Feng Puyu has been outside the door, he naturally can't hear what is said inside, and he can't see the specific situation, but since Gu Fei went in and never came out, he knew that Gu Fei had played a role in Feng Lizhi.

He didn't know whether to be relieved or helpless.

Glancing at the ancient scarlet maid who was also standing at the door, Feng Puyu pondered for a moment, and then shouted to the little maid on the side, "Remember, no one has ever been to Gongzi's courtyard gate today, and Gongzi has been alone in the room all the time!" ”

The little guy was stunned, he also looked at the nightingale, came back to his senses, and immediately nodded in response, "Yes, the little one has been noted." ”

Feng Puyu said it so deliberately, but he wanted to protect Gu Fei's daughter's family name, so as not to spread the news that the two of them were alone and widowed today, which would not be good for anyone.

And in the room with unknown light at this moment, Gu Fei propped up the edge of the bed with her hands, motionless, and let Feng Lizhi hold her legs, which she didn't feel at all.

A long silence spread between the two, creeping through every corner of the room in a vine-weaving gesture.

Gu Fei felt a little dizzy, the rich aroma of wine made her vision suddenly, she shook her head, and rubbed her eyebrows again, knowing that she was smelling too much wine and a sign of being a little drunk.

She hadn't drunk in fifteen years, so she didn't know that she didn't drink so much, but she smelled too much alcohol and felt uncomfortable.

"Lizhi," she couldn't help it, and opened her mouth to call, "Lizhi, open some wooden windows." ”

Xu is finally restrained his emotions, Feng Lizhi's hand loosened, he looked up at Gu Fei, and happened to see her plain white face with a little bit of powder, that little black pupils, like a milk cat, because of the smell of wine and a little mist hazy, not real but charming.

He was stunned, as if he had only discovered for the first time that Gu Fei's eyes were surprisingly good-looking, and he had never noticed it before.

"Lizhi," Gu Fei reached out and rubbed the tip of his small nose. Push him again, "Open a wooden window." ”

"Oh," Feng Lizhi stood up in a daze, and did as he was told. Squeak opened the wooden window, and he came back to his senses, "Ah Fei, why are you here?" ”

Like, that's when he woke up.

Gu Fei turned his head to look at him. The wooden window opened, and a bright light came in, shining on Feng Li's body, folding out from behind him, with a backlight, gilding his long figure with a soft point of light.

"I heard that you haven't been out of the room for a few days, so I'll come and take a look." Gu Fei's tone is not undulating.

Feng Lizhi was a little uncomfortable by those black and white eyes, he was disheveled and disheveled, he was already rude, and he was still in front of a girl like Gu Fei. And he hugged other people's legs like he was out of shape just now, and he felt embarrassed.

"Ahem," coughed lightly, he turned his gaze sideways and turned his face, not looking at Gu Fei, "There's nothing to see, you go back, don't come over if you have nothing to do in the future." ”

Gu Fei found out that he hadn't seen him for a few days, and he was as handsome as a beautiful jade. This will be a hard jaw covered with gray stubble, coupled with his crumpled mid-coat, it is indeed a bit embarrassing.

She pursed her lips, not noticing the details. said straightly, "Why can't I come, Mo Geyi is targeting the Feng family like that, it's all because you and I are friends, and he also makes extremely rude requests to you, this matter." I can't just sit idly by, and I have to pay the same price for Mo Geyi. ”

In the end, Gu Fei's tone was already obedient, and she had always avoided her ruthless side from being seen by others, but this time, she couldn't bear it.

Sure enough, Feng Lizhi was slightly surprised by Gu Fei's resentful look, but it was only for a moment, and he didn't care.

He walked to the shelf next to the bed, casually put on a neat coat, walked away a few steps, sat down at the table and said to Gu Fei, "Ah Fei, you and I know very well, even if it is not because of you, Mo Geyi came to Yizhou this time to covet the Feng family's hammering method, and seeing you, it is just a matter of effortless incident." “

Gu Scarlet's pink lips moved, what else did she want to say, but who knows, one of the Fengli waved his hand to stop her.

He continued, "Before, you said that what you want and want in the future is as far as your vision can see, and it is yours, and I will be thinking about what I want in the more than 20 years since I was gifted. ”

"I'm not afraid of your jokes, Ah Fei, I really don't know what I want," he said, his face showed bitterness, "I always thought that ink making and ink pills were all I had, and every heir of the Feng family came over like this, but Ah Fei, this was arranged by my predecessors when I was not born, and I didn't choose it, and I didn't give me a chance to choose......"

"The ink fight with Mo Geyi is just a medicine introduction for all this, in a sense, I can't make ink, so I have an excuse to ignore the responsibility of the Feng family......"

"I know this is a sign of cowardice, but Ah Fei, I really want to, I really want to go back to the path I chose, even if it is ten years, twenty years, or just three or five years, once in all, I feel no regrets."

The more Feng Lizhi talked about the novel, and when he got to the back, he picked up the wine jug again and drank it in a big gulp.

"Is this very disgusting, I spurn myself, I am a bad seed, I know that there is only one seedling in the family, and my grandfather is old, but I am still so selfish, how can I be worthy of being a descendant of the Feng family."

As he spoke, he himself became incoherent, without discipline, and whatever came to mind.

Gu Fei's face was expressionless, and the dark shadow of the mosquito net fell on her face, covering most of her face, so that people couldn't see anything clearly.

She can't speculate on the idea of sealing the gift with her own mind, and of course she can't say that what she said is right or wrong.

It's just a choice, and where is it about right and wrong, he wants to live the life he chooses, this is not wrong, but the current situation of the Feng family, but he is not allowed to do this at all, if the heirs are prosperous, it is good to say, but the partial birth of the Feng family is a single line, which means that one day the bloodline will be cut off accidentally, so he can't take the slightest risk.

On the one hand, it is the teaching of the Feng family, on the other hand, there is a strong desire of the self, when the two contradict, Feng Lizhi has no choice, so he falls into the self-spurning and exile, drunk and dreaming of death, and does not want to wake up.

If Gu Fei wants to say, when she is faced with such a situation, she naturally won't think too much like Feng Lizhi, once people live, there are always too many responsibilities that they don't want to do but have to do. She had already understood this truth.

She doesn't want to live and fly with Yueqingbo, make ink, raise some fish, and dig a few vegetable beds. Having a few children, such a carefree day everyone wants.

But in fact, the revenge has not been avenged, the father and mother died tragically, and the life and death of the brother are uncertain. There are also Mo family brothers and sisters who want her to go to hell all the time, even if she doesn't care, some people are unwilling to let her go.

She doesn't want to be bullied anymore, so naturally she is only more vicious than anyone else.

And the gift, he has been living a smooth life since he came, he doesn't even know that the livelihood of ordinary people is difficult, and it is natural to have such pain now.

"Lizhi, I won't advise you anything," Gu Fei said thoughtfully, and she reached out to pull her broken hair behind her sideburns. "If you want to do it, then do it, don't regret it in the future, and the Feng family, I privately think that if you can marry as soon as possible and give birth to an heir for the family first, that is the best solution."

Who wants to seal the salute When he heard it, he kept shaking his head, "Ah Fei." To tell you the truth, I haven't received a connecting room so far, let alone a man or a woman. ”

Hearing this, Gu Fei frowned. It seems that it is difficult for her to imagine that a man in his twenties like Feng Lizhi has never done such a thing, you need to know that in Dayin, many men of this age do not talk about the number of wives and concubines. But those who have children under their knees are the majority.

Feng Lizhi turned his head and looked at Gu Fei with dark eyes, with a strange temperature in his eyes, and he couldn't explain it.

Gu Fei raised her eyebrows, she probably knew what Feng Lizhi was thinking, "Don't pull it on me." ”

Hearing this, Feng Lizhi smiled, he groped his chin, and said regretfully, "Ah Fei, you and I have known each other for so long, why aren't they a little different like the men and women next to me...... What kind of ......?"

He's a little embarrassed to say it himself.

Gu Fei sneered, and seeing that he was fine, he jokingly said, "In most of our last lives, we were righteous brothers or righteous Jinlan, so in this life, there is still no way to get married." ”

Since a long time ago, Ku Ma mentioned in her ear that a man with such a character as Feng Lizhi is good, and the style of sealing the family is also strict, I heard that only wives can be married and no concubines can be had, so the heirs have always been thin.

Such a family background, although it is not as good as Yue Qingbo, but if you want to choose two people, although Gu Fei does not have that idea, she has to admit that Feng Lizhi is much better than Yue Qingbo.

Feng Lizhi laughed at Gu Fei's statement, the depressed mood just now was a little better, he pondered for a moment, the smile on his face gradually cooled, and he said after a while, "Ah Fei, I've thought about it in the past few days, after I don't make ink, I'll go to the battlefield." ”

"Fight on the battlefield!"

Hearing this, Gu Fei was shocked, she almost fell off the edge of the bed, "What did you say?" ”

Feng Li's eyes looked at her without blinking, and repeated word by word, "I'm going to fight on the battlefield!" ”

"Are you crazy?" Gu Fei lost his temper, and his voice was raised by a syllable, with a sharp disbelief.

In her impression, although Feng Lizhi is not as weak as You Hu, he is not much better, and he can't protect his body with his fists, and he goes to the battlefield, which is no different from looking for death.

Feng Lizhi shook his head disapprovingly, his eyebrows were solemn and serious, "I'm not crazy, I was born as a man, I don't have to be responsible for the family, since they are all wanton and reckless, how can I not go through the battlefield." ”

Gu Fei looked at him, almost into the depths of his eyes, for a long time, she was speechless, from Feng Lizhi's eyes, she saw the unswerving firmness, knowing that no matter how to persuade her, it was useless.

She covered her face with her hands, she couldn't help herself, she didn't want Feng Lizhi to see the sadness on her face.

The world is difficult, the three kingdoms of Dayin, Yunli, and Southern Qi have stood side by side for many years, with wars and conscriptions every year, and the white bones are hidden in the wilderness, and no one is buried.

She couldn't help but wonder that in many years, she would not have any news of the gift, and that when she passed through a certain place, she might not know which of the bones was his.

It's just that she doesn't recognize him anymore, and he doesn't recognize him.

"Rite ......" Gu Fei wanted to say, thinking about Feng Lao, but she couldn't say this, she swallowed it quietly, and spit it out lightly, "If you die on the battlefield, this Feng family will be completely finished." (To be continued.) (To be continued.) )

PS: The last tail has been modified.

There are so many things on ~~~~~~~~~~~ hands that it really makes people sleep happily......