Chapter 617: Memory Fragments

Of course, as a party concerned, of course Zhang Lang would not know that Zhang Da was a talented man who was suspected of his character.

"Wait, how does the name Zhang Dacai feel inexplicably familiar?"

Zhang Lang was thinking about the countermeasures for Zhang Yan's condition, and on the other hand, he was thinking about the things that suddenly popped up in his mind.

This name didn't come out of nowhere, but suddenly came out of a flash of inspiration in my head.

When he was analyzing Zhang Yan just now, he had been analyzing it with a disease-free moan, or a typical "tsundere" or something like that.

Such a thing can be regarded as Zhang Yan's nickname.

Then Zhang Lang wondered, did he have any nicknames before?

Therefore, the four big words "Zhang Dacaizi" suddenly came into my mind.

It was different from what the doctor described when I was discharged from the hospital.

When I woke up in my memory, I didn't have a very painful situation, nor did I have a situation similar to a splitting headache.

What is the matter with this Zhang Dacai?

So for a while, Zhang Lang didn't notice that Zhang Yan had already asked himself.

He was now more focused on the memories that came to his mind.

That's right, according to Zhang Lang's words, what is more important is not Zhang Yan's life, but his own memory.

It's not that life isn't important.

On the contrary, Zhang Lang feels that human life is actually the most precious thing in life, and it is also the most precious thing in the world.

The reason why Zhang Lang didn't feel that Zhang Yan's life was more important than his own affairs.

First, it is because Zhang Yan is an outsider after all, but he just met today.

The reason why Zhang Lang spent so much effort and wasted so much time today is that he wasted so much saliva to reason with Zhang Yan.

Even Zhang Lang has already arranged a game, that is, after Zhang Yan collapsed three times in a row, he exercised his ability to resist blows to consolidate Zhang Yan's mental illness.

But now, when Zhang Lang found that something else appeared in his mind, he changed his mind in an instant.

He wants to focus on his own business.

According to common sense, Zhang Lang is actually the kind of person who is very self-centered.

If it is said that who is the most important in this world, then Zhang Lang will answer without hesitation, "The most important person, the first is Su Musha, and the second is me Zhang Lang." ”

"Other than that, it's not up to me to decide whether the rest of the people live or die."

Zhang Lang believes that if he happens to encounter it and happens to be within his ability, then he will interfere in some things, and if he can't "do what he can", then he will not help.

After all, there are thousands of people in China, and every one of them has their own difficulties, and every family has a scripture that is difficult for every family to read.

Zhang Lang is not a saint, nor is he a great sage like Confucius and Laozi.

He couldn't have managed so many things.

After all, in this world, it is actually a very difficult thing to live well.

As a result, what Zhang Lang is more concerned about now is actually his own memory.

This memory came from a very strange one.

According to common sense, it's just a fragment of memory.

But why do I usually try so hard to recall the things before the amnesia, but I just can't remember anything, but today is just a flash of inspiration, and I remember something?

After Zhang Lang reasoned, he found that it might be related to Zhang Yan's matter.

After all, if it weren't for the fact that he happened to meet Zhang Yanwei's feet today, and his spirit had a mental breakdown, then the "Zhenggu Neijing" in Zhang Lang's memory, as well as some other small memories, would not have come out.

If it weren't for the fact that there were some memories connected to Zhang Lang's books on psychological counseling and psychotherapy, then today's Zhang Lang would not be so easy when treating Zhang Yan.

After all, a person's heart is quite complex.

What's more, a thousand people actually have a thousand different hearts.

Everyone's situation will definitely not be the same as the previous one.

Because of this, psychotherapy is actually quite difficult.

But without knowing Zhang Yan at all, Zhang Lang was still able to use the charm of words to diagnose and treat her, thanks to the fragments of memory.

Those fragments are a good integration of the psychological books that Zhang Lang read during his hospitalization.

Let Zhang Lang have a feeling of integration and inclusiveness.

If it weren't for this, I would never have dared to make a 100% package ticket to treat Zhang Yan, and I would definitely call the people in the hospital directly and take Zhang Yan to the Nervous Neuropathy Hospital.

That's the best place to treat mental convenience diseases.

But the reason why Zhang Lang was confident was that in his mind, in addition to some memory fragments about this convenience, there was nothing to be left behind.

However, there are still many strange things about these memories.

For example, when I remember all these psychological medical memories that I know well, I can't remember anything.

It's like you know how to do a math problem, but you don't really understand how it works and why you do it.

It's as if you understand what you mean, but you can't express it.

That's how Zhang Lang feels.

But since the memory fragment of this "Zhang Dacai" appeared, everything has been different.

Even, in this memory, Zhang Lang produced that familiar feeling on his face.

It's like I used to really call it that way.

However, after Zhang Lang carefully recalled it from his mind, he found that this memory was like this, and there was nothing else he could dig up.

In this memory, I found that in addition to the four words "Zhang Dacaizi", there was no word for it.

That is to say, in fact, there are no other words in my memory......

This memory is just a fragment!

Oh my God, what a place to cheat, Zhang Lang was silent for so long, thinking about this question.

However, in Zhang Lang's view, this is not a meaningless thing.

At least, if you take this memory and ask Angel, Angel may give her the answer.

After all, she has always been the only girl who accompanied her after her car accident.

As for the people I knew before, who they were, or what happened to them, although it is also important, at least at this stage, I can't meet them, and I can't talk to them as before.

However, Angel must know these things.

But if she and Angel asked about these things, would she tell herself?

Zhang Lang didn't know, because, since Zhang Lang had been losing his memory, it seemed that Angel had never told herself about what kind of person Zhang Lang was before, or what other relatives Zhang Lang had, such as parents, brother, sister, brother, sister, etc.

It's as if in this world, only Angel is his relative.

Of course, maybe Angel didn't tell herself that there was another possibility.

I don't have relatives like my parents, brother, sister, brother, sister, etc.

And Angel may be one of the few relatives in this world.

It's a pretty scary ending.

Although it is said that he has been living with Angel, Zhang Lang has not experienced anything lonely, or something similar to an orphan.

But in his heart, he is actually terrible and lonely.

He has always believed that man is actually a social animal, and he cannot go out alone and go to live in the mountains and old forests by himself.

In that case, people are not human beings, but are no different from ordinary animals.

"Zhang Lang!" Su Musha saw Zhang Lang's face, his expression was cloudy, as if he had thought of something terrible, and hurriedly reminded him.

It's not just Zhang Yan who is very important, Zhang Lang is actually a very important person.

Zhang Yan is an employee of Su Musha's current company, and in Miss Su's opinion, Zhang Lang is undoubtedly an employee in her company ten years later.

"Huh? What's wrong, what's going on? Zhang Lang suddenly came out of his self-memory and broke out in a cold sweat.

"You ......" Of course, Su Musha was very curious about what happened to Zhang Lang, but at this stage, it was definitely not a good time to ask this.

So she hurriedly diverted the topic: "Zhang Yan just asked you by a question, but you seem to be already outside the fugue." ”

Well, Su Musha admits that his level of leading the topic is very bad.

Zhang Yan did ask a question just now, but this question seemed quite stupid to her, she actually asked Zhang Lang what other good way to commit suicide!

"Uh, what's the problem, Miss Zhang Yan." After Zhang Lang listened to Su Musha's words, he calmed down.

Remembering this kind of thing, if you can recall it, you can recall it, but if you can't recall it, in Zhang Lang's opinion, although it is a pity, it is not such a very necessary thing.

Now that I have Angel, the people in the past are equivalent to saying that fate is over.

Well, his heart is still quite unwilling.

Zhang Yan bit her lip, she really couldn't understand why this person named Zhang Lang was so wise before, but now he has become as ordinary as a child.

"I do have a problem, you told me earlier that there is a good way to kill yourself, I don't know what it is, I want to know." Zhang Yan said.

Zhang Yan didn't know whether she was enlightening Zhang Lang or Zhang Lang was enlightening herself.

Anyway, the two of them seem to have some sympathy for each other now.

"Ah, this, it's very simple, with cyanide/potassium." Zhang Lang said in surprise.

"......" Zhang Yan looked at Zhang Lang's eyes, a little embarrassed, how Zhang Lang's eyes looked at himself as if he was looking at an idiot.

Cyanide/potassium, what is this thing?