Although I have made so many contributions, I know that these things are all virtual and not long-lasting, and I have not achieved my long-term goals.

So, what is the goal of my struggle? People say that being an official makes a fortune, realizes personal value, and creates their own brilliance. However, this goal is too ambitious for ordinary people to achieve. So, I can't do without these things.

Yes, I develop in the direction of official career, develop in the direction of politics, go higher and higher layer by layer, the bigger and bigger the official, the higher the status, the greater the power, the more and more resources on the left and right, the risk in the official position is getting smaller and smaller, the flattering people are more and more listening, their own words are more and more words, the money they have is more and more, and it is easier and easier to realize their personal will, and every day there is a group of people revolving around themselves, just like the stars in the sky revolve around the sun, absorbing its light. What a happy thing that is. When I think about it like this, I am indeed very comfortable, and it is indeed very beautiful.

However, I am still in the primitive stage, and although I have done some work, I am still far from those who can work; Although the relationship is good, they are all in the initial stage of the small-scale peasant economy, and I can't help them with big help, and there are many people who ask for help, not many real friends, and many friends who drink and meat; Although there is some background, I don't know how to use it.

My father-in-law is my biggest backing, and I clearly remember the hint he gave me, which means that I should enter politics and shift from the business stage to the political stage, so that I can move towards the advanced stage of life.

In this year, hard work is better than skillful work, and hard work is better than being able to do it. Sometimes, I think about these questions, and I always want to summarize something from them. The difference between people is not much worse, the difference is only a little bit, and that little bit puts people in different positions, saying that you can do it, you will do it, and if you say you can't do it, you can't accept it, I understand this truth deeply.

Coincidentally, some time ago, I heard that the county secretary was going to be promoted, and I knew that this was an opportunity, and this opportunity meant something to me. I asked my father-in-law to beg for help, I used the unspoken rules of officialdom to act, I am very good at doing things, and I am more generous, an assistant to the deputy county magistrate needs 500,000, I spend 800,000, and everyone up and down have a share, so I sent out a million, I must be a nail in the coffin, and I must not have run. However, the issue of relationships is an important issue, which directly affects the direction of life development and affects the position of promotion in the future.

Some people are richer than me, but there is no way for him to send money, others dare not ask for him, some people have relationships, but it is not possible without money, who still recognizes people in these years, relationship is one aspect, money is one aspect, and other things are also considered one aspect, and these three things together are comprehensive.

Soon, the results of the publicity came out, and I was successfully elected as the assistant to the deputy county magistrate of science and technology, and my work was particularly good as written in my promotional materials, what a new generation leader, what a young pacesetter, what young and promising, what a diploma and a title, etc., these worthless things, at this moment, are placed in this place, particularly conspicuous, particularly convincing.

However, things didn't go as well as I thought. Soon after, the secretary of the county party committee was investigated and punished by his superiors, saying that he had promoted cadres by surprise, openly bought and sold officials, accepted bribes and gifts, and had the style of beautiful women.

I thought to myself, this is the end, what if someone comes to check on me! I can't help but feel empty. Or my old father-in-law has a way, he advises me to do whatever I should do, as if my promotions have nothing to do with his selling * official, people want to ask me if I gave a gift, I said I didn't give it; When people asked me why I was promoted, I said that I had achieved remarkable results in my work and was recommended by the higher authorities. As for the other small links, what I have now is money, and I have already taken care of it, and the words of all aspects have been matched.

That day, the comrades of the procuratorate came to me to understand the situation, and asked me to say the problem of this promotion, I said the above words confidently, once like this, twice like this, all their scares were useless, I seemed to have no problem, seeing these situations, people simply ignored me, said that they borrowed money to buy a house, and wanted to give me an IOU, saying that it was a certain year and a certain day to repay, your mother turned out to be like this, I said happily, how much do you need? According to the note* given by others, I gave them all the money, and tore the IOU to shreds on the spot. In this way, I am completely free of anything.

From this incident, I know the officialdom, I understand what fear is, what the power of justice is, and I also know the difference between being an ordinary person and being an ordinary person. If you don't have the guts, you must not be an official, and if you don't have the skills, you must not be an official. If you do it, it will definitely shorten your lifespan and waste your mental energy.

Officialdom is windy and windy, if you are not careful, your boat will capsize, and if you are not careful, your life will be over, this is what I have realized from being the manager of a company to the village director of a brigade, and then to the deputy county magistrate.

Soon I was promoted to deputy county magistrate, in charge of rural economic work, and later, because I am particularly good at slapping horses, and I also know how to make a lot of money, I was promoted to the county magistrate, secretary of the county party committee, I have since gone to politics, my thinking has also begun to transform, at this time, my realm has also begun to change, I have more and more requirements for me.