Chapter 615: Is It Really Separated?
Chu Yien put down his words and went upstairs.
Yang Fan doesn't like the things in the bloody drama the most, things that can be explained in a few words, but he has to drag on dozens of episodes, so he immediately catches up and pulls Chu Yien.
"What for?" Chu Yien said coldly.
Yang Fan's voice was low, and his emotions were obviously not very good: "What did you mean by what you said just now?" ”
"Is there a problem with my expression, or is there a problem with your hearing?" Chu Yien paused and then said, "What do you not understand? ”
"Let's talk," Yang Fan said, "Let's have a good chat, I don't know why you are suddenly so ruthless, you have to give me a reason." ”
"No need!" Chu Yien once again shook off Yang Fan's hand.
Yang Fan took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to quarrel with you at this time, I'm afraid that my uncle and aunt will be worried, so let's talk calmly, if there is anything, you can tell me, and I will do my best to solve it." ”
Chu Yien just glanced at Yang Fan, did not speak, and went upstairs by himself.
Yang Fan gritted his teeth, endured his anger, walked behind Chu Yien, picked up Chu Yien from behind, and said, "Aunt Chen is pregnant now and about to give birth, do you want to alarm her?" ”
Chu Yien's face was cold, and he endured it and didn't speak.
Yang Fan carried Chu Yien into his room, put it on the bed, and then found a stool and sat in front of Chu Yien.
"Can we talk now?" Yang Fan said: "Why such a sudden change! ”
"I just figured it out!" Chu Ian said.
Yang Fan smiled and said, "Do you think I will accept this reason?" You and I are both smart people, if you have anything to say, just say it, maybe it can be solved, and I won't give up if it's not clear now. ”
Chu Yien was silent for a moment and said, "Okay, let me ask you, do you dare to promise that you will marry me now?" ”
Yang Fan was stunned, he really couldn't, so he was embarrassed and didn't know how to speak.
"You're silent too, aren't you?" Chu Yien said: "Who am I, Chu Yin, you can't marry me, do you think I will be a little with you?" Or will you still marry me and let Su Wan'er be a little one? Wang Yuyan is right, maybe Li Yun'er can accept being small, but Su Wan'er and her Wang Yuyan won't accept it! ”
Yang Fan was speechless, these things had also bothered her for a long time, and he didn't know how to solve them at all.
"I, Chu Yien, the eldest lady of the Chu family, have my own dignity and the dignity of the Chu family!" Chu Yien said coldly: "Even if I can tolerate the existence of other people, but I can't be someone else, I must be the famous one, you know?" If we don't separate now, it will be deeper in the future, what do you want me to do, you bastard! ”
Yang Fan looked at Chu Yien, and suddenly understood the pressure and pain in her heart, and the identity of the eldest lady of the Chu family was also a big stumbling block for her. Her heart was also extremely painful, struggling to escape the shackles of her heart.
"Ian, I'm ......" Yang Fan really didn't know what to say.
"Yang Fan, I actually don't regret it, because I really love you." Chu Yien said: "But we can't help ourselves, you just need to say today that you will marry me, no matter the end of the sword mountain, the sea of fire, the end of the world, I will go with you!" ”
Yang Fan hugged Chu Yien, but he didn't open his mouth to say this.
He wanted to, but he couldn't.
"I'm sorry Ian, I owe you, I will definitely find a way to make it up, but don't leave me, I'll be distressed." Yang Fan's voice was also a little choked, and Chu Yien was really moved to be able to say such a thing.
Chu Yien's tears couldn't stop flowing, and he choked up and said, "Yang Fan, if you can't give me a future, I can only leave you now." Even if I don't marry in the rest of my life, I can't be your lover. Let's separate, it hurts only for a while, and it will be diluted slowly over time, it's better than the two families turning against each other in the future, and it's much better for you and me to become opponents. ”
Yang Fan shook his head and said firmly: "No! No way, I won't give up on any of you, and I won't let you go no matter what. Since you have provoked me, it is your fate, and you can't escape if you want to! ”
"But can you fight against such a big Chu family?" Chu Yien said: "Although your Yang clan has developed very well, you still can't fight against any of the four major families. We are all behind the Long family, and when the time comes, they will not interfere when the two families confront. ”
Yang Fan let go of Chu Yin, grabbed Chu Yin's shoulder, looked at her eyes, and said seriously: "Ian, you tell me, if you leave me and look at the whole of Huaxia, can you still find someone who is so good to you and you also like it?" ”
"But at least I can have an upright identity!" Chu Ian said.
Yang Fan looked at Chu Yien and said, "Is a title so important to you?" ”
"You ask a woman if it matters if her name is heavy?!" Chu Yien continued: "Moreover, do you think that my identity is here, and it doesn't matter how important my name is! ”
Yang Fan was speechless for a while, he knew that what Chu Yien said was a fact that he had to face and could not change. Among these girls, Chu Yin's identity is the most special and cannot be treated simply.
"I didn't want to force you, so I chose to leave on my own." Chu Yien reached out and stroked Yang Fan's cheek and said, "You are my first man, and it is very likely that you will also be the last." Let me leave proudly, I dumped you, this is my last dignity, please. ”
The word "begging" came out of Chu Yien's mouth, making Yang Fan's whole body feel excited.
The proud Chu Yien actually said please!
Yang Fan looked at Chu Yien's wet red eyes and said, "Ian, I don't know if I will regret leaving here, but my heart is already very painful now, you tell me what to do?" ”
"The pain is only temporary." Chu Yien said: "Believe me Yang Fan, it is the best choice for us to separate from each other, and if we continue to be entangled like this, even if we are entangled for another five or ten years." There will always be a day when you are going to get married, will you choose me? If the time comes to separate again, it will be the most cruel. ”
Yang Fan understood what Chu Yien said, at that time, a woman's best years were given to you, but in the end, there was no result, which was cruel to Chu Yien, or to the other four girls.
Yang Fan stood up, leaned over and kissed Chu Yien on the forehead. Pin her stray hair behind her ears, gaze at her affectionately, and say, "Ian, tell me, will you regret it?" ”
"Maybe, but I'll suffer the consequences." Chu Yien gritted his teeth and tried not to let himself cry and said, "But if we continue to entangle like this, we won't have a chance to regret it when the time comes." ”
Yang Fan gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, his expression painful.
When he opened his eyes again, Yang Fan's tears couldn't be stopped. He was still in Quanlong Yifan a few days ago, and he said so many great truths, and when he experienced it in person today, he realized how painful it was.
Tear the heart and lungs, cut the tendons and remove the marrow.
The Walking Dead, though alive and dead.
Just gave up, Yang Fan was unwilling. But not giving up, it does hurt Chu Yien.
A man cannot hurt a woman.
Yang Fan finally kissed Chu Yien on the cheek and turned to leave.
Resolutely, without hesitation.
Open the door, go out, close the door.
But the moment he closed the door, Yang Fan's feet were empty, and he knelt directly on the ground. Hands propped up on the floor, letting the tears fall.
Chu Yien in the room was pale, as if he was seriously ill. This was what she proposed, and although reason told her that it was the most correct choice, when she really experienced it, it was as if she had died once.
It's not that they don't want to love each other, it's just that the helplessness of life is forced to separate.
Chu Yien rolled over and threw himself on the bed, crying bitterly. She regretted it now, but it was too late. Do you want to go back to entanglement, that kind of consequence is really unbearable for each other, and I don't know what to do.
The spring silkworm will never cross the sea, even if it becomes a butterfly.
Butterflies can never fly out of dreams, even if this person is Zhuang Zhou.
Zhuang Zhou will never be able to complete the getaway, even if there is really a Kunpeng.
Chu Yien was already trembling from crying, but she still couldn't control her tears. As she herself said, Yang Fan is her first man, and perhaps the last......
It's better to be heartbroken and in pain than to really die and never see you again.
The two are indeed separated, but the entire circle in the capital is not big, and they can still meet again. It's just that the pain and lovesickness of meeting again can only be borne silently by yourself. At this stage of Yang Fan and Chu Yien, they are no longer living for themselves.
There are some things that the ancients understood better than us, so they have this summary:
First, it's best not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love.
Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other.
Thirdly, it is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other.
Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other.
Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other.
Sixth, it is better not to be relative, so that we can not meet.
Seventh, it is better not to be wrong, so that there is no loss.
Eighth, it is better not to allow each other, so that there can be no continuity.
Ninth, it is better not to depend on each other, so that they can not be together.
Tenth, it is better not to meet, so that we can not meet.
But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other.
Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick.
(I don't know how you feel after reading this chapter, but guess they're really going to be separated?) But no matter what, this chapter is a turning point in Yang Fan's mentality. Many things In this incident, Yang Fan has a deeper understanding and a more decisive attitude. From here, the book is nearing the end, but the more difficult it is to write at this time, the pits in front of it must be filled, and in the end, it must be more exciting, Xiao Jiu will work hard. )