After that, when I was with Ouyang Li and Liu Xiaohong, I also tried not to do anything out of the ordinary with them, just kissing them and sneaking them up, because I didn't want to awaken their interest in men and women too early, and they were studying and their grades were good.

I bought two more skirts for Lin Juan, Lin Juan complained a little and said don't always buy her things, because her parents have begun to suspect that she may have a boyfriend outside, I said okay, don't buy it next time, and she said that she wants me to keep more money for future study. I know that the financial conditions of their family are not very good, only my father has a job in the family, and I have to support a family of five, because she also has an older brother and a younger sister. My family is much better, it turns out that my mother also had a job when she was alive, it was a dual-income family, and I was the only child in the family, and my father often went to repair private cars on weekends, and there was plenty of water outside. So in our neighborhood, my family is one of the best in terms of economy, when other people's homes don't have TVs, my family has already had them first, and when other people's homes don't have refrigerators, our family has them first, so usually in the eyes of others, my family is better than others in every aspect.

When the situation outside had become a pot of porridge, Lin Juan and I walked through the boulevard of the school, whispering at the desk, sitting quietly on the hillside and watching the sunset, enjoying the most beautiful time of our lives.

In the evening, there were only me and Lin Juan in the classroom, and I used the guitar to play the song "Looking Back Again" by Jiang Yuheng for her:

Looking back, the clouds cut off the way back, and looking back, there are thorns

There will be no more old dreams tonight

The dreams you once had and who you want to tell in the future

Looking back, the back has gone away, and looking back again, tears are hazy

Leave your blessings and warm me on a cold night

……

I once asked again and again in the darkness, only to know that plain and calm is the truth, and then look back suddenly like a dream, and then look back at my heart is still the same, only the endless long road with me.

After singing, Lin Juan actually cried, I asked her why, she said: "Every time you sing, it makes people so sad, and you sing to people's hearts." ”

I took her in my arms and said, "Don't cry, if you cry again, your eyes will be swollen, and if your eyes are swollen, they won't look good." ”

"Isn't it because I'm not good-looking, so you don't want me?" She asked faintly.

"No, as long as you don't take the initiative to break up with me, I will never want you." I replied to her.

"Really?" She asked again.

"Of course it's true, who would want such a beautiful Lin Juan?" I replied to her.

Only then did she hold back her tears, pause and say: "Actually, I feel that I am sometimes very useless, look at you, your academic performance is good, you play ball well, and you sing well." But I don't know anything, and it's still a problem if I can't get into college, and if I can't get in, I have to find someone to open the back door if I want to join the job. And you will definitely pass the test, and then we will be far apart, maybe one day, you will not want me. Because you're so good, there will be many girls who like you everywhere. The thought of this makes me a little scared. ”

After she said that, I couldn't resist the urge to tell her that I had opened a company, but I resisted it, but I didn't expect that it would make me make a big mistake that I can't forgive myself for the rest of my life.

I thought for a moment and said to her, "You don't have to worry, no matter what happens, I won't take the initiative to break up with you, I swear." “

After listening to me, she was a little moved, so she told me to leave the classroom door and go to the street hotel to open a room.

It was the first time she had been so proactive, and we let ourselves loose in the room. She took the initiative to ask me to perform a lot of difficult movements, and I saw that she was obsessed with catering to me, so I was very excited to do it with her for more than an hour.

Shortly after Children's Day, Jiang Yuheng released his album "Looking Back Many Years Later", which brings together many of his excellent works, such as "Yes", "" and so on. However, at this time, there was a riot in the capital and bloodshed, which shocked the whole world, and then our government forcefully quelled it.

After a month's postponement of the math olympiad in May, it will finally be held on June 20. I wanted to go into the city in advance, because there might be some things I had to deal with in the company, Ouyang Li and Li Xiaohong also shouted to come with me, there was no way, after they asked for leave, I took the two of them into the city together.

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