Chapter 102 I'm afraid you can't afford it

Although he guessed that this Wang Tao was very likely to have something to do with Lu Yi's car accident, Chu Yan had no intention of going to Wang Tao now, because Lu Yi's matter was more important than anything else.

"Who can understand what she feels in her heart?" Chu Yan stroked Lu Ya's hair and said, "The previous carefree life was shattered in an instant, is this too cruel for Lu Ya who is giggling?" ”

Reality is sometimes so cruel, pouring cold water on you when you are most happy, sprinkling salt on your wounds when you are sad, when you jump up happily because of something, but unexpectedly find that you are stepping on a piece of stinky shit under your feet at the moment, is this kind of life too dramatic and changing too fast?

But this is the truest life!

Just like the man who left this world forever in the evening, Sun Youqian, his lovely son looks like he should have just been born not long ago, and should have been a happy family full of warmth and laughter, but God played a big joke on them, this is the cruelty of reality, this is the unpredictable unknown in fate.

Gu Qingcheng looked at Chu Yan, whose face was sad, his lips squirmed but he didn't say anything, Chu Yan was sad in her heart, why wasn't she in her heart?

"In the past, every time I came over, Lu Ya would come to greet me in the shortest possible time, although the way she greeted me was really special, and she often caused me trouble, but I never blamed her, because I think Lu Ya is the happiest in this way."

"I like to see Lu Ya's happy smile, because I know that Lu Ya was the happiest at that time, because this innocent smile is the most rare."

But will such an innocent smile ever appear on her face again? Will such a smile still bloom from the heart in the future? Chu Yan replied to himself: "It's impossible, the dead will be wiped away forever, just like quicksand sliding silently from between, you can only watch helplessly but can't do anything to save it, because this innocence is destined to be wiped away forever-"

I don't know when the tears have silently soaked Lu Ya's collar and clothes, she just woke up when Chu Yan Chu Yan was speaking, she endured the sound of not letting herself cry come out, she tried not to let her crying be discovered by Chu Yan and Gu Qingcheng next to her.

She has to learn to be strong, she has to learn to accept, this is cruel and inevitable, she doesn't want Chu Yan to worry about her, she doesn't want her parents to be disappointed because of her, she wants to use her new self to welcome Lu Yi's new life, yes, she believes that Lu Yi will definitely be fine, she believes that Lu Yi will definitely come back to life.

Gu Tingcheng looked at Chu Yan, Chu Yan looked at Lu Ya who was asleep on the chair, in fact, Chu Yan had already found out that Lu Ya was awake when Lu Ya just woke up, but he still said all those words, because he wanted Lu Ya to learn to be strong and learn to accept.

From the end of the hallway's line of sight, an old woman walked towards the place where Chu Yan was, tears filled her eyes and soaked her old cheeks, the closer she got to the care room, the more painful her heart became, why did such a good person suddenly happen?

"Grandma, why are you here?" When Chu Yan saw Lu Ping, he hurriedly stood up and said. Gu Qingcheng next to her hurriedly got up and walked to Lu Ping's side to help Lu Ping, she was afraid that Lu Ping would not be able to accept such a fact and an accident would occur.

"You all know but you don't tell me, what do you think of me?" Lu Ping looked at Chu Yan and said angrily, "If I don't ask you, are you going to tell me?" ”

Lu Ping, who has lived with Lu Nangong for half her life, found out that something very bad happened when she first saw Lu Nangong, and under Lu Ping's repeated questioning, Lu Nangong finally told Lu Yi about it, and when she heard that Lu Yi was tragically killed in a car accident, Lu Ping felt that this was unacceptable like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, but in any case, she had to come to see the current Lu Yi today, because she was afraid that she would not even be able to see Lu Yi's last face.

"It's not that I don't want to tell Grandma Lu about this, but I'm afraid that you won't be able to bear such a thing." Chu Yan looked at Lu Ping and said comfortingly. The moment he saw Lu Ping, Chu Yan knew in his heart that Lu Ping already knew about Lu Yi, but he was not too surprised and puzzled, because Chu Yan knew that Lu Nangong, who was not good at hiding himself, could not hide the smart Lu Ping at all.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it?" Lu Ping walked to the glass of the monitoring room, looked at Lu Yi who was wrapped in gauze through the glass, and said: "I know that you are doing this for my good, but if you don't tell me the truth of the matter, is it really for my good-have you ever thought about what would happen if I didn't even see Lu Yi's last face when he left the world?" ”

"Grandma Lu-" Gu Qingcheng looked at Lu Ping with tears in her eyes and couldn't say any words of comfort, she didn't know what to say to comfort Lu Ping now, because any language seemed insignificant at this time.

Chu Yan walked to Gu Tingcheng's side, grabbed Gu Tingcheng's little hand, and comforted her silently, seeing that his relatives were hovering between life and death, Chu Yan's heart ached.

Feeling the warmth of the opposite sex coming from his fingertips, Gu Qingcheng didn't dodge, but inexplicably felt that the lonely and cold heart finally had a trace of warmth, this warmth was the same as the warmth that Lu Nangong Lu Yi and Lu Ping cared about, but it was not the same, it was inexplicable, because this warmth could not be interpreted in words.

There is no resistance in her heart, which means acceptance, Gu Qingcheng's closed atrium is unconsciously opening for Chu Yan, and Chu Yan, a man, is slowly living in her atrium, and then becoming an indispensable soul in her life.

Lu Ya didn't know when she was already standing behind Chu Yan, Gu Tingcheng and Lu Ping, she wiped the tears from her face, looked at Chu Yan holding Gu Tingcheng's hand, and her thoughts were flying.

Lu Ping looked at Lu Yi, who was lying on the hospital bed in the intensive care room, and his heart was like a knife, and he couldn't help but think of the laughter on Lu Yi's phone today.

"Mom, what is delicious to prepare today?"

"Just know how to eat, rest assured that there is sweet and sour fish you like to eat!"

"Who told Mom to cook so that people can't eat enough?"

"Don't be poor!"

"Mom, call that kid from Chu Yan tonight, I haven't drunk with that kid for a long time, and I don't know if that Jiugang is still not drunk with a thousand cups?"

"Know how to eat and drink all day long!" This was the stern voice of Lu Nangong next to him.

Lu Yi, who was a little afraid of Lu Nangong's serious tone, had no choice but to hang up the phone with a smile, because of this matter, Lu Ping also had a quarrel with Lu Nangong, and the result was naturally Lu Nangong's complete defeat.

I said I would come back for dinner tonight, and I said that I would eat sweet and sour fish, but a long time has passed, why can't I see the smiling face you came back from?

Full of joyful anticipation, what I finally heard was the bad news of a thunderbolt from the blue, how did Lu Ping, who was waiting for her son's return, accept this cruel reality?

Unable to continue to see Lu Yi's life and death, Lu Ping had no choice but to walk towards the outside of the hospital with tears in her eyes, and she was still praying in her heart for a miracle to happen.

When Lu Ping left, she refused to send her to anyone, and her somewhat thin body walked in the long corridor of the hospital looking so lonely and helpless.

Tears have blurred the faces of Gu Tingcheng and Lu Ya, they are crying silently, they are sad for themselves, they feel unfortunate for Lu Yi, and they feel heartache for Lu Ping, they feel that Lu Yi's matter is already very cruel to them, but is Lu Yi's car accident not cruel to Lu Ping and Lu Nangong, the two old people who should be happy?

Isn't it more unacceptable for them to be faced with the choice of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person when they are already happy?

Whether it is acceptance or cruelty, things have happened, because this is the test of fate for them to Lu Yi, as Chu Yan said in class: The reason why life is dazzling is because difficulties and brilliance appear at the same time. At this time, Lu Ya was in the most difficult moment of her life.

Chu Yan looked at Lu Ping, who seemed to be more than ten years old in an instant, and his heart also prayed that a miracle would really happen to Lu Yi.

But will that ethereal miracle really happen to Lu Yi?