Chapter 462: Knowing that lovesickness is bitter
[Ran^Text^Library] Chapter 462 [Knowing Lovesickness]
"Xiaoxue, listen to me..."Seeing Murong Xue suddenly turn her head away, Xingying hurriedly grabbed Murong Xue's shoulders and eagerly wanted to explain.
"I don't listen....I don't listen.... I don't want to hear anything. You let me go, get out of here immediately, I don't want to see you again....! Murong Xue shook off the hands of the torture eagle and said angrily.
Seeing that Miss Murong Xue's temper suddenly came up, Xingying had no choice but to soften, and then began a gentle offensive with a bitter mouth, and carried out a gentle language offensive against Murong Xue.
The two were at a stalemate like this, Xing Ying spoke softly, and said sweet words to Murong Xue with a gentle expression, while Murong Xue was still ignoring Xing Ying with an angry face, but she had already felt a burst of warmth in her heart.
After a long time, Murong Xue's emotions finally calmed down, but she resolutely decided not to leave Xianbei Secret Land with Xingying, and she still never changed it, which made Xingying really have no choice at all.
Just when Xingying was depressed for a while, and he really couldn't think of any reason to persuade Murong Xue to leave the Xianbei Secret Land with him and go to the outside world, Murong Xue turned his head and looked at Xingying with a solemn face, a look of eager eagerness flashed in his eyes, and he asked Xingying word by word: "Xingying, have you ever liked me?" ”
While asking these words, Murong Xue's body trembled involuntarily.
Obviously, this sentence was hidden in her heart and she had always wanted to ask Xingying.
This question is also what she wants to ask Xingying the most.
In her heart, the answer she wants to know most is Xingying, has she ever liked her?
Xingying chose to come to see her before leaving Xianbei Secret Land, was it because of the guilt he felt for her? Or do you really like her in your heart and can't bear her? That's why I chose to come to see her, wanting to take her out of Xianbei Secret Land and go to the outside world.
This question in Murong Xue's heart, Xingying's answer, will completely determine whether she will really choose to leave the Xianbei Secret Land with Xingying, leaving the place where she has lived for more than ten years.
And Murong Xue didn't want to leave Xianbei Secret Land with Xingying, on the one hand, in addition to Xingying already having a wife, and there was more than one, she didn't know how she should face Xingying's 'those' wives after going to the outside world with Xingying.
On the other hand, in Xingying's heart, whether it was because he liked her and was reluctant to take her away from Xianbei Secret Land, or because she had become Xingying's woman, and Xingying chose to take her out of Xianbei Secret Land because of his guilt for her.
This kind of psychology is sometimes really difficult for men to understand.
Since you are in love with me, and we are already husband and wife, in this case, I have decided to take you away with me, go to the outside world, and live with you, shouldn't you feel happy? Why are you still reluctant to leave with me?
This is what men think.
But for women, in their hearts, they don't think like this at all.
What a woman thinks and cares about in her heart, in addition to the relationship between the two, decides whether she wants to be with a man, and after being with a man, she can feel at ease and be down-to-earth, definitely whether this man has her in his heart? Do you like her?
This is completely incomprehensible to men.
But for women, it is an extremely important thing.
Looking at the longing that flashed in Murong Xue's eyes, Xing Ying's heart was completely touched at this moment.
He slowly stretched out his hand and stroked Murong Xue's cheek, word by word, and said solemnly to Murong Xue: "Xiaoxue, listen well, my Xingying didn't choose to come to see you because I felt guilty about you, so I chose to take you away from the Xianbei Secret Land together." I, Xingying, are reluctant to give up on you, so I chose to see you and take you out of here. ”
"I, Xingying, am because I like you, so I decided to take you out of here to live in the outside world and live with me. Xiaoxue, do you....understand? ”
Xingying spoke word by word, and a persistent light had already flashed in his eyes.
In the heart of the torture eagle, I don't know when? has already had an indescribable and indescribable affection for Murong Xue.
He didn't know when the emotion for Murong Xue in his heart arose? But he knows very clearly that this feeling in his heart is sincere and indelible.
At this moment, Xingying had already changed from being unfamiliar with Murong Xue in front of him to being familiar with it.
also learned from Murong Yuxin's mouth that what Murong Xue did was completely to protect the safety of herself and her father, and after hearing Murong Xue say something to herself just now that touched her heart, Xingying gradually became profound towards Murong Xue, a woman, and no more... Hard to forget.
If it is said that Xingying decided to come to see Murong Xue before, and was ready to take Murong Xue to leave the Xianbei secret place and live in the outside world, it was out of reluctance and attachment in his heart, then at this moment, after meeting Murong Xue, they talked with each other for a long time, and after seeing Murong Xue's expression touched because of him, and personally feeling Murong Xue's feelings for him, the obsession in Xingying's heart completely became a fetter.
One copy belongs only to Murong Xue, and the fetters engraved with Murong Xue's name are engraved!
"Really?" Listening to Xingying's solemn and affectionate words to himself, "I, Xingying, am because I like you, so I decided to take you out of here to live in the outside world and live with me." Xiaoxue, you....got it! After that, Murong Xue's mind was instantly confused!
In her heart, she has been longing for Xingying to say this to her, and she has been longing for a long time, although she has not known Xingying for a long time, but in her heart, she has been waiting for Xingying to say this to her, and she has been waiting for endless long years!
It was as if in the long years, she had already been in reincarnation, and she had been waiting for Xingying to say this to her, she had always longed to hear it, but she had never heard it, and even thought that she would not hear it at all.
At this moment, Murong Xue's heart, after hearing Xing Ying say this to her with her own ears, instantly fell into a mess.
In the messy state of mind, there are surprises, apprehensions, and sweet feelings of happiness.
After Murong Xue heard Xingying say this to her, her whole person fell into a messy state of mind, she just stared at Xingying standing in front of her stupidly, and she didn't dare to blink her eyes, as if as long as she blinked, the Xingying in front of her would immediately turn into a dream and disappear in front of her eyes.
She was afraid that the warm scene in front of her was just a dream, just a dream as gorgeous as fireworks, but it was a very short dream.
She was afraid that after the warm dream in front of her suddenly woke up, all she was left with was the endless long night, the lonely moonlight in the window, and the empty mandarin duck pillow next to her.........
Xingying, on the other hand, stared at Murong Xue, who was in a mess, and the emotions in his heart also fell into a state of extreme love at this moment.
After a long time, Murong Xue finally came back to her senses from her complicated state of mind, and then nodded heavily at Xingying with a slight smile: "Xingying, I know, with your words, I am satisfied..."
As she spoke, two crystal tears were unconsciously left in the corners of her eyes, and she continued to say to Xing Ying: "With your words, I won't feel lonely in the future." You go back..."
"I've decided not to go out into the world with you."
"The outside world doesn't belong to me, and you, don't belong entirely to me. Only here, only Xianbei Secret Land, only this Forget Worry Pavilion, is completely mine. ”
As she spoke, Wu Zi turned her head to look outside the Forget Worry Pavilion, and a slightly gloomy expression flashed out in her eyes, and she paused before continuing: "You still have unfinished ideals, you still have to continue to chase, and I... If I go to the outside world with you, it will only be a burden to you. So, I decided not to go out into the world with you. ”
Saying that, he turned his head, completely unaware that his face had been soaked with tears, staring at Xingying's face, full of deep affection, and said to Xingying word by word: "Xingying, go back, with what you just said, my heart has been satisfied." In the future, even if I don't have you by my side, I won't feel lonely. Because... Because I know that your heart is mine, and your heart will be concerned about mine, and that....that's enough..."
"As long as you have me in your heart and Xiaoxue's position, even if it is a very humble position, I feel happy."
Speaking of this, Murong Xue suddenly stretched out her slender hands, slowly stretched out in front of Xingying's face, caressed Xingying's face, and said affectionately in her eyes: "Xingying, Xiaoxue... The decision has been made, and you have to respect Xiaoxue's decision. In the future....don't miss in vain because of Xiaoxue, because you miss someone... It's very bitter! ”