It took eighteen months, and this article in honor of my father was finally completed in fits and starts. Actually, for such a long time, I spent most of my time writing. Sometimes, however, I have to stop updating for some special reason. For example, when my father was five or seventh, and on the anniversary of my father's death, I had to put down everything I had in order to worship my father. I remember that in these eighteen months, I experienced a total of two Qingming experiences, and this article happened to be completed on this special day. Of course, I didn't write the last Qingming Festival, but in order to better remember my father, I specially wrote an extra chapter the day before yesterday. I think I'll never forget this special day and this special article. Of course, I will never forget my father's voice and smile. Also, as the only man in the family, I had to bravely take the lead, so in the two Spring Festivals after my father's death, I had a lot of things to do, and I was forced to give up several days of writing work.

For the sake of my father, I have been persevering. Perhaps, in the future, I will continue to write, but not necessarily like now. Perhaps, in the future, I will stop writing and rest for two days without any special reason. Therefore, there is a good chance that this article will become a landmark work in my life.

Originally, I was going to divide this article into three main parts. The first part is the basic chapter, which is what everyone sees now as the "documentary chapter". In this chapter, I faithfully show everything that happened to my father from cancer to death. The second part is the ideal chapter, which is now the "fantasy chapter" that everyone sees. In this chapter, I write about my father from "death" to "life", and finally, in my writing, my father's "soul" goes to another broader space for development. Of course, at this point, I have also decisively ended this article. That is, in my conception, there is also the "third majority" of stillbirth. I named it "Thriller". In the original design concept, I would write myself "dead". Then, after a lot of hardships, I traveled through the vast "ghost realm", and finally came to the more mysterious "underworld" and reunited with my father.

Perhaps, you will find it unlucky to write like this. Actually, not only you, but even my wife sees it the same way. I didn't write for fame or fortune in the first place, so until now I'm still unknown and have never gained even a penny of financial benefit from writing. I can't blame my wife, anyone who sees me spending a lot of time sitting in front of the computer every day and not getting any benefit from it is unlikely to support me. In addition, the content I wrote has always been considered by my wife to be very unlucky and bring bad luck to the people around her, so the opposition has become more and more fierce. If it weren't for my desperate insistence, perhaps this article would have been interrupted for a long time. Thankfully, in the end, everyone took a step back, and I promised not to write such unfortunate articles in the morning, and my wife stopped nagging against it all day. Then I was able to continue writing with relative calm. Although my wife is a bit domineering, and she is so domineering that she seriously interferes with my private space, after all, "one day husband and wife for a hundred days", I can't ignore my wife's psychological feelings at all. That's why I decided not to start the "thriller" in my conception. Because, true affection is actually giving.

For the inseparable "father and son" relationship, I started the creation of "Tears in the Sky" without hesitation; For the sake of family harmony, I decisively ended the "thriller" chapter again. Despite many twists and turns, "Tears in the Sky" was finally completed, and it was the first full-length work I completed in my creative career. I used the greatest perseverance to complete such a monumental article, just to love my father.

In this article, I have invested too many emotions and touched too many sorrows in my heart. Actually, my wife is right, I keep writing like this, which may have limited impact on others, but it is quite detrimental to my own body. In the past two years, I feel that my physical condition is getting worse. Perhaps, as I myself wrote in the article, "the sorrow that is suppressed in the heart is the most hurtful to the body". However, this pent-up sadness is not without its benefits, after all, in the accumulation of this sadness, I have written three poems. Of course, in the eyes of professionals, they are not poetry at all, but in any case, they remember my sad journey. So, for me, they mean a lot! That's why I'm going to present these three crooked poems like treasures (in chronological order).

Tears flowed from the sky to the sky

My father was suffering from cancer and was powerless to save him.

I regarded my father's death as a collapse of the sky, and I burst into tears and wept silently.

The thought was fruitless

The years have passed in the sadness, and I have been unaware of it for more than a year.

Father's voice and appearance are always collected, no matter whether the thoughts are fruitless or not.

Grief for the loss of my father

The father and son are separated by yin and yang, and the sadness and depression are about to break the bowels.

was able to talk to his father in the end, but it turned out to be a dream.

Finally, "Tears in the Sky" is over, and it is really over. Perhaps, I have a loss, maybe, and a lightness in my heart. But, perhaps, I will never be able to shake off the burden of this relationship for the rest of my life. However, I'm a person who has a habit of doing things from the beginning to the end, so after that, I will soon resume the update of "Soul Salvation". However, this novel has been put down for too long and too long, and it may take me a while to re-write it......