The road ahead is like this, continue to beg for food and drink, or do temporary work, or do other work, this is the urgent need to solve the problem. However, this question doesn't seem to be so anxious, and sometimes I think about how to do it, but when it comes to dawn, I can only walk one day and talk about one day, and life is so real for me, and it is also so difficult to choose.

The main problem in front of me is homesickness, at home is so good, it is difficult to go out, I have been away for such a long time, every day I sleep in the open air, still no one cares for me, and no one sympathizes with me, I am sick and the top is over, the rain is waiting for the sun to come out, I am looking forward to the dawn when it is dark, I am hungry and begging everywhere, my people have changed a lot, and my personality has begun to change fundamentally.

Standing in the sun, I bask in the warm sun, my body feels very warm, at this time, I think of home, everything in my hometown, and my broken house, as well as the scene of my opening a restaurant, when I close my eyes, the scene will come one by one, so that I can't look back on yesterday's ignorance, and hate my incompetent performance.

At this moment, I was lying on the ground, and the ground was covered with grain. I looked at the sky, the stars twinkled, there was silence all around, and from time to time there was the sound of a dog barking, and I didn't think of my uncle again.

When I think of my aunt, I feel that the reason for not going home is more sufficient, I don't want to see that person, just like I don't want to see the enemy, I can't say what the reason is.

Since I left that day, I have thought about home, but more often than not, my uncle has missed me. Sometimes I think like this, has my uncle found me? Is my uncle in a hurry to go crazy, and the hotel business can't open yet? If one day, the telephone pole posted my missing person revelation, how should I face it? Is it homecoming? Or wandering?

These ideas are really unrealistic, even imaginary. But that's what I'm thinking, so what's so rare about that?

If I want to go back at this moment, no one is a ghost or a ghost, what is my uncle's attitude towards my departure? If it is said that I took his money and ran away, saying that I had some premeditated plan, or that I did not follow the right path or something, can I say it clearly with this mouth? At the moment, as for what else to say, I don't know at all, all kinds of ideas hit together, making people overturn the river and the sea, and it is extremely difficult to calm down.

I also know that I am not sorry for my uncle at all when I run away like this, but when I return home, I can't tell my uncle clearly, and I will be looked down upon by my uncle. Thinking of this time, I am really at a dead end, how many words can I say?

When I wander outside, whenever I encounter difficulties, whenever life is inconvenient, I also miss the days at home very much, I sometimes think, although the family is a little shabby, but there is no problem of eating and dressing every day, and there is no problem of sleeping there.

I walk alone on the street, the sky is used as a quilt and the ground is used as a bed, watching the stars count meteors, looking at the moon and thinking about the sun, at this moment, what kind of taste and feeling, and what kind of dignity of personality? Right now, the real problem is as big as heaven.

At this time, my heart is sour, tears can't stop flowing down, the mood is extremely sad, the taste of loneliness hits my heart again, the intention to go home has always occupied my heart, my will is simply about to be destroyed by this taste, at this time I am really in a dilemma, go back to me really have no face, and there are unclear reasons, who can believe that I was deceived, if you really believe it, then, people will also say, this crooked mouth is really useless guy.