Gratgy, I walked out of the company and into the gloom of a winter afternoon.

In a trance, he walked into the subway car and sat down mechanically in a seat.

This is not the time to get off work. There is no rush hour crowding in the carriage, and people sit or stand to enjoy the relaxation and relaxation brought by the rare spaciousness.

Su Qing's heart was already in chaos, and remorse mixed with grievances occupied her entire body and mind.

The pain in the man's eyes lingered in her mind.

She remembered the sight of herself pressing the blade of her utility knife against the bulging Adam's apple.

He had teasingly stroked the man's parts many times.

I used to bite that sensitive part with my teeth.

This time, it was a chilling sharp blade pressed against it.

Remorse, irretrievable remorse is surging.

Grievances are also intruding and accompaniing.

Why did he exclude himself so ruthlessly? Why baptize yourself with contempt in front of so many people? He was just targeting Ning Feiyang alone, but he mobilized the entire company to wantonly humiliate himself? Why? Just because he once possessed himself? Just because he has the right to humiliate himself? Is it really that bad that I hurt him? He rejected himself but jumped out to exercise power at this time, why?

What kind of world is this? Why should I accept such grievances and humiliation?

The girl struggled to clear her mind in the chaos.

As the subway train stopped, the carriages quickly became crowded and chaotic.

A lady led a little girl to squeeze in.

Su Qing quickly stood up, and she used the gap between her seats to squeeze the chaos out of her mind.

"Thank you. Come, thank you, sister. The lady carried the child to her lap.

"Thank you, sister." This eight or nine-year-old girl also has a cute childlike voice with a milky voice.

Su Qing just smiled at the girl, she didn't have the strength to speak.

"Tell Mom, what did you learn today? Did the teacher compliment? Mom still cares about her studies wholeheartedly.

"We've learned a lot. I can already write essays. Our teacher complimented us. We also learned a lot about nature. The child earnestly reported what he had gained.

"My baby is so smart. I can do essays. Let Mom take a look. "The mother struggled to open the child's school bag.

She quickly gave up on untying the large bag that didn't fit the child's body in a small, crowded space, and she suddenly saw the newspaper in her hand, and she smiled to herself.

"Baby, read the newspaper to Mommy. Is it okay for mom to see how many words the baby knows? Mom shook the newspaper in her hand.

"Okay. I read it to my mother. The girl snatched the newspaper and toyed with it.

Urban Life. Mom, there's no essay here. Why are they all small print? The child quickly became dissatisfied.

"It's okay, look for it, this newspaper has a lot of essays." Mom's patience is always commendable.

The girl turned the newspaper upside down.

"Mom, there's an essay here. Or a letter. The child shouted happily.

The child's excited voice attracted Su Qing, she swept over, the last page of the newspaper wanted to be eye-catching, and the thick black letters were clearly a missing person notice. Underneath the box of the missing person notice is what a long letter looks like.

"Okay, read it to Mom. Mom is really proud of her baby, my baby can read the letter. Mom is so happy to be able to read and write letters. Come, sit down. The baby reads the letter. "Moms cooperate with their children.

"Dear Kerr. Mom can't sleep, Mom sits here and looks at you all the time, looking at your moon-like (bright) eyes, Mom can't see enough, how can she be reluctant to let your little face leave Mom's (sight). Mom is really getting more and more reluctant to let you go. Mom doesn't know how to leave you when the sun rises. Mom can only write down the words in her heart and write down her mother's love for you. My Kerr. Forgive mom, forgive mom for being ruthless. Forgive your mother for all the misfortunes she has brought you.

My Kerr, Mommy is leaving tomorrow. Mom is going to the other side of the ocean. They all said it was a very far place. It takes half a month to go on their boat. If my mother is lucky, my mother will be able to set foot on that land in half a month, and she will be able to earn a lot of money for my Kerr. can take Kerr there and live the happiest life. Mom really wants to bring my Kerr right now. But they say you're too small. The sea is too dangerous. Every time you go out, you risk facing the most terrible death. And even if it is safe to get there, it is possible to be deported. Mom is reluctant to let you go on an adventure. Let Mom try it for you, Mom believes that with you bless Mom, Mom will be able to reach that heavenly place alive. Ke'er, give your mother strength, give your mother luck. Mom will make it there alive and will be alive to be reunited with you.

Mom has never shed tears, but at the moment Mom has been crying. Mom looks at your pretty face with tears in her eyes, looking at your long eyelashes. Look into your bright eyes. Mom is desperate to remember everything about you. Mom went with only one thing with her this time, and that was a picture of my Kerr. Mom must have hidden it closely. It's more precious than a mother's life.

Ke'er, although Mom doesn't want to tell you, Mom still has to tell you that if Mom can't come back if you go out this time, let your uncle take you to your dad when you grow up. Your dad didn't know there was such a beautiful daughter as you. Don't blame him, as long as you appear in front of him, he will definitely love you like his mother. Your dad has a handsome name, and his name is ***. He's very handsome, so my Kerr is also the most beautiful. Mom left you a picture of Mom and Dad. If mom is gone, you can see what dad looks like and you can see mom look like. You're not alone, you're always in mom and dad's heart.

Mom, tell you about your dad, he's from a very big city, and the name of that city is S. It's beautiful there. When you grow up, your mother will definitely take you there. Your dad is studying at ** university. He was with his mom when he came to us for an internship. My Kerr, if there is no news from Mom, you remember Mom's words, and when you grow up and go to Dad, he must be very special and very fond of you. If there is anything you don't know, you can ask your uncle, and if he has wronged you, you can tell the uncles in the village and they will take you to your father. Mom has told all the brothers. Don't bear it when you encounter grievances, you are not an orphan, you have a father worthy of your pride.

Mom didn't have much education, and Mom's hometown was too poor. Although our lives are much better than before, we are still too poor. Many people from the village secretly ran to the other side of the sea. It is said to be the richest place to be. Mom's dad has a best friend who has brought a message to mom and he wants mom to go there. After that, it became more and more difficult in the past, and my mother had to fight. For the sake of my Kerr, my mother is not afraid of anything. As long as I can let my Kerr have a better future, I will no longer live the life that my mother experienced for my Kerr. Mom is not afraid of anything.

Ke'er, my mother has a lot of things I want to write to you, but my mother is so unhappy that her tears always blur her vision. Although my mother doesn't have much education, my mother is smart. Mom can make especially delicious snacks. Mom must have opened a particularly popular snack bar when she passed. I'm going to take my Kerr with me, so that you can have delicious food and beautiful clothes every day. There are a lot of children who envy you. Make them like to play with you.

Kerr, be sure to wait for your mother to come back and pick you up. Three years at most, one year at the earliest, and your mother can come and pick you up. Mom won't let you take the risk of leaving here like Mom, Mom wants you to leave here happily on a big plane. Mom can't let you suffer a little. All the sufferings and all the dangers let Mom try it.

Kerr, you're all that mom is all about. Mom was scared before you came into this world, Mom was scared. Mom doesn't know what a little life like you means to Mom? Because at that time, the mother was also a child. It's a strong kid who doesn't know how to face the future. Until I have you. The moment I heard you cry, my mother knew that my mother came to this world for you. At that moment, Mom was not afraid of anything. Mom was left with nothing but anticipation. I look forward to you growing up healthy and happy, and I look forward to you being as beautiful as (azaleas). You've made your mom proud now, and the way you look has made mom proud.

Kerr. Mom watched you all night and kissed you all night. It's already (pan) white on the outside. Mom is leaving. My Kerr, my lovely Kerr. Mom's heart hurts, Mom really can't bear you.

Mommy kisses you one last time. Mom had no choice but to stop writing. Mom tells you your mother's name, and this is the only memento that Mom can leave you now. Mom's name is ***.

Mom is gone. Kiss you. My Kerr. I can never get enough of Kerr. Bye. My Kerr.

We will definitely meet soon. Promise Mom. Bless Mom. ”。。。。

"Mom, this letter is too long, and I don't even know so many words. Why did she write such a long letter? Is that girl named Kerr? Generally speaking, the word to describe beauty is used for girls. Is that right? The little girl earnestly pursued her curiosity.

Mom choked up and nodded desperately.

"Mom, what's wrong with you? Am I not reading well? Am I upsetting you? The little girl felt her mother's uncontrollable emotions.

"No, Mom is happy. The baby reads very well. You see, the uncles and aunts here are all attracted to the letter you read. They're doing your audience, and that's the best compliment for you. The mother leads the child's gaze to look around.

There was silence around the child. Gone are the noisy noises when getting on the bus.

The girl looked curiously at these uncles and aunts who had fallen into silence collectively.

"Mom. What is it? Is this water? Where does it flow? Mom, it's my sister who is crying. Mom, why is my sister crying? What's wrong with her? The girl reached out and stroked the tears that dripped from the newspaper, and she moved curiously between her mother and her sister.

"My sister is moved. The letter you read is so touching. Mom explained.

"Sister, are you moved?" The girl looked up at her sister, who was already in tears.

"No, it's not moving, it's happiness. My sister is happy now. Very happy. My sister's tears glistened with a strange look.

"Mom. What is Happiness? The girl turned to her mother.

Mom looked deeply at the girl standing in front of her.

She was deeply touched by the girl's tears.

"You can ask my sister." Mom's eyes stayed on the girl's tearful face.

"Sister, what is happiness?" The little girl looked up again at her tearful sister.

"Happiness ... Happiness is to return to the arms of your mother. The tearful sister choked up.

Tears had blurred her vision, and Su Qing was reluctant to wipe away the tears that flowed from the corners of her mouth.

Tears are salty, but they are also happy.