Chapter 68: Teach you how to be a god
Just slightly stunned, Su Sheng understood the meaning of Amaterasu's words.
But suddenly, Su Sheng thought of a question: Now that I know who let me enter that sad thought, why should I let myself see it?
So in this kind of thinking, Su Shang looked at Amaterasu's perfect and somewhat cunning side face.
"What's wrong, is there anything strange on my face?"
Amaterasu gently exhaled a puff of cigarette, looked at Su Shang, who was thinking about it, met the young man's wandering gaze, and smiled at him.
"Although I admit that you are a cute adolescent boy, it is very rude to stare at a woman like this."
In Amaterasu's words, Su Shang came back to his senses, realized his gaffe, and coughed softly.
But even so, I still can't help but think of what happened to Xiaoying and Zi in my mind.
Xiaoying has been alone in the forest for decades.
Decades is probably only a short time for youkai and gods.
But for human beings, decades of earth-shaking changes can make a newborn baby vicissitudes, and can make a strong person become rickety.
Su Sheng didn't know how Xiaoying had spent these decades, but she had been searching and blaming herself alone for decades, and the heavy existence in her heart was getting heavier and heavier, what made her bear it all the time.
Su Sheng didn't understand this, let alone Zi.
I know that the person in front of me is waiting for me, but I can only accompany me in a form of 'non-existence'.
Obviously, you just need to let the other person see you. But Violet chose to be silent.
Until the last moment.
"Their outcome was predictable from the start, wasn't it?"
Although Su Sheng told himself so, he always felt that he could change, why should he comfort himself like this, he even thought that if he could have known earlier, he would probably have avoided such a tragedy.
"I'm so frustrated that I can't help them."
Amaterasu's voice brought Su Shang back to his senses again.
"I'm sorry."
"Curious why I showed you that?"
"Yes."
Although it was a bit blunt to think of this, I couldn't think of any words to answer for a while, so I had to honestly say that I wanted to know.
Butterflies flew softly, flying around the smoke rising from Amaterasu's cigarette stick.
"Because of the 'fate', all beings with life have the possibility to produce their own 'fate'. Parents, family, relatives, friends, couples, etc., all belong to 'fate'. But sometimes there is no way to last long, let alone be perfect, even if you pray to the gods, the gods can't perfect this 'fate', because the gods themselves have 'fate', and the same is also imperfect. ”
Listening to Amaterasu say this, Su Shang couldn't help but think in his mind, 'Does Anameasu also have a fate?' 'Such a question.
Amaterasu showed a sly smile, giving Su Sheng a feeling that he had seen through the thoughts in his head, and couldn't help coughing softly.
"From the time of birth, I was entangled by 'fate', and until death, 'fate' still exists. Probably this is called life. Speaking of which, if you had been looking at that girl and the youkai, their results would not have been so poignant. ”
"Huh?"
Su Shang raised her head curiously and looked at Amaterasu.
"By chance, I saw the girl and the youkai, and I've been observing them ever since."
"You didn't help them"
After finishing speaking, I realized how stupid my words were, and if I helped, it wouldn't be what I saw.
"I don't interfere with other people's 'fate', especially their 'fate' that can be foreseen from the beginning. Moreover, if I had intervened from the beginning, I am afraid that the 'fate' between them would not have been that scene. ”
Su Sheng frowned: "Even if that's the case, it's too indifferent for you to sit idly by like this, isn't it, do you know what it means to be alone for a human being for decades?" If, if Xiaoying could see purple earlier, then she would definitely have lived a happier life in the past few decades. ”
"Are you sure that's the case?"
Amaterasu smiled slightly, but he didn't care about Su Shang's disrespect at all.
probably didn't expect Amaterasu to suddenly ask like this, which made Su Shang, who was originally a little excited, pause.
"Do you think they'll be happy if I do make a move?"
Amaterasu repeated.
Su Sheng frowned, although he wanted to nod and say yes, but he hesitated to let him answer like this.
"You don't know, I don't know, so I didn't make a move, I just watched the development of the 'edge' between them, and when I saw their ending, I found that I was right not to make a move."
"But if you make a move, maybe it will be a better ending."
Although he didn't want to admit it much, thinking of the smile on Xiaoying and Zi's faces when they finally left, Su Shang didn't know how to refute Amaterasu.
"Oh, what a gentle boy, just as gentle as your mother. But dress, do you know why there is such a monster as the guide girl? ”
Amaterasu suddenly laughed, and then looked at Su Shang gently.
"I don't know."
Su Sheng still answered very frankly.
"Because she is the embodiment of 'fate', even if a person dies, 'fate' will not disappear like this, and the 'fate' that exists in the world cannot pass away, and it will become a magical monster like the guide mother, and keep that 'fate' into thoughts."
With that, Amaterasu took another puff on his cigarette.
"This little guy is the 'relationship' between the human and the youkai that has changed. I forgot, I haven't told you why I showed you this thought. ”
Amaterasu sat up straight, and the cigarette stick in her hand was held in her hand very casually, probably because she was not afraid of being burned.
"Anyway, I guess I want to teach you how to be a god, after all, you have the same personality as your mother, although you are also just as cute."
"Teach me to be a god?"
"By the way, it's such a thing as 'teaching by example', as for whether you understand what I mean, it's up to you, I remember that there is a saying in the country where your hateful father is located, 'Master leads the door to practice in an individual', which probably means that."
"That's true, but you didn't tell me how to be a god."
"I've said a lot."
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the cigarette stick in Amaterasu's hand disappear and stood up.
The tall figure and the concave and delicate figure appeared in Su Shang's field of vision, far exceeding the perfect figure of any woman and the mature atmosphere made Su Sheng blush a little.
"Now that we're done, it's time to do something interesting, your mother used to play this game with me a lot."
Although looking at Amaterasu made Su Shang feel a little restless in adolescent hormones, he couldn't help but be stunned when he heard Amaterasu say such things, and a bad premonition rose in his heart.