Chapter 102: Gains and Losses, Losses and Gains

It was my own choice to come to Beijing, so no matter how bad my life was, I had to grit my teeth and stick to it, and a light rain began to fall in the sky, and my mood became heavy!

After a moment of silence, I told Sun Zhenzhen: "I'm very good here in Beijing, sitting in the office and getting a salary of tens of thousands of yuan a month, which is much more comfortable than you opening a restaurant!" ”

Sun Zhenzhen was silent for a while, then sighed and said, "You just have a good life...... I was always worried that you were leaving, but now it's good to go! Save it every day as a worry that bothers me with insomnia! ”

I felt a pang of guilt in my heart, remembering the promises I had made to her before, but now they had all turned into jokes...... I really can't let Mickey drift alone in Beijing! Because I'm responsible for her...... Quietly lit a cigarette for myself, I took a few puffs, and then forced a smile and said: "When I settle down here in Beijing, after I settle down, I will let you come to Beijing too!" ”

"No......" Sun Zhenzhen said with a little choked up: "I will never go over the wounded city of Beijing!" Shanghai is an empty city, and I will never come back for the rest of my life...... Boss, if you don't fall in love anymore one day, please remember to tell me when the time comes, and I will be by your side, even for the rest of your life!! ”

I was torn in my heart, and realized that when Sun Zhenzhen said this to me, he seemed to be ready to leave, so he said angrily in a somewhat uncontrollable tone: "Sun Tianzhen, what the do you mean by this, where do you want to go?" ”

Sun Zhenzhen cried heartbreakingly on the other end of the phone: "I know...... I know that I don't have the beauty of Sister Suman, nor the temperament of Sister Miqi...... But you must remember that I am the woman who pays silently by your side, but does not ask for all the returns, there is no one! ”

I shook my head, trying to make my mind clear, but the hysterical pain in my heart kept rolling, and I listened to Sun Zhenzhen's crying voice on the phone more and more painful! If I had stayed by her side at this time, I would have used my shoulders to support her as much as I could, but at this time I was in Beijing, and I felt more of the pain of powerlessness......

The rain was pouring outside, and my mind was like a dam that had burst into its mouth, because it had been hit by too much torrent, and it began to swell and finally burst......

Sun Zhenzhen took a deep breath, and his emotions began to stabilize a little, and then he said: "I will always be like a sister in front of you, and now that you are gone, I can finally learn to be independent by myself...... Do you know? I especially like it now that Sister Suman mentioned one of her favorite words to me...... Be sure to force yourself when you say goodbye, because every time you say more, it may become the last one; Take a second look, and if you don't get it right, it's the last one...... To be honest, I hate you a little, because you gave everyone around you a chance to say goodbye to you, but you didn't give me the opportunity, unfortunately I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye to you, so how can I talk about it? ”

I continued to remain silent, but the pain and helplessness in my heart can only be felt alone! After a while, Sun Zhenzhen smiled softly again and said, "Don't worry, boss, I will take care of myself...... Maybe the next time you see me, I'll be a very mature woman, and I won't like to cry so much...... You don't need a kite anymore, because there is already a big tree next to you, the big tree can not only protect you from the wind and rain, but she can also give you a place to rely on when you are tired, but the kite can't...... Because the kite floats in the sky, she makes you feel insecure...... So let the kite fly farther, maybe one day when she can't fly, someone will pick her up! ”

At this time, my heart was complicated, I kept smoking the cigarette at my fingertips, although I knew that one day she would eventually leave, but my heart was still a little reluctant, I spit out the last puff of smoke heavily, and then asked: "You are gone, what about your restaurant?" ”

"I won't sell the store, here are my best memories......" Sun Zhenzhen took a deep breath: "Liu Wei promised to help me run the store well!" I'm going back to my hometown during this time, and then I'm going to get ready to walk around the country......"

Hearing Sun Zhenzhen say that he would not transfer the store out, I breathed a sigh of relief, so I stepped on the cigarette butt in my hand and said: "It's good to go out for a walk, always staying in one place will indeed make people tired and depressed!" ”

"Do you need to say goodbye to me?" After a pause, she changed her face again and smiled: "Maybe next time we meet, I'll be a family of three to look for you?" ”

I was speechless: "Just go out and relax...... But if you can meet the right one at that time, you can also consider it! ”

"Okay, believe you, I'll drag my family to find you when the time comes!"

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After talking to Sun Zhenzhen on the phone, I immediately called Ah Huo again, and after a while, the phone was connected, but I said directly: "Huang Ye, what about Sun Tianzhen who you said you said you would take care of for me?" Where is she taken care of now? ”

Ah Huo seemed to be drinking beer, and after hearing a swallowing sound, he sighed and said in a deep voice, "I seem to see her......"

I was annoyed: "I asked why you didn't take care of Sun Tianzhen for me, what's the use of you just seeing her!" What she needs is care, care, you know? ”

Ah Huo was silent, but took another sip of beer, I heard the wind on the other end of the phone whistling, it should be outside, but it was not raining in Shanghai at this time.

After waiting for a long time, Ah Huo spoke again in his deep voice: "Just at a glance...... When I look back again, I won't be able to find her! ”

My heart tightened, Ah Huo's "she" didn't seem to refer to Sun Zhenzhen, but more like the woman he saw many years ago, in order to prove the doubts in my heart, I asked, "Is it the one you have been waiting for?" ”

Ah Huo said "um", and then asked me: "What did you just say about Sun Tianzhen?" ”

I was speechless, knowing that his mind had just been at a dead end, at least for now...... In order not to disturb his "Yaxing", I comforted him again: "Sun Tianzhen is really nothing, but buddy, you are mourning yourself!" Since you ran into her this time, maybe she may have been in that place for the past few days, you have a lot of friends, you ask them to look around, if not, find a painter to draw her, and I will help you go to the Internet to doxx! Chen Jie should have a lot of advertising resources on hand! It's not hard to find someone to estimate......"

Ah Huo sighed: "There is something to lose, there is something to lose, what is lost may not come back, but what is gained can be lost again!" ”

I knew that Ah Huo's Wenqing disease might have happened again, so I hurriedly comforted: "Don't think too much, life is like this!" ”

Ah Huo coughed lightly: "I mean it to you!" ”

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