The momentum created by the magnificent building forced Su Qing, who got out of the taxi, to subconsciously look up at the sky. The sheraton hotel's bright lights are like giant lampposts inserting into the dark night sky. The towering buildings are enveloped in the overflowing brilliance that makes people dizzy.

Su Qing took a deep breath, and she tidied up her dress and took a step.

Ning Feiyang, who was sitting by the window on the top floor, looked at the Oriental Pearl not far away through the almost unobstructed floor-to-ceiling glass, a landmark that bloomed with white brilliance in the night. The rows of skyscrapers around the Oriental Pearl are surrounded by illusionary lights, and the beautiful Oriental Pearl throws the ultimate urban neon into Ning Feiyang's eyes.

Ning Feiyang was intoxicated. Tears glistened in the corners of his eyes.

Welcome your hope in such a bright light, and bid farewell to your past glory in such extreme beauty. This moment made him have mixed feelings.

I live in this city and have witnessed the changes here. It has its own pride here, and it has created its own business here.

I used to be an ignorant teenager. He used to be an ignorant teenager who didn't know what it was.

For the first time, I went out of the city to see the outside world, and for the first time, I got to know the real sea. It was during that internship trip that I encountered love.

The fisherman girl named Xia Xiaofu impressed herself with her simplicity and innocence. Her independence and strength, her optimism and enthusiasm all make her heart move and make her cherish. I quickly fell into it. Caught in his first love.

First love is intoxicating, but it is also brave and fearless. It's as if no difficulties in the world can stop your love.

I broke through the forbidden area of love and tasted the sweetness that love brought to me. I once made up my mind to love this girl who dedicated the girl's first virginity to herself for the rest of her life. I once imagined a bright future for girls to live happily in this city.

When I returned to the city, I couldn't wait to tell my parents. However, from then on, from the spring when I was about to graduate, I was caught in a war with my parents.

It was in this atmosphere that the girl who fell in love for the first time came to this city with great enthusiasm. She found it herself. She is wrapped in the freshness of the seaside, and she shows her adoration and fascination with the city. She made no secret of her deep love and adoration for herself.

While smiling and accompanying the girl to explore everything in this city with each passing day, he is endlessly entangled and fighting with his mother.

I finally succumbed to my mother's tears and pleadings, and finally carried the girl behind my back to meet the lady named Xiao Zhuying.

The fashionable atmosphere exuded by this Xiao Zhuying also attracted him. The urban language she shared with herself also made her quickly fade from her resistance to her mother's forced arrangement.

I began to hesitate and began to reflect.

On one side is the first love that is fading away. Her purity, which once attracted her so strongly, gradually seemed out of place in the changing atmosphere of this city. Her lack of education and cultural deprivation made her realize the gap between the two.

She is a piece of jade, but she cannot be in harmony with the hustle and bustle of the city. She seems to belong only to that secluded pure land by the sea.

On the other side is the city girl who she admires more and more, and her cultural atmosphere is quickly in harmony with herself. Her father left the majesty of power and his own temptation.

The mother intensified her pushing. It's getting harder and harder to keep a choice between the two girls.

I finally saw Xia Xiaofu's tears, and I finally began to feel ashamed. However, he lacked the strength to comfort her more and more.

I have already begun to waver.

The girl finally went behind her back to find her mother, and when she returned, she was completely devastated.

Listening to the girl's crying, he just frowned and endured the girl's crying patiently. At that moment, I was annoyed.

I no longer like the independence of girls, and I don't like girls to bypass themselves to challenge their parents.

The girl finally began to notice her strangeness in a helpless cry, and the look in her eyes quickly turned into horror.

"Am I embarrassing you? Don't you like me going to your mother? The girl finally asked her horror in sobbing and trembling.

"Yes. I don't like it when you make your own decisions. They are my parents, and you shouldn't have met them until I officially introduced you. "I didn't hide it at all. While exhaling depression, he also vomited out the hardness that had accumulated.

"Feiyang, I'm sorry, I just wanted to help you with the burden. Don't be mad about it, I'll never do it again. Forgive me for my urgency, I can't help it. I can't live without you. The girl hugged herself.

The soft body that used to excite itself quickly is now feeling overwhelmed. I suddenly found that this soft body had become a real problem for me.

She doesn't seem to belong to the city, to her own life. At least she's just an option.

He reluctantly hugged the girl, and he continued to be angry with the girl. Such irritation is the inertia of exhaustion. I just want to vent, vent the pain and irritability brought to me by my hesitation and hesitation.

"Your eagerness? No matter how anxious you are, you can't offend my parents. They are my parents and I don't allow anyone to offend them. "I catharsis coldly. At that moment, he suddenly realized that he could finally harden his heart to the girl.

"Flying. I know wrong. However, I really can't help it, the child is already there, and I can't wait any longer. I wanted to ask my mom for our approval. I want to share it for you. I'm sorry. The girl sobbed and shrugged her thin shoulders.

"Kid?" I trembled violently for a moment.

His next move was to push the girl away. I began to scrutinize the girl carefully.

"What do you mean? What child? His voice trembled.

I remember that the girl's round face was shy at that moment. She suddenly glowed rosy.

"Flying. You're going to be a dad. I was pregnant, so I was anxious to beg my mother. I can't wait any longer. The girl stopped sobbing at that moment, and her tone was full of shyness and cheerfulness.

His eyes widened instantly, and he desperately looked up and down the girl's body. I desperately recalled every detail of the girl after she came to this city.

I can be sure that I haven't done anything uncontrollable in this city. It's not that there isn't that passion, it's because there is no condition. I don't want to wronged the girl in front of everyone.

The girl's body is light, and she still looks like a girl.

"Alright. You are going to disturb my parents, and I can forgive you. But don't deceive me with such lies. I don't like such deception. "I made my own judgment very quickly.

It had been two months since the girl had come to her, and in those two months she had never spoken of such a thing. It's impossible. This must have been a lie she had made up to get her own forgiveness.

I was outraged by such a judgment. I can finally vent my pain in a bright light. Even, I can use this opportunity to get rid of this seaside girl who didn't belong to this city originally.

She seems to belong only to that ocean. Purity that belongs only there. The filth here only makes her wither quickly.

Life is real, and I am learning the vulgarity that real life brings to me.

"Flying. I'm really pregnant. You have to trust me. I just wanted to surprise you when you graduate. I couldn't sit still the moment I knew. So I came to you and wanted to share it with you. Trust me, Flappy. The girl struggled to grasp her hand after a moment's pause.

Annoyance, accompanied by a faint sense of shame, made himself completely explode. I finally found a chance to get rid of the girl.

Shaking off the girl's hand vigorously, the girl's stumbling movements made her worry for a moment.

"Enough. Xia Xiaofu. You're still trying to deceive. You've been here for so long, and if you're really pregnant, there's no way you're going to be able to bear it. You can't just say nothing. There's no way I can't see it at all. You're so scheming, do you think making up a lie like this will make me forgive you? Xia Xiaofu, if you don't make up such a lie, I won't blame you much. But you have deceived me with such a serious lie. As I said, I will not allow such deception. Let's break up, you and I are completely two worlds. You don't belong here, and I can't go back to your world with you. Maybe our acquaintance was wrong. Take care of yourself. Forget about me and find the lover who truly belongs to you. He finally gritted his teeth and said his choice.

The girl visibly froze in place, she seemed to be blinded. Only the tears that quickly welled up were shining.

"Nope. I beg you not to leave me. I can't live without you. Children can't do without you. Flying. I was wrong, I shouldn't have hidden it from you. I should have told you earlier. Don't be angry, forgive me. The girl who came to her senses immediately rushed to hug herself. Her cries were heart-rending and high-pitched.

There was a brief hesitation, but my mother's words quickly echoed in my ears.

"You're different people. You are a man, and you have to learn to use all the resources at your disposal. Xiao Zhuying can provide you with a platform to show your strengths. That girl has nothing, she will only become a burden to you, she will only make you a joke. Listen to your mother, don't give your life because of a first love that you don't understand anything. You remember that first love is only the first step in your emotional learning, but it is by no means the end. Men have to have mature emotions. Child, make the right choice like a man, this is the right choice for you, for her, and for Takekage. Life is not an impulse, it should be planning. Such words quickly concealed the hesitation that had just arisen.

Push the girl away again. I sorted out my expressions and my beating heart.

"Let's go. Don't mention to me any more children you made up. I hate such scheming. Don't make me loathing you. Make me a good memory. You've always been strong and independent. Keep proving your beauty to me. I don't love you anymore. Grudgingly saying that you love you now will only add to each other's pain. Go back and wipe me out of your heart. Restore your simple and happy appearance. I remembered the girl. I'll keep that in my heart. Good bye! He poured out another voice in his heart word by word.

Turn around hard and leave quickly. I didn't even dare to look back at the girl.

I'm on the run. This is what I realized after I couldn't see the thin figure.

I said goodbye to the girl and my first love. Say goodbye to the purity of your former self.

From then on, he was separated from that girl until a girl appeared in her own world. She brought herself a heart full of regrets, a heart full of pain, a heart full of remorse and a heart full of guilt.

Tears blurred the vision, and the brilliance of the Oriental Pearl also swayed in the blur.

"Xiaofu. Where are you? I'm guilty. I'm really dirty. I failed you. I failed a pure heart. Your whole life has been ruined by me. I am not only cruel, but also despicable. I have stolen your heart and trampled on your dignity with deception. I'm a complete hypocrite. Where are you? Will I still have a chance to repent in your face? Xiao Fu ...... "Ning Feiyang muttered and gradually withered.

"Are you repenting? You will not be cleansed from sin in such a noble place. Tears belong to the pure people, otherwise no amount of tears will wash away the sins committed. A cold voice slowly crept into his ears.

Ning Feiyang, who was languishing, turned his head violently. He felt a wave of dizziness, a throbbing.

A figure in a white dress floated into his blurred vision. That's the purity I know.

"Xiaofu? There you are? Have you always been by my side? Wouldn't this be a dream? Ning Feiyang's body trembled violently. Tears welled up uncontrollably in his eyes.

The world in front of me was so white that it was impossible to distinguish clothes from the rest.

Happiness and guilt stirred together, and the heart churned violently.

"She didn't come. Maybe you don't have a chance to repent anymore. "There is coldness and crispness in the white world.

The cold war made Ning Feiyang quickly remove the white mist and let Ning Feiyang quickly sober up.

This is also a voice that I am too familiar with, I look forward to this voice, and my desire to look forward to this voice even exceeds my expectations for Xia Xiaofu.

The rest of his life may be entangled with this voice.

This voice will decide its own fate. I will never allow this voice to disappear again.

It is the most sacred voice in one's own life. It is the voice of repentance of more than 20 years of guilt and regret.

The voice intoxicated me, and made me nervous.

Nervousness about the future, nervousness about a tortuous experience. The tension of the slender life of a skinny girl.