
I don't know how many cigarettes I smoked, Sun Zhenzhen looked at the speeding car in the dim light with some blankness, and asked me, "Do you really love her so much?" Could it be that without her, there would be no meaning in life? ”
I know that Sun Zhenzhen is referring to her, who is Miqi who has broken up with me... But I didn't want to talk about it at this time, so I remained silent...
At this time, Sun Zhenzhen smiled inexplicably, raised his head and looked at me: "You are so stupid, stupid like a child..."
I continued to smoke the cigarette, but waited for her to continue... So Sun Zhenzhen casually plucked the dry grass around him, and while dragging it, he said to himself: "The Wang Ye I knew before was a man who drank the entire bottle of liquor in one go without blinking in order to negotiate a business with a customer...... He will count his performance on our team members, he likes to play with us every day at work and make some jokes, and even can't get used to his boss, so he splashes him with tea... Although he lived a very dull life at that time, at least he would not be troubled by love, confused, and suicidal like he is now......"
I swallowed, and then she began to talk to herself beside me again: "I really feel sorry for him, he has been carried away by love... He's so pitiful, the last thing I can bear to see is that every time he smokes alone in a daze, because every time he presents himself in front of me like this, there must be something unhappy... But he didn't want to tell me anything, so I was angry, but every time he thought that I would just giggle with him and have no idea, he would treat me as a sister, and I hoped that one day he would treat me as a normal friend...... When he comes to me to tell him something, I can rightfully share some of his worries...... I remember he once said to me when I fell out of love, there is no pure love in this world, and the so-called love is nothing but the absurdity of the human heart...... But now he is bent on pursuing the absurdity of the human heart, and I don't know why he lives like a fool, losing his true nature, losing himself...... This bike is lost..."
I turned my face and looked at Sun Zhenzhen speechlessly: "If you rely on talking to yourself to break down my anxiety, you have successfully achieved your goal..."
"Really?" Sun Zhenzhen put his arm around me and winked at me: "Are you going to go back to Shanghai with me?" ”
"At most, I won't be born in the future..."I touched Sun Zhenzhen's head, and then hugged her tightly in my arms.
Actually, I'm really grateful for her presence at this time, because if she hadn't hugged me in time, maybe I would have become a lonely ghost on the side of the road by this time... This is so unfair to my family...... Sometimes I feel like I'm thinking like a child, impulsive to do anything... There are still people who can bear it...... I guess that's the real friend, and now I finally know who the real friend is, but the price to pay is too great...
Sent Sun Zhenzhen to a nearby express hotel, and then took a hot shower in her room by the way...
casually touched and fiddled, the time was already about one o'clock in the morning, at this time Sun Zhenzhen soaked two bowls of instant noodles in hot water, and said: "Look how good I am to you, I ran out in the middle of the night to buy you your favorite brand of sauerkraut instant noodles..."
I wiped my head with a towel and asked her, "Aren't you the least fond of sauerkraut noodles?" How did you make yourself a bowl too? ”
"There's no way...... Those who are close to Zhu are red, and those who are close to ink are black... I used to help you brew all day long at work, but now I can't get used to other brands of instant noodles... It's ...... sour."
"Okay, don't worry about advertising..."I sat down and ate on a table with Sun Zhenzhen, and suddenly realized a very dangerous problem, so I looked at her and asked: "I'm in the same room with you like this, your boyfriend will be jealous if he finds out?" And also...... Why didn't he come with you when you came to Beijing this time? ”
Sun Zhenzhen used a fork to scoop all the sauerkraut in my bucket into her bucket, then blinked, made a very innocent look, and said, "I don't know, he should go back to his hometown..."
"It's not...... What do you mean by should? I asked, a little puzzled, as I put down the fork in my hand.
"Oops, you're so annoying... A dignified seven-foot man, why is his mouth so rambling..."Saying that, she picked some noodles from my bucket to show her dissatisfaction, and after eating a few bites, she saw that I continued to stare at her, so she reluctantly pouted: "I quarreled with him, he went back to his hometown to inherit his father's family property, and went to farm......"
I was surprised for a long time before I said, "So, you guys are breaking up again?" Is that grandson doing something sorry for you again? ”
"No, I broke up with him this time..."Sun Zhenzhen said cleanly, and poured all the instant noodles in his bucket into my bucket as he spoke, saying, "Okay, I'm going to sleep now, don't waste these noodles..."
After saying that, she wiped her mouth with a tissue, turned around and lifted the quilt and got in... And I looked at her a little helplessly, and soon came to her side, and said: "Sun Tianzhen, love is not a child's play, quarrels are quarrels, but you can't always talk about breaking up..."
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The second update that I stayed up late to write, nothing special, I don't like to owe more...
Sun Zhenzhen covered his head with the quilt and said impatiently: "I'm in love with a family, can you not be so verbose, okay, really eight women..."
I stretched out my hand and lifted the quilt and glared at Sun Zhenzhen: "It's also for your good in Ba Po, I think it is necessary for me to understand your situation...... Tell me why you broke up..."
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