Chapter 144 No more warmth
The echoing voices in the empty conference room seemed to make Su Qing sleepy like a lullaby, and she almost didn't hear a word of the tragic stories that usually made her tender.
Su Qing deliberately chose a seat, which was far away from the people who were telling their stories in a circle, and she sat alone in the corner. Although she felt a faint sense of guilt for doing so, her mood at the moment made her lose interest in listening to the story, and she was afraid that her slackness would affect the narrator's feelings.
She is no longer the tender girl who rises and falls in the emotional world with the story.
She's just a woman buried in the center of her resentment.
Su Qing's eyes occasionally opened and searched the circle of people telling the story, and each time her eyes showed disappointment and resentment.
It wasn't until people stood up and left that Su Qing finally gave up hope.
Kevin Lu won't come, this hypocrite, he doesn't have the persistence of his own imagination, and he doesn't have the nobility of his imagination.
When Kevin Lu returned to his apartment after attending a gathering of American friends, it was already after dusk, and he ran all the way back.
Running along the roadside trail on the weekends was a treat for him, and the process reminded him of his youth. Reminiscing about the turbulent times like the wind.
The excitement came to an abrupt end as he stepped out of the elevator.
The scene in front of his door made him almost there.
A girl with loose hair sat on the ground with her legs curled up against the wall, her face resting on her knees as if she was dozing.
Although he didn't see the girl's face clearly, Kevin Lu immediately knew who she was.
The girl has a familiar body, and he doesn't have any intersections with other women.
The scene in front of him touched the softness in his heart, Lu Kaiwen shook his head, he wanted to confirm the truth in front of him, and he had to put aside the bad feelings towards girls that had gradually accumulated over the past few days.
Walk over softly and open the door gently.
Kevin Lu hesitated, he squatted down and stretched out his arms.
Su Qing, who was picked up, opened her eyes, she carefully identified them for a while and then closed them.
"Is there anything to eat? I haven't eaten in a day. After being placed on the bed, Su Qing immediately opened her mouth.
Lu Kaiwen, who was standing beside the bed, carefully observed the girl's face for a while.
He turned away and quickly returned to his bedroom with a bottle of mineral water.
"Let's drink some water first, I want pizza." Lu Kaiwen had regained his composure at this moment.
"Why didn't you go to the Foundation? I've been waiting for you all morning. And why have you been out for so long? I rushed back to you, but I couldn't knock on the door. I waited outside your door all afternoon. Su Qing's face flushed, it was the excitement that suddenly surged after a long period of disappointment.
Kevin Lu looked at the girl's excitement thoughtfully, and he didn't answer the girl's words.
"What? Are you touched by me? "The girl's excitement continues.
Lu Kaiwen still didn't answer, and when the girl opened her mouth to speak, he suddenly had a little trance. The scenes of the girl in front of her from the past were mixed together and poured into her memories at once.
The different expressions in my memory are entangled with many words that I still remember.
Such a trance made the face in front of him suddenly a little distorted.
"Why don't you answer me? Are you still mad at me? Su Qing's excitement quickly faded, and the other party's state of distraction made the nervousness return to her body all of a sudden.
"You just said you wanted to move me. And then what? What are you going to do with me? Kevin Lu was awakened, and he spit out the first reaction that was circling in his mind without thinking.
Su Qing was stunned for a moment, she was not prepared to face such a reply. Nor is it prepared to face such doubts.
"Kevin, I didn't get it. What then? What am I going to do?。。 You're not questioning me, are you? Su Qing shook her head a little numb.
With a hint of unbearable relief, Lu Kaiwen shook his head lightly again.
"Nothing. I was just kidding. You came too suddenly. And that's what you are. You always like the unexpected. Kevin Lu smiled.
Su Qing looked at the other party seriously, she was judging.
"Don't think about it, rest for a while, I'll wake you up when dinner comes." Kevin Lu twisted his face.
Su Qing gave up scrutiny, and also gave up judgment.
Slamming comfortably on the bed, Su Qing stretched her limbs.
"It's been a long time. You're really comfortable here. It's better to have money. Su Qinghuan screamed.
Soon a slight snoring sounded.
Looking at the girl who fell asleep, Lu Kaiwen finally frowned.
He stood up and walked over to the floor-to-ceiling window, where there were already sporadic lights.
Looking at the city outside, Kevin Lu tried to sort out his chaotic thoughts.
This kind of chaos comes from the girl behind her,
From the first day of stepping into Lingyun's company's cocktail party, the first girl I paid attention to was this girl. At that time, she appeared as Ning Yu's quasi-girlfriend.
When she saw the girl again, she had sympathy and righteousness for Ning Yu, and she was very much like Ning Yu's girlfriend at that time.
The girl who followed went from rejecting her selection to reluctantly accepting the appointment, until she made her wish clear for the first time, and the girl unexpectedly connected with Ning Feiyang.
That was the first time I had a dislike for a girl, and the first time I began to study this girl seriously.
But that research itself ended in failure. The girl did not have any trace of contact with Ning Feiyang. The only intersection is from Ning Yu.
It was also that time that I fell into the whirlpool of feelings, and I linked this girl with Ning Keer, and linked her with myself.
Since then, I have become vulnerable, I have become overwhelmed, and even a little embarrassed.
Since then, he has been entangled with girls.
Such entanglement until the catharsis of the girl's sudden outburst not so long ago.
I thought I could get rid of such entanglements, but at this moment, this girl broke in like this again, what was she going to do? What exactly does she want?
What kind of girl is this?
It seems that this girl can no longer be described with scheming.
I can't forget the insult I gave to the girl a day ago, and I can't forget the girl's quick calmness after that insult.
Could she forget that insult? Does she really not care at all? Is she really just expressing nostalgia for herself?
If she was nostalgic for herself, why didn't she give up Ning Feiyang?
Is her behavior just a continuation of attachment?
What kind of personality is she? Is it a split personality?
Lu Kaiwen didn't dare to think about it, he didn't dare to continue to imagine and judge like this.
The doorbell put an end to the commotion. Lu Kaiwen was a little happy and grateful when he was sober.
Su Qing opened her eyes in a daze, she was a little reluctant.
"Wake up, dinner is coming. Haven't you eaten all day? Kevin Lu leaned down to pull the girl.
Su Qing looked at the face that came over, and she had a naughty impulse.
Lu Kaiwen, who was unprepared, was pulled down on the bed by the girl.
The girl hugged her broad shoulders fiercely. The body plunged into the other's arms.
Kevin Lu's mouth was pried open by two rows of fine teeth, and a soft and warm tongue squeezed in.
Su Qing greedily *, the other party's breath made her intoxicated, and made her even hotter.
The girl reached out and unbuttoned the other's shirt. Lu Kaiwen, who was lying under the girl, suddenly had a strange thought, this girl is really like what she said, she wants to be a boy.
Lu Kaiwen, who was amused by his thoughts, was dispelled by a burst of coolness, and he understood the moment he opened his eyes.
The coolness I feel is tears.
In front of his eyes was a pair of eyes that were already full of tears.
Those eyes were full of not only tears, but also a kind of resentment.
Lu Kaiwen quickly reacted, it was not a grudge, it was despair.
Kevin Lu opened his mouth. But he seemed to feel that his mouth was very dry.
"Don't say it, I understand. Everything has changed, everything is gone. There's no going back. The girl propped herself up. Her face faded away.
Kevin Lu closed his eyes, he didn't want to open them again.
The bedroom quickly quieted down and everything suddenly became surprisingly quiet.
This kind of silence made Lu Kaiwen's sense of smell extremely keen, and the wings of his nose always lingered with the unique smell of women.
The breath is fading.