Chapter 45: The lonely and pitiful Xiao Mengjie

Lin Can went to the bathroom to wash his clothes, and was just told by Zhao Jing that if he went to school like this, I am afraid that Chen Zhu would also dislike himself.

and Zhang Yihao, who will definitely use this to satirize him. Zhang Yihao is a fly that does not drill holes, penetrates holes, and sees needles, although Lin Can's psychological quality is excellent, he can't recruit people without anything.

Xiao Mengjie had already woken up, and when Lin Can came to see her, she fell asleep again because she was tired.

There were six people living in the same room, all of whom were now asleep.

The doctor said that after a day of rest, he should be able to be discharged.

The ward full of formalin, Lin Can sat at the head of Xiao Mengjie's bed and guarded her, the sky was about to dawn, and Lin Can had to go to school immediately.

At dawn, Lin Can woke up, went to wash his face, and looked back at Xiao Mengjie, she slept very quietly, and her sweet appearance made people want to secretly kiss Fangze while she was asleep. Lin Can couldn't help but stare at her face for a while.

If in normal times, how could Lin Can have this kind of opportunity, and how could he have the courage to look at her for more than two seconds, Xiao Mengjie would definitely shout and peel his skin.

Now, she's finally quiet.

Lin Can said in his heart How good it would be if you were so quiet all the time, how much worry would he have saved, and he looked much more cute, he already had a soft face, so he had to make an aggressive expression all day long, it was really ...... Lying quietly like this now is many times stronger than arguing.

Above Xiao Mengjie's head, the wall skin was a little cracked, and some lime fell on Xiao Mengjie's hair, Lin Can looked at it and reached out to help him brush it off.

Then, Lin Can saw that the point was almost over, so he went to school.

……

Lin Can is gone.

After more than a minute, seeing that he was really gone, Xiao Mengjie slowly opened her eyes.

In fact, she was good long before Lin Can, Xiao Mengjie's sleep has always been very irregular, and she never knows when to fall asleep and when to wake up.

I can't sleep when I want to sleep, but I get sleepy when I can't sleep, I've been tormented by this situation, I can't sleep at home at night, and the night has passed and the day is dawning, and when I get to the class, I don't have enough energy and I still have to listen to the class. She's had enough.

When she woke up, she found herself lying on a hospital bed, and what's worse was that Lin Can's face was suddenly next to him, he was sitting, and then he was sleeping with his head in his hands, and his head hung down unconsciously, and he almost stuck to Xiao Mengjie's body several times, making her move quickly.

Then not long after, it was Lin Can who woke up, Xiao Mengjie quickly closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but she didn't expect that Lin Can was staring at her!

Xiao Mengjie said in her heart, you should watch it for a while, but Lin Can, this guy seemed to be stunned, and he didn't know how to move when he looked at it. Xiao Mengjie didn't know how many times she scolded Lin Can, pervert and other words. On the surface, he was tired enough, and he couldn't let Lin Can see any movement, so he was really uncomfortable.

Just when Xiao Mengjie was about to lose control and want to move, Lin Can finally left, and Xiao Mengjie breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Can, this guy, she thinks it's too hateful, how can she stare at a girl like this, it's true. Sure enough, like the boys in the class, all of them are guys who covet the beauty of girls, and they try their best to stare at her in class without blinking.

and Lin Can's last blow before leaving, which startled her, thinking that Lin Can was going to touch her face.

What she didn't know was that after a while, she longed for Lin Can to look at her more, but she couldn't even get her wish, and she regretted it at that time.

She looked around the ward, the space was really small, the walls were cracked, revealing the gray cement walls inside, like a prison, there were at least six people living in the room, including their relatives, some were on the ground, and some were the same as Lin Can, sitting and sleeping all night, surrounded by bottles and cans, rice cookers, basins, kettles and the like, which made Xiao Mengjie pout.

In fact, the ward is not as unbearable as Xiao Mengjie thought, a ward of a very ordinary level, but Xiao Mengjie's relatives are hospitalized or something, and they live in single rooms, of course it is different.

After dawn, many people in the ward woke up and began to chatter and quarrel.

Xiao Mengjie's nightmare also began.

A few rural women were making breakfast, and they were pulling vegetables, washing rice, and cooking porridge in the hospital. The little kid was holding a cheap toy model in his hand, flying and screaming, and several old men squatting together to smoke, Xiao Mengjie was most afraid of this, and her brows furrowed suddenly.

A few old men smoked the kind of big front door for a few dollars a pack. Don't underestimate this big front door, it's still the same factory as Zhonghua......

A few old men squatted at the door, and as soon as they spoke, the cigarettes in their mouths were held between their fingers, and they waved comfortably. Smoke billowed and struck Xiao Mengjie......

Xiao Mengjie couldn't hide even if she wanted to, she saw the smell of smoke filling her body, the smell of smoke was very spicy, Xiao Mengjie choked uncomfortably, tears fell, she looked at a few old men resentfully, and buried her head in the quilt...... It's a little better.

As a result, the entire ward didn't know what the people in the shop looked like all morning.

Xiao Mengjie has been feeling very lonely all these years.

What is loneliness, loneliness? No one takes a few words in general terms seriously, so a writer once said that loneliness is often caused by others. It's being different from other people that makes you lonely.

He said that in fact, the realm of loneliness is very high, loneliness is a special person who has some special thoughts, but cannot be recognized and accepted by the people around him, this is lonely, like Nietzsche, like Van Gogh.

Many people just think of boredom, loneliness, and loneliness as loneliness.

A boring person is not worthy to say that she is lonely, a lonely person is pitiful, and a lonely person is pitiful and hateful, because she is timid, afraid of being hurt, and wraps herself like a hedgehog, which causes her to be in this bleak situation. And those who are lonely, who dare to be lonely, are the real brave. Dare to be different from the size required by the world, and dare to challenge everything that exists.

If you ask Xiao Mengjie, you touch your heart and say, are you lonely or lonely, Xiao Mengjie hesitates again and again, and she will definitely say: "Lonely." ”

Yes, she's withdrawn.

Xiao Mengjie hid in the quilt, listening to the lively words outside the quilt, this seems to be not a ward, but in the New Year, in fact, a ward has such an atmosphere, which makes people feel that there is no taste of the hospital, but it is actually very good.

But Xiao Mengjie couldn't melt in, she didn't mean to look down on them, she just didn't know what to say to them, just like people from two worlds.

She doesn't know any people here, and girls like her are more used to living in one place all their lives, and they are very afraid to go to a strange place, and they will feel panicked in their hearts.

I've thought about changing it, but ......

She worries that if she talks to the rural women, they won't laugh at her.

Will those men take advantage of others not paying attention to violate her,

Could those kids be naughty and bully her......

Forget it, it's good to be alone.

She is also used to it, anyway, she is also studying alone at school, going to the cafeteria to eat alone, and at home she is also alone, living alone, sleeping alone. Never like a helpless orphan.

She felt that she was more like an orphan than Lin Can.

That's why girls always prefer to listen to sad songs than men.

Lonely, forget it, loneliness is loneliness...... Xiao Mengjie shrunk her body into the quilt, and the quilt was wet......