It's a long and painful waiting process. Although I couldn't write at all, I still tried to stay in my room as much as I could. Because I was afraid that my father would see through my anxiety and worry.

The next evening, I finally received a text message from my wife, saying that the results were out and that it was malignant. Although I have been mentally prepared, because there is still a trace of luck in my heart, the moment I saw the text message, I felt that my head "boomed", and the whole person completely fell into a state of almost static. It took a long time to come back to my senses.

After quickly adjusting and feeling as usual, he walked out of the room. Forced smiles. "Baby, didn't you say you wanted to go out? Let's go, Daddy will go with you. ”

"No, I want my grandmother to go with me!"

"Well, grandma wants to accompany grandpa!" I held out my right hand as I spoke.

Small children, easy to coax. After listening to me, he jumped up and took my hand and went out happily.

In our community, we found a relatively safe place far away from the main road, and told the baby to "play by myself for a while, don't run far", and then quickly called my sister.

"Sister, the result is out, it's malignant!" I'll get straight to the point.

After hearing this, my sister estimated that her mood also sank to the bottom all of a sudden, and she was stunned for a long time. "Let's go to Nanjing, right?"

Although the tone was a little hesitant, I could hear the anxiety in my sister's heart. "I'm just afraid that my father won't go." I replied with some reluctance.

"No matter what, we said everything was ready, even the car was found. I don't believe it, Dad will insist on not going! "My sister's attitude is very resolute.

"You underestimated Dad's stubbornness!" I didn't want to hit my sister, I just wanted her to be prepared in advance, "It's okay to give it a try." You call a car and come here. It must be remembered that the fax was not sent, but the checked pictures were sent from the Internet. We can't tell from the pictures whether it's benign or malignant. Don't show the slightest flaw. I reminded with some trepidation.

"Okay, don't worry, I know!" After saying that, my sister immediately hung up the phone, probably looking for a car.

Immediately after, I called my wife again and solemnly unified my voice with her. After thinking about it a few times and thinking that there would be no more flaws, I went home with my baby, who was having a good time.

My father was watching TV in the living room when he saw me and my baby coming back, and asked a little puzzled, "So early!" Why don't you play a little longer? ”

After I sent the baby to watch TV by himself, I replied in as calm a tone as possible: "So-and-so (wife's name) called me and said that the results have come out." ”

The father was obviously stunned for a moment, although he quickly returned to normal, but the trembling in his tone was very obvious. "How did it turn out?"

"Don't know?" In order not to show my stuffing, I tried my best to keep my emotions stable.

"Isn't the result out! How could it not be known? The father asked dissatisfied.

"Because the fax could not be sent, Tongxiang sent the most important pictures of the inspection results from the Internet. So-and-so (wife's name) said that she couldn't read the pictures very well, so she couldn't tell whether they were benign or malignant. I patiently explained.

It can be seen that my father's hanging heart was temporarily put down again, and he didn't ask any more questions, and continued to watch TV. It's just that the father's spirit seems to be in a trance. The results are about to be revealed, and at this moment, the tension in my father's heart can be imagined.

It's finally been fooled! I breathed a sigh of relief and hurried to my room. Because, I was afraid that I would accidentally show my flaws in front of my father.

It didn't take long for there to be a knock on the door, and I knew it was my sister coming. Hurry up and open the door.

My father was noticeably slower to move, and although he was closer to them and had the intention of getting up, he eventually fell behind me. Seeing his sister's arrival, his father asked with some confusion, "Why are you here?" ”

"Dad, I'll pick you up and take you to Nanjing!" My sister said straight to the point.

"What are you doing in Nanjing?" The father's tone was a little displeased.

"The results have come out, take them to the doctor in Nanjing." My sister replied.

"Why do you want to see a doctor in Nanjing? Won't the doctors at the Municipal People's Hospital see it? ”

"It's different, the level of Nanjing University Hospital must be higher." After my reminder, my sister was mentally prepared for a long time, so she persevered very patiently.

"I don't know what the situation is yet? There may be no need for surgery at all, but taking a step back, even if it is to be operated, such a minor operation, the Municipal People's Hospital does not say that it cannot be done. Why do you have to go to Nanjing to spend all that blind money? Although my father was reclining on the sofa, his words were very sonorous.

"Dad, I've already called the car. You just go for it, right? My sister said pleadingly.

"Get the car back!" The father replied without hesitation.

"Dad, I also think it's safer to go to Nanjing. Don't worry about money, my sister and I will figure it out. I've got all the bank cards with me......"

"You don't have to say any more!" My father decisively interrupted me, "It's still the same sentence, if the Municipal People's Hospital refuses to do anything about it, otherwise I won't go anywhere!" ”

Seeing my father's unusually resolute attitude, my sister and I could only look at each other helplessly and smile bitterly. I don't know what my sister thinks, but at least at that time, I insisted on the idea of "not revealing the truth to my father". In the end, my sister didn't insist either.

My sister and I made an appointment to go to the Municipal People's Hospital early tomorrow morning, and then left in a hurry. Because, the called car is still waiting downstairs.

It didn't take long for my sister to call and say that there was a friend in the Municipal People's Hospital, and she would contact her immediately, and I was asked not to worry about this problem.

In the past two days, I noticed that my father seemed to be a little sluggish, so I asked him if he was feeling any discomfort. My father said that in addition to the burning pain in his throat when swallowing, his legs were also a little swollen. The father rolled up the trouser leg and pressed it down with his hand, and a pit appeared on the calf that could not be dissipated for a long time. I'm not a doctor, but I have a vague feeling that this doesn't seem to be a good sign.

I found a gap that my father couldn't hear, and I called my wife's cousin. My cousin said that the appearance of edema generally indicates that the cancer has reached a very serious level. When I heard this, I felt like my spirit was almost broken. I asked again about the cause of the edema. The cousin said that it was caused by the low protein in the human body.