Chapter 12: Kim Taeyeon's Choice
If there is a woman who has been with you for 6 years, and there is no other person of the opposite sex around her. If you have her in your heart, find a chance and marry her. Because it's hard for you to meet another woman, the same with you for 6 years.
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When Kang Jae-hee came to this small practice room, Kim Tae-yeon was sitting bored in a chair and playing with her phone.
At this stage, Kim Taeyeon has reached a very embarrassing realm. Singing strength has entered a bottleneck period, and it is impossible to improve significantly in a short period of time. She had reached the pinnacle of quantitative change, but she was a little jerky because of her lack of experience. But for girls who are still in the growth period, it is simply impossible to increase the experience with a lot of song practice. This kind of thing that pulls out seedlings and fuels it, Zheng Chunyuan will not do.
For this disciple who he is very optimistic about, Zheng Chunyuan loves him very much. During this time, what Jung Chun-won did the most was to take Kim Tae-yeon with him to enjoy all kinds of music. With the perception and the realm reached, you can achieve qualitative change as a matter of course.
What Kang Jae-hee saw was the scene of Kim Tae-yeon boringly listening to music and playing with her mobile phone.
Since learning that Kang Jae-hee is about to make his debut, the distance that Kim Taeyeon feels that he is about to be shortened has been pulled away again. The girl who has always been very introverted doesn't know many people in this company at all. The big prize of the S.M Youth Selection Conference made her a trainee that the company focused on, but it also made her receive more disregard than kindness from other trainees. Just like in school, it is difficult for top students and ordinary students to play together.
This person who is the only person in the company who can make Kim Taeyeon feel relaxed comes to her, which makes her feel happy. Although he is also very close to Zheng Chunyuan, the teacher is a teacher after all. No matter how good a teacher is with you, you can't get along like a friend. Especially in a country where the concept of hierarchy is very strict.
This small practice room is about one-third the size of an average trainee. It's about the size of a recording studio. It can be seen that S.M Company still values Zheng Chunyuan very much. After all, among the singers in South Korea, this singer can be ranked first. Of course, this is also so that this singer with profound singing skills can teach the company's future artists more attentively.
"Didn't the seniors assign you any tasks?" Seeing that Kim Taeyeon was very laid-back, Kang Jae-hee asked.
"The teacher said that what I need most now is not practice, but to increase my knowledge." Kim Tae-yeon's talent has allowed her to reach a very high level of singing in a short period of time. But the rapid growth of strength also makes her shortcomings obvious. Just like a tree, the main trunk grows very quickly and very tall, but the root system is unstable and the branches are almost non-existent. What Kim Taeyeon has to do now is to make the roots deeper and the branches grow more.
"Isn't this the same task that my teacher gave me?" Kang Jae-hee has experienced much more trouble than Kim Tae-yeon. Different countries, different categories of music.
"It's not as exaggerated as you, I just need to listen to the songs of other singers in China." became a trainee, and Kang Jae-hee said to Kim Taeyeon that some titles were about to be changed. In the past, you could call these singers by their names, but now you have to add honorific titles. Some small details are overlooked 99 times, but as long as you care about it once, it's your fault. So Kim Taeyeon also kept these words in mind.
"How are these days? Are you still used to it here? Kang Jae-hee has also been busy these days, so he hasn't paid much attention to Kim Taeyeon, and after going back, the two rarely talk about things in the company. What's more, it's about each of them doing their own thing.
Kang Jae-hee rarely says these words of concern, there is really something wrong, and I believe that Kim Taeyeon will definitely say it to himself. And if it's okay and you keep asking, the other party will be annoyed.
"Fortunately, the teacher not only taught me, but also taught other trainees in the company, and I have seen Zheng Xiuyan's predecessors a few times, but I have never had the opportunity to say hello." After each class, Jung Soon-won would always call out to Kim Taeyeon and ask if she understood what she was saying. Although Kim Taeyeon was very touched by this kind of concern, it also made her miss the opportunity to meet other people. Think about how other students feel when the teacher always talks to a good student at the end of a class at school.
"There's always going to be a chance." Since Choi so-young's refusal last time, Kang Jae-hee no longer intends to familiarize several girls in advance through himself. Being too deliberate made him worry that he would ruin the original rhythm. It's actually not bad now, and every time we meet, we say hello. It's just that you haven't integrated into that small group.
"What is this?" From the moment Kang Jae-hee came in, Kim Tae-yeon found a wad of paper in his hand.
"Oh, this is the script of the TV series, Kenzie senior asked me to read it too, saying that I understand what the TV series wants to express, so I can make the osT that best fits the plot." Kang Jae-hee raised the script in his hand and let Kim Taeyeon see the words on the cover. However, he didn't show Kim Tae-yeon the contents. This TV series is super tear gas, so it's better to wait for the TV series to be broadcast, so that she can watch the picture better. If you read the script in advance, it will affect your mood at that time.
"Speaking of which, I'm really not used to it here." Looking up at the surroundings, Kim Taeyeon said with a slight sigh, Xiao Se's tone did not match her immature face at all.
"It must have been like this at first, just arriving in an unfamiliar environment." Actually, Kang Jae-hee doesn't like it here. It's just that he is a man, and although the relationship between women warms up the most quickly, occasional individuals are the fastest, but generally speaking, boys go from strange to familiar with each other much faster than girls.
"It's a bit like entering a new class, but it's much more serious than studying." Although it wasn't for a long time, Kim Taeyeon felt that she had bowed more times in the past few days than in previous decades. Anyway, she's a newcomer, so it's right to bow when she sees someone. This is not a very large company, with trainees and staff, there must be more than 100 numbers. But the problem is that it's not enough to bow to a person once a day.
More often than not, Kim Tae-yeon prefers to stay in this small practice room.
"That's why I took you to meet my friend, but unfortunately, it didn't work out very well." Kang Jae-hee smiled helplessly. He wanted to give Kim Taeyeon a slightly more relaxed practice environment, but unfortunately......
"That's nothing, even if I know those friends of yours, I can't be with them every day." Kim Tae-yeon understands Kang Jae-hee's distress very well.
With her legs straight and her head thrown back, Kim Taeyeon shook back and forth in her chair.
"It's better when you're a kid, you don't have to think about it so much. At that time, there were also red envelopes for big gifts. The somewhat embarrassed expression made Jiang Jae-hee feel very distressed. Although being a trainee is now a fact, Kang Jae-hee doesn't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing for Kim Taeyeon.
Maybe for fans of future girls' generation, girls' generation is incomplete without Kim Taeyeon, so it's a good thing that Kim Taeyeon joined S.M company as a trainee.
But the glamorous back is always covered with scars, and even if Kim Taeyeon is lucky to have a teacher who cares about her very much, it only makes her practice career a little easier. This has not yet started learning dance. For Kim Taeyeon, who has almost zero dance foundation, if she wants to catch up with the level of several other girls, it will take double the effort.
For that stage, even if it is not the lead dance, the dance that should be danced is not less than others, and the difference is just a different part of the stage.
Although it is said that the girl who is a childhood sweetheart, the image of the captain of the future heavenly group has coincided. But when I think about the hard training I have done for my debut for more than 3 years, and the busier schedule and more rigorous training after my debut. At least Kang Jae-hee himself, it is difficult to do that.
"If, I mean if, you're going to be the captain of the best team in Asia, but at the cost of very, very hard training, a trip with little to no rest, a scarred body, and no ** life. In other words, an ordinary girl who has no injuries, is very free, and is not very tired, and can live happily. Which will you choose? Kang Jae-hee suddenly wanted to know the answer.
"Am I going to be a big star? Is it big, big? Hahaha. Kim Tae-yeon smiled and leaned back.
After thinking about it for a while, Kim Taeyeon said, "If I become a big star, then don't you want to become a world star?" You've been better than me since you were a child. ”
Turning her head to look out the window, Kim Taeyeon continued: "Whether it's a celebrity or an ordinary person, I don't really care. I learned to sing because I love to sing. But I joined S.M because you're here. ”
"Like I said before, it's just that the order has to be reversed, because I know you're going to be a big star, that's why I'm going to be a big star. As for whether it's hard or not, it's actually hard, isn't it? Sometimes when I wake up at night, I see that the light in your room is still on. I'm writing a song, I know, I just didn't ask. It's like you never ask me if it's hard or not. ”
"So what if I can't be a big star? If I fail in my debut, I'm just an ordinary person? Which will you choose? Kang Jae-hee asked.
"In that case...... I'm going to be a big star and make money to support you? Kim Taeyeon smiled. If you are really an ordinary person, then I should be an ordinary person. ”
"But there will be many people who like to be a star, wear the most beautiful clothes, eat the best food, go to the most beautiful cities, and live in the most luxurious hotels."
Kim Taeyeon glanced at Kang Jae-hee, then moved her gaze downward, looked at the ground, and said softly: "What's the use of having so many people like it, it's enough to have one person who likes it." ”
Kang Jae-hee stopped talking. There are some things you don't have to ask, because if you don't ask, you already know. Some people don't have to wait either, because they never leave.
Gently grabbed Kim Tae-yeon's little hand and placed it on her lap. Maybe it's accident, or maybe it's inevitable. The first girl Kang Jae-hee met when he came here and left a mark on her heart was Kim Tae-yeon. There are thousands of women in this world, and Kim Taeyeon may not be the most beautiful, maybe not the best, but she is the most suitable for him. Maybe there will be a more suitable person in the future, but there is no opportunity and no place for it. After 6 years of getting along, Kang Jae-hee watched this girl go from innocence to her current cardamom years.
Neither of them thought that even if they lived together every day, they would get along very naturally, but they would suddenly make the atmosphere beautiful in the company.
Kang Jae-hee didn't know what to do when he grabbed Kim Taeyeon's hand and didn't know what to do, so he was reluctant to let go, but he didn't feel good about holding him all the time. Quietly glanced at Kim Taeyeon with her peripheral vision, and was sitting there with her head bowed quietly, but the reddened ears also showed that her heart was not calm.
In this dilemma, the door to the practice room suddenly opened.
"Taeyeon, the_one senior is not in the company, are you bored alone?"