Chapter 1310: I'm Confessing to You
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In the past, Xiao Jie always had a lot of words and her mouth was always nagging, but now, she was cold and silent, and such a change made him very uncomfortable.
suddenly found that he actually missed it very much, and missed the time when she pestered him in the future.
Many people say that his life is too lonely now, and now he thinks about it, yes, his current life is really lonely compared to the years when he was always entangled by her.
When he was a child, he had too many relatives around him, which made him always feel that Xiaojie was too noisy, and at that time he felt that it was okay to lose her, because her existence would always distract him and make him ignore the care he should have for his family, so he resisted her.
But now, he seems to understand that because he cares about her, because he is always deprived of her gaze, he will avoid her so much, resist her, and dare not get close to her.
But now, he can be completely taken away from her, but she can't be with him.
That's why he feels lonely, right?
She is Jing Mo's girlfriend, so he almost doesn't even have anything to fight for!
After changing the medicine, Jiang Yijie packed up the medicine box, while Xi Moyuan carried the buttons of her shirt, so that her back to her back seemed to indicate that they would never have any intersection in the future.
Xi Moyuan admitted this coldness and pain, and his face was still calm, as if he didn't care even if he lost everything.
Too forbearing, too strong, so that people can't guess his true emotions.
"I'm leaving tomorrow," Jiang Yijie turned her back to him and said softly, "Do you have anything to say to me?" ”
"......" Xi Moyuan was stunned for a moment, "Tomorrow?" ”
"Well," Jiang Yijie nodded, "There are too many memories here, and staying here always reminds me of the things I had before." ”
"Before...... Isn't it good? "At that time, they were together, right?
"It's not good," Jiang Yijie sniffed, "It's stupid." ”
“……”
"Ayuan, have you ever tried to pursue someone at all costs? Have you ever planned to be with him even if you turn your back on the whole world? Even if she is cold, you say ten words, and even he may not respond to you a word, obviously very embarrassed, but as long as he slanted his lips because of one of your words, you feel very happy, have you ever tried this feeling? ”
Xi Moyuan couldn't answer.
No.
He had never experienced such a feeling of despair and still longing.
"I'm fed up with this feeling of not being able to be reciprocated, so I decided to be cowardly once and choose to protect myself," Jiang Yijie smiled, "If you really want to bless me, I will accept it." ”
"What if my words are unintentional?" Xi Moyuan followed her words, "What if that sentence wasn't my original intention?" ”
"And what do you want to say?"
"I ......"
"You have a night of thinking time, if you think about it, come and tell me at any time," Jiang Yijie took the medicine box, "I'm in my original room." With that, he walked out.
She held out no hope.
In those years, he gave her too much despair.
Xi Moyuan sat on the chair, in a daze.
He didn't know what he should do, he just knew that the moment he saw Jiang Yijie in the jungle, he was happy in his heart, as if he had found the light in his life.
It's just that her cold attitude made him afraid to approach.
Now, if he wasn't brave, he wouldn't have any chances, right?
There are still so many days to come, and if he is only one person forever, he doesn't know if he can still persevere, and if he can continue to survive in such a boring life.
Before, she was like a seed in his heart, there was no sunshine, and there was no soil suitable for love to grow, but the seed that had dried up for a long time was always there.
Until that day, when he saw her for the first time, a drop of dew suddenly seeped into it, and the seed, which had been there for many years, suddenly began to grow and sprout, turning into a thorny vine.
The thorny vines strangled his heart layer by layer, making him bloody in pain, but warm from the entanglement.
Once, his mother told him that love is to laugh while crying, and to be happy while suffering.
In the past, he felt that since it was painful, it was better to let it go, not everyone had to rely on love to survive.
But now, he seems to understand that feeling, not that he doesn't let go, but that he can't let go.
Thinking of this, Xi Moyuan stood up suddenly, regardless of the dizziness of his mind, rushed out of the office, and came directly to the door of Jiang Yijie's room.
I didn't knock on the door, I just pushed the door open!
On the sofa in the living room, Jiang Yijie looked at him in astonishment, with tears in her eyes, as if she was too surprised to forget to wipe them off.
"You ......" Jiang Yijie looked at the anxiety and uneasiness on his face, "What are you doing here?" ”
Now, what extravagant hope does she have?
"What are you crying about?" Xi Moyuan walked in and closed the door.
"Mourn my dead love, can't you?" Jiang Yijie wiped away the tears in her eyes and didn't look at his face.
"Can you come back from the dead?"
"......" At that moment, Jiang Yijie suspected that she was hallucinating, "What did you say?" ”
"Don't wait until tomorrow, I can give you an answer today!" The delicate face, with a determined expression, and those dark eyes flashed with a grand light.
“…… Miscellaneous...... What the? ”
"You just asked me a question in my office, and I'll answer you now," Xi Moyuan repeated, "I don't want to bless you, it's not that I don't want you to be happy, but I don't want you to be with other people!" ”
"......" Jiang Yijie's eyes widened and she looked at him in surprise.
"I want to be with you!"
“……!”
"Before, I didn't know how to cherish you, but now, I understand your position in my heart, and I have reached the age when I should take responsibility, and I am more capable of taking on our future!" The voice was a little anxious, but the tone was extremely firm.
Is it a dream?
Jiang Yijie hadn't dreamed of Xi Moyuan for a long time.
When she was about to give up on him, he actually ......
"I've seriously thought about why there have been no important people in my world for so long, because after she left my world, this world can't accommodate anyone else!"
"Xi Moyuan, do you know what you're talking about now!?" Jiang Yijie was a little at a loss.
"I know," Xi Moyuan was serious, almost serious, "I'm showing my love to you, in other words, I'm confessing to you, I'm pursuing you!" ”
Lose your marbles!
Either he's crazy, or the world is crazy!
Jiang Yijie didn't know what to do.
She no longer expects to be with Xi Moyuan, she has already thought about her future life, but he inexplicably squeezed in again, what is this?