Chapter 44 is the most difficult to understand the daughter's heart

After school, Li Le remembered to go to Liu Yunyao's place today, and the two nights were delayed because of this and that.

After picking up some fresh vegetables and meat from the market, Li Le set off towards Liu Yunyao's home.

After seeing Liu's mother, Li Le gave a little explanation for not coming over for the past two days and apologized. Mother Liu didn't care about it, but said lovingly: "During this time, I always trouble you to come over to help, I feel a little too bad to go, if you have something to do, you can be busy, you don't have to rush over to help every day."

"Hmmm! If I'm busy, I'll come over every day if I'm fine. Li Le thought about it, if he had something, he couldn't say that he had to come over, and there was no big problem for their mother and daughter to take care of Father Liu.

Liu Yunyao saw Li Le nodding slightly, and then said softly, "You're here?"

Li Le responded, and then saw Liu Yunyao sitting quietly on the sofa again, flipping through her books, obviously she hadn't gone to school during this time, but she was still studying by herself.

Ordinary people always say that the children of poor families are in charge of the family early, and Liu Yunyao is a model of this kind. Since her father's illness, she has not gone to school again, learning to cook, learn to do housework, and slowly learn to support the family.

Although she doesn't know what she thinks about exchanging her body for 20,000 yuan, she knows from that suicide that Li Le knows that such a girl is strong in her heart and cannot be insulted. It was only when faced with the issue of father and chastity that she chose the former.

Li Le believes that if he didn't do this during this time, if he really changed to another person and gave 20,000 yuan and patted his ass and didn't care, the final result of Liu Yunyao, who thought at that time, might be to choose to commit suicide again after all the debts in the family are settled, or to live a lonely life.

Although Liu Yunyao is tired and bitter, she never shows it in front of her parents. Because she knows in her heart that in the future, maybe this family will need to rely on her to support it.

During this time, she had to give up going to school, but she was still studying, which also made Li Le understand that she still missed continuing to study. Her father's cancer made her give up a lot for a while, but this girl was like grass on a cliff, still trying to climb.

Perhaps it is precisely because of these that Li Le feels that he has unconsciously fallen in love with this girl who has a weak appearance but a strong and flexible temperament. will appear in her mind again and again, and help her again and again.

Sensing that Li Le was looking at him, Liu Yunyao also raised his head slightly, and met his gaze, with a hint of doubt and confusion in his beautiful eyes.

Looking at his eyes as clear as mirrors, Li Le suddenly had a feeling that in front of him, there was nowhere to hide any dirt. Perhaps only with such eyes can all the evils in the world have nowhere to hide.

Li Le waved his hand slightly, indicating that it was okay, and then Liu Yunyao continued to lower her head to read the book, concentrating so that people couldn't be disturbed.

Li Le got up and went to the kitchen to help Liu's mother, and then asked where Liu's father went, because he didn't see Liu's father in the living room just now.

"Your Uncle Liu's health seems to be getting worse and worse, and he has been more sleepy recently, and he is asleep in the room at this time. Watching his body collapse day by day, I don't know how long I can hold on. Liu Mu said a little sentimental, after all, when she was still working in the chain factory, her body was as strong as a cow. But at the moment, she is thin and has no appearance, as if the wind can blow when the wind is strong, let her watch it day by day, how can she not feel uncomfortable.

Li Le listened to Liu's mother's words, and hurriedly comforted softly: "Auntie, don't think too much, maybe Uncle Liu has his own natural appearance, and one day he will suddenly get better, and he will appear in front of you again!"

"You kid, you'll have a sweet mouth." Liu Mu was also amused by Li Le's words, and then continued: "I know his physical condition, and now it is also a day and a day. People may have this fate, and there is such a calamity in their fate, and they will never be able to escape. ”

Liu Mu's words were filled with a touch of sadness and helplessness, as if she decided that this was a trick of fate and a predetermined catastrophe.

Li Le suddenly felt a little dignified in his heart, and looked at the gray hair on Liu's mother's head, obviously worrying about it during this time. He didn't say anything to amuse Liu's mother, because she knew that the woman in front of her was full of exhaustion and was too tired! Too tired!

After the dishes were cleaned up, Li Le pushed Liu's mother out of the kitchen and let her rest. Then start stir-frying.

During the meal, Liu's father was woken up by Liu's mother, and his steps out of the room were a little slow and heavy, as if he had a pair of shackles on his body.

Looking at his deeply sunken eyes, Li Le felt that compared to two days ago, Father Liu seemed to be a little thinner. Seeing Li Le, Father Liu also smiled slightly, "Xiao Li is here?" I haven't eaten your cooking for two days, and I miss it a little. ”

"Eat more, eat more." Seeing that Father Liu was as old as a little old man, Li Le also felt uncomfortable in his heart, and his eyes couldn't help but moisten a little.

"Hmmm! I'm sure I'm going to eat more of the food you cook. Father Liu smiled happily and slowly sat down at the table.

said that he ate more, but in fact, he didn't eat much in the end, and after a small half bowl of rice, Father Liu couldn't eat anymore. After eating, Liu Yunyao cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and then went to the kitchen to clean them.

After Li Le chatted with Liu's father and Liu's mother for a while, Liu's father felt a little tired again. While he was helped into the room by Liu's mother, he sighed that he couldn't do it.

But it's really a little bad, looking at Father Liu's current state, he looks like he is dozens of years old. My physical condition is declining day by day, and I don't know how long I can last.

After Liu's father went to bed, Liu Yunyao's bowl had also been washed. Seeing that the time was about the same, Li Le also said goodbye to the two.

"Yaoyao, you can help send Li Le!" Mother Liu saw that the sky was dark, and she didn't keep him longer, after all, she was also worried that it would not be safe to go home alone at night.

"Auntie, it's okay, I've walked this way many times, it's not troublesome. I'm ...... alone" Before Li Le's words were finished, he heard Liu Yunyao say loudly: "Let's go, I'll send you!"

He was afraid that Liu Yunyao didn't want to go out, so he refused, but seeing that Liu Yunyao was speaking at this moment, where did he still say the next words, and nodded slightly "um".

The two walked out of the courtyard side by side, and then slowly walked forward.

"Thank you for this time!" In the silence, Liu Yunyao suddenly stopped and spoke.

Li Le was a little surprised by Liu Yunyao's sudden thanks, and then said: "It's nothing, it's very deserted for me to eat alone at night, and I can still be lively here." You go back, it's not very safe at night, just send it here. ”

Liu Yunyao didn't respond there now, and she didn't move her footsteps. After a while, she said leisurely, "Come with me!" Then Li Le was not allowed to refuse, and walked forward.

Seeing Liu Yunyao like this, Li Le also felt that she might be in a bad mood, so she wanted to come out and breathe the air, so she also followed her figure and walked forward.

The two walked in this way, one after the other, and Li Le gradually noticed that the direction she was facing seemed to be going to school. I couldn't help but speed up my pace, came to her side and asked, "Do you want to go to the school?"

"Well, let's go in and take a walk!" Liu Yunyao replied softly, and then continued to be silent.

After entering the school, Liu Yunyao's eyes seemed a little scattered, watching everywhere, and her steps were also very slow, as if she wanted to remember every grass and tree here in her mind. Li Le didn't bother her, and from her actions, Li Le knew that she thought that she might say goodbye to this place forever in the future, so she wanted to come over and take a walk, making a final souvenir.

After wandering around for about half an hour, Liu Yunyao found a quiet place, and then made it on a stone chair.

Li Le also did it next to her, looking at her with some nostalgia, and said, "You will come back here in the future."

Liu Yunyao shook her head, "My father doesn't know how long he can last, and the family still has a lot of debts to repay, and the conditions don't allow me to go to school." ”

"I will pay your debts, and I will provide for your education." When Li Le heard Liu Yunyao's words, he said it casually. In fact, he wanted to say this sentence for a long time, but he couldn't find the right time. Liu Yunyao didn't mention this, and it was impossible for him to mention it, after all, Father Liu was still sick, and it always seemed a little inappropriate to mention these things.

Liu Yunyao looked at Li Le and was stunned for a moment, she was a little surprised by Li Le's words, and then said, "Do you know how much debt my family owes now?"

Li Le thought about the account book he saw when Liu's mother gave him an IOU that day, and then estimated it and said, "More than 200,000?"

This time it was Liu Yunyao's turn to be surprised, her family borrowed about more than 190,000, but it was no different from more than 200,000. She didn't expect Li Le to know in her heart, and then said: "Since you know, it's okay, this is 200,000, not 20,000." You're still in school, how can you pay it back, and even if you want to pay it back, I can't accept it. ”

"Why? Do you still hate me? Hearing Liu Yunyao's refusal, Li Le was also a little anxious in his heart, thinking that Liu Yunyao still had some nostalgia for him.

Liu Yunyao shook her head, "I didn't hate you." I see your help to our family these days, and I hate you again. Although you have lied to me, you have done what you promised me, and it is just a fair deal. I just don't think I can owe you too much. ”

"You owe me nothing, I owe you. From the moment I lied to you, I owe you a lifetime. I found out that I already liked you, so you let me continue to help you, okay? At such a moment, Li Le also mustered up the courage and confessed.

Liu Yunyao was not surprised when she heard Li Le's confession, in fact, it can be seen from Li Le's actions during this period that Li Le is interesting to herself.

During this time, her previous impression of Li Le was also slowly changing. She didn't know why Li Le had such a big change, it seemed that he had changed from a scoundrel she hated overnight to a good man who could cook and hurt people.

But she has been struggling in her heart, first, she still can't get past the hurdle in her heart, and second, her father is in such a state now, and she has no other thoughts. It is precisely because of this that she is reluctant to accept more help from Li Le, and the more she owes, the more she feels that it is difficult to make a choice in her heart.

"My father is like this, and I don't have much to think about anything else. We'll talk about that later, okay? After thinking about it, Liu Yunyao did not completely destroy Li Le's hope after all, maybe it was because of her gratitude for Li Le's help during this time, and she couldn't say anything completely decisive.

Hearing Liu Yunyao's words, Li Le was slightly disappointed, but recovered in a moment. He never thought that Liu Yunyao would be able to promise him once. He felt that what he did was nothing compared to deceiving Liu Yunyao's body.

Thinking about the current situation in her family, it is indeed a little inappropriate to mention this, so she didn't continue to ask and continued to force. Liu Yunyao's words didn't say no, whether it was out of gratitude or what, at least he still had a chance, didn't he?

After doing this for a while, Liu Yunyao said softly: "Let's go, let's go back!"

There was a soft sigh in her words, as if it were a soft farewell to this place.

Li Le looked at her back, feeling the faint nostalgia in her words, guessing that she might not have taken her words seriously just now, and maybe she had never thought of accepting Li Le to carry the burden of debt for her family.

The number of 200,000 yuan, she didn't think that a student could take it out, maybe she just thought that it was Li Le's impulsive words.

But Li Le knew that he could definitely take it out, and he could take out more. But no matter how much she says at this moment, Liu Yunyao won't believe anything, and with her parents, it is impossible to accept such great help from an outsider. So Li Le didn't mention this matter more at the moment, just waited until later.

Regarding Liu Yunyao's schooling, he will not back down. Maybe it's like what Zhen Yan said, which person doesn't have his own pursuit, but just gives up because of reality. Maybe learning design is Liu Yunyao's biggest pursuit at this time, even if she gives up herself, Li Le will not give up.

After leaving the school gate, Liu Yunyao asked Li Le to go back early. But at this time, it was getting late, and how could Li Le rest assured that she would let such a beautiful girl go home alone, so she had to insist on sending her back first.

Seeing that it didn't work to say it twice, Liu Yunyao simply let him follow, and it wasn't until he saw her enter the courtyard that Li Le returned home. It was a little late to stay at Liu Yunyao's place today, so Li Le didn't go to the warehouse, and after returning home, Li Le felt that there was nothing to do at night, so he opened the drawer and took out the olive pit for nuclear carving.