If... If...

Confused, helpless, not knowing where to belong, like a child who has lost his home. No, I should say that I lost my mother. Kasan is all there is, right??

Nervous, afraid, when his own sword was stuck in Kassan...... Hands full of blood, ...... themselves Did it hurt Kassan?

Painful, speechless, one person after another cheered in front of themselves about the fall of a demon king, but who knew that this demon king was a mother of a child before he became a demon king??

It is recited, praised, and it is said that this day is the birth of a hero, the day of a new era, but ...... Don't forget, this is also the day when a child loses his own mother.

Looking at the photo over and over again, the familiar smiling face, the memory, maybe a little messy, but ...... You can still feel the warmth. When you were a child, have you forgotten? No...... Go to an amusement park for the first time, watch a 3D movie, build a snowman, a haunted house, a Ferris wheel.

I always say that I am naughty, but what is naughty?

Everyone says that naughty is a bad word,

But when you see Cassan's smile, if you are a little naughty, can you see more? More? More smiley faces belonging to Cassan.

It's really beautiful......

Cassan never asked me anything, but he knew what I needed.

Kasan never wanted me to be able to do anything, but what did I want to get out of it?

The classmate said that he had a great mother, and he was able to enter the military school because of his relationship, I don't know why, there is a fire burning in his heart, Kasan is such a kind person...... I don't allow others to say a little bad about it.

However, as he kept chasing, he got farther and farther away, and even if he became a knight, he didn't feel that the distance had become closer...... Is Kasan trying to get away from herself? Doesn't that seem normal to adults? But I don't like it, I don't like it, I hate it...... Chest tightness, why? Why are you unhappy?

I always like to take out photos to see Cassan's face, and my favorite one is set as the desktop by myself. Clumsy, don't know how to express it...... Sitting on the sofa in a daze and playing with his mobile phone, at this time Kasan always hugged himself and said that he missed himself. Sweet, well, sweet. Only at this time was Kasan close to himself, very close, very close, as if he could reach out and touch it.

Sister Cornelia is a bad person, right? I want to use some adult thoughts to separate myself and Kasan, maybe one day I will just be naughty, well, if I am naughty, Kasan will promise myself. As a result, Kasan really agreed.

Cassan in the bathroom, blushing, seemed to have something budding in his heart. Kasan squirmed and said she didn't want to rub her back, not knowing why...... There is a word that comes to my heart - cute. Well, the Kasan at this time is different from the past, the Kasan in the past was majestic, leading the White Knights to level countless positions, and no one doubted the ability of this young great knight. The Valkyrie of the battlefield, the strongest man in Britannia and the sharpest sword. But at the moment, Kasan ...... It's beautiful, well, I don't know how to describe it, I just know it's beautiful.

This night, Kasan told himself about Tosan, about the sword marks left by Tosan on Kasan's body, at that moment, I don't know why, I hated Tosan who I had never seen before, because at that moment, Kasan's face was ...... Kasan loves Dossan very much. Love? That's right...... That feeling is called **??? Cassan had never taught himself such a thing...... What does it feel like to love someone???

Mobile phone, have you solved your doubts...... But...... Are you in love with Cassan??? I don't know, I don't know. Sleeping in the same bed with Kasan, covered with two quilts, only a few centimeters away also made me feel so far away......

The next day, when I woke up, I found myself naked, and I still had the smell of Kasan...... Is this moment a situation called joy filling the heart??? I don't know, I don't want to understand, I'm just wondering where Kasan went, an hour or two hours have passed, and I can't wait for Kasan...... Does Kasan hate herself??? Kasan doesn't want to be herself??? Cassan ...... Ania has something to say to you......

The chaotic brain gradually became clear, gradually understood, yes...... There's no need to run away, and if you do, you might not come back......

Cranky, leaving tears of worry, at this time the quilt was disgusted, it was Cassan's face...... It's not clear what Kasan is talking nonsense, it's just that Kasan's expression is apologetic...... He gently pushed Kasan according to the information on his phone, pushing Kasan down. Kissed Cassan, as imagined with a faint lemon fragrance, very sweet, like honey, but I don't like to eat honey but I was unexpectedly infatuated with the taste of Cassan.

But...... Cassan seemed to be about to cry...... No, it's just a matter of feeling happy. Kasan didn't feel that way...... Releasing his strength, Kasan broke free......

Thinking that Cassan would hate herself, Kasan still gently covered herself with a quilt. Waywardly reaching out and grabbing Kassan's clothes, he didn't need anything for himself, now he only needed Kasan......

Kasan hid under the covers and hugged herself.

Tell Cassan his heart in a very clumsy way, yes, in a very clumsy and clumsy way, I have watched the TV series myself...... But where do you buy those things for roses?

In the end, Kasan said that this was the secret of the two of them, and he was really happy, Kasan...... This moment...... It feels like my heart is very close. Maybe that's what you've been looking for, right?

But...... I would like to say...... Can you stop and hug me again while saving the world?

Really don't! Don't be brave! Don't be a Demon King! Just hold me and say think about me again.

Do you have to stay away from him if you love something??? I don't know when I saw this sentence on the forum. I love Kasan, so Kasan should stay away from himself???

No, it won't......

"......" choked silently, and if Cassan was there, he would have hugged himself and wiped away his tears, but Cassan was gone.

"So, are you crying here???" The heroic voice, well, as Cassan said, was a very strong man called Artoria......

"Never ...... I'll never see you again, right?? Ania curled up so that Tolia could not see her swollen eyes, which she could not see to anyone but Kasan.

"Why? Why??? How can you know the result if you don't pursue it? Shouldn't you go up even if it's full of thorns??? The parting is just for the next encounter" student outfit, is this his sister???

"No...... Cassan is dead...... Die by your own hands!! "Painful memories suddenly hit my brain, and I hated the memory of it.

"No, you're wrong." Toria interrupted Aniah's memories, "Still alive, as long as you still have Xiao Ai in your heart." Still alive, must be in some world waiting for the next encounter. ”

"Even if she is really dead, as long as there is still a memory, remember her, then she is still alive, alive, and alive in your heart, even to the end...... The face in her memory was blurred, and her voice was confused, but if that spirit was inherited, then she ......"

"It won't!! No, it won't!! Ania will never forget her!! Forever!! Never forget!! Ania looked up sharply......

If...... If...... If you had discovered Cassan's plan earlier...... Maybe it can be stopped. If...... If only earlier......

But there is no if, right? Kasan said it.

Well, this time...... It's up to you to create what ifs when you meet again......

If you let yourself find it, then you will definitely catch you and hold you.

The rain outside is still falling, and my heart is still beating, silently and silently pursuing the world with you. This time, change yourself, change yourself to give Cassan gentleness......

(To someone who discussed separation with me at night, but I'm sorry...... It's shameless to use it as material to write. )

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