Chapter 55: Kang Jae-hee's Worries
In this world, there is no invincible person. As long as it is a human being, there will be all kinds of ** and fetters. And these are human weaknesses.
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Autumn has entered Seoul in October, and although it is not cold, the bleak atmosphere has made people have to wear thick enough clothes in the morning and evening to keep their bodies warm.
Kang Jae-hee has always disliked the weather in South Korea, and the purely oceanic climate has never been able to get used to Kang Jae-hee, a person who belongs to the mainland in his bones. Of course, dislike is not annoying. As long as it's not too harsh, no one will be disgusted with it. That's how powerful humans are adaptable.
So since he came to this country, Kang Jae-hee has always liked to put himself in the position of an observer and an outsider, and it is difficult to devote himself to it, and it is difficult to think of himself as the same kind of person as others.
Until he met Kim Taeyeon.
When I first met this girl, she was really a child, so even with labels like Jeonju, Kim Tae-yeon, and her father opening an optical store, it was difficult for Kang Jae-hee to overlap her with the star who was regarded as a goddess by countless people in later generations. Some fleshy, no makeup and no face that has not yet grown can only be regarded as delicate. Since she was a child, her eyes have been a little short-sighted, so she wears a pair of glasses almost all day long, maybe Jin's father opened an optical store because he was worried that his daughter's eyes were not very qualified glasses. And how could such a little girl be worthy of Jiang Jae-hee's attention so much.
But there is always a sense of compassion, or kindness. And Kim Taeyeon happens to be the type of person who can most stimulate people's desire to protect.
People always say that the eyes are the windows of the soul, and there is an ancient Chinese saying that the relationship is born from the heart. Although there is no scientific basis for these words, your appearance will affect what happens to you, and what happens to you can affect your mood. So in this way, there is still some relationship between appearance and heart.
Kang Jae-hee has forgotten the difference between Kim Tae-yeon when he was a child and now, because when you have been in contact with someone, you can't see how he has changed. So even now Kang Jae-hee can still remember some interesting things with Kim Taeyeon when he was a child, but he is very vague about Kim Taeyeon's image at that time.
But Kang Jae-hee remembers very clearly that Kim Tae-yeon's eyes have been like this from before to now. Looking into her eyes, you can clearly tell whether she is happy or unhappy now.
This once made Kang Jae-hee think that he had the ability that others didn't have, until he also looked at the eyes of the female classmates in the class like this and was scolded by the other party, and he didn't know that he could only see Kim Taeyeon alone. Since then, he hasn't interacted much with other classmates at school.
It is because of such a thing that Kang Jae-hee can't resist caring about Kim Taeyeon, and when you can know the other party's mood, you have no capital to refuse.
Being needed is actually a kind of happiness.
Therefore, only Kim Taeyeon can make Kang Jae-hee wake up from the realm of transcending mortals in the past few days.
Thinking that Kim Tae-yeon had been practicing quietly in the company alone for the past two days, Kang Jae-hee felt a trace of self-blame for the first time. Such emotions have not been felt since he came to South Korea.
In order to concentrate on practicing these days, Jiang Jae-hee's mobile phone has not been turned on, anyway, if the company really wants to find him, you can also find his uncle.
This will open the phone and immediately pop up a lot of messages. Although there is a lot of information, the number of people is not very large. There are Park Jung-so and their gang of boys, Choi so-young and their gang of girls, and Kim Jong-kook asking why they didn't come to play. Of course, it's more of Kim Tae-yeon's.
For these future sJ people, Kang Jae-hee actually passively became friends with them. Although Kang Jae-hee was broken by Kim Tae-yeon's identity as an outsider, Kang Jae-hee will only let go of this mentality with the few people he cares about. As for others, Kang Jae-hee is just like Lim Yoon-a did in the company, politely greeting others, bowing politely, and smiling politely at others. Even Kang Jae-hee is more extreme than Lin Yuna, because Kang Jae-hee's backstage is harder.
Maybe Park Jung-so will show goodwill to Kang Jae-hee after considering some matters after their debut, but who doesn't have a little bit of their own caution in the entertainment company? Even Kim Taeyeon, who was taken care of very well by Kang Jae-hee, has a little bit of her own careful thinking (training hard, making her debut hard, and standing on the stage with Kang Jae-hee...... )。 This is not a bad thing, only when you have a mind will you not despair, you will be motivated, and such people will progress. What's more, Park Jung-so's plan will have to wait until his debut. Before his debut, he had nothing to do with Kang Jae-hee.
has been together for a long time, and Jiang Jae-hee also likes to chat and joke with these heartless people. Although these people occasionally make some mistakes, in such a competitive environment everywhere, if you don't even have the heart to joke, then it is better to stay away from such people.
But it's just a few people who have no heart and lungs, and occasionally commit two crimes, Kang Jae-hee sees more pictures of dancing and dancing until he is covered in injuries, and every time the music stops, he lies on the floor and coss the corpse. There is also Jiang Jae-hee who accompanied these people to the hospital to secretly buy medicine and rub it on the very painful joints. Then the next day I continued my lifeless practice.
They didn't dare to tell the company because they were afraid that the company would force them to rest. In this case, you may miss an opportunity to be seen by the company's top management.
People who work hard will always be respected by others, and hard work will not affect themselves, let alone people with bad intentions who want to harm themselves, and they also express kindness to themselves, if such people can't be friends, then there really won't be any more friends.
Maybe other trainees in the company also have this, but Jiang Jae-hee only knows these few, so naturally he will only treat these few as friends.
Maybe they haven't done anything big like a heart-to-heart affair or a life-saving event yet. But how can there be so many vigorous things in life.
Sometimes, being able to smile and watch a person always appear in their sight is a kind of recognition in life.
made up a message: 'I'm fine, relatives have come to the family these days, and the company has agreed.' Such a text message was then sent to the boys, including Park Jung-so, and Choi so-young's girls.
After she started caring about Kim Taeyeon, it was inevitable that she would think of the other eight girls. It's an unsolvable proposition, and you can love just one of them, but you can't ignore the other eight.
met Choi so-young because of a coincidence, although this coincidence made Kang Jae-hee a little hurt...... But this does not affect the feelings between each other in the future.
Since the first day he entered S.M, Kang Jae-hee thought of these girls, and it just so happened that his head gave him such an opportunity to get to know them.
is a little different from becoming friends with Park Jung-so, and when they got acquainted with Choi so-young, Kang Jae-hee was somewhat proactive. But later, it didn't make a difference. If there is, it is because they are girls and will be taken care of more. Of course, if Kang Jae-hee really takes care of those boys, maybe a terrible outcome will come...... Brother (gao) brother (ji), heat (ju) blood (hua) ......
People who work hard and are strong will always be more likely to be favored by God. The same is true for these girls, in fact, they are all a group of very hard-working children, but hard work is only the foundation, if you are not strong, you will not be able to persevere to the end.
Jiang Jae-hee, who is afraid of some impact because of his appearance, in order not to change the future he is familiar with, but also because he is familiar with these girls. So Jiang Jae-hee will always take care of these girls carefully.
But no matter how careful you are, you can't stop the eyes of those who have a heart. The excessive intimacy between Jiang Jae-hee and these girls has been known to the whole company. After all, a boy always takes a few girls to eat together, which is really conspicuous.
If it weren't for Jiang Jae-hee, who has a high-enough teacher and an uncle who is a small director, he would have been called by the company to talk about ideals and life. However, with Kang Jae-hee's temper, even if he is really called to drink tea by the company, he still won't change his behavior. Anyway, his ultimate goal is not to become a big star.
The information of these people is relatively simple, and after replying, they sent another message and went to the company tomorrow to settle the matter. Kim Jong Kook is not very troublesome there, although this brother who is older than his uncle is a little broken, but as long as he is carried out of the company, the other party will not ask more.
What makes Kang Jae-hee a little embarrassed is how to explain it to Kim Tae-yeon.
It's not that it's hard to explain, it's that Kang Jae-hee doesn't want to lie to Kim Tae-yeon. I don't know if this girl is used to being taken care of by Kang Jae-hee in the past few years. This girl, who is very assertive and will insist on her opinions, will always obey her words when facing Kang Jae-hee. Although Kang Jae-hee is not asking her to do something unreasonable. But talking to Kang Jae-hee about everything has become Kim Tae-yeon's habit. Even once during her menstrual period, Kang Jae-hee accidentally knew the brand of sanitary napkin she was using and said that another one was more suitable for her, and Kim Taeyeon immediately changed the brand without asking why he knew such a problem......
But Kang Jae-hee can't stay by Kim Taeyeon's side all the time, and even his partner can't stay together 24 hours a day. And in this case, Kang Jae-hee is very worried that after hearing some things about Kim Taeyeon to himself, one accidentally said his decision, and the other party immediately did it. If you are not present, you can't understand the whole of the incident, and you can't make the most accurate judgment, plus Kang Jae-hee is not a saint, not to mention that saints can also make mistakes.
Only Kang Jae-hee knows best Kim Tae-yeon's dependence on himself, which is a kind of trust and dependence that can only occur after a long time of getting along. When I was a child, we played together, we gave guidance and worship in school, guidance and worship in singing, the peace of mind we saw when we got lost in the crowd, and the care that we could feel even though we couldn't see or touch them. These bits and pieces gathered together, Kang Jae-hee clearly felt it from Kim Tae-yeon's eyes.
And the more this happens, the more Kang Jae-hee can't let go of this girl. And because of this, Kang Jae-hee didn't want to deceive her.
But when I came to my relatives, I could say what I did, but I couldn't say what I did after 7 days. This is the rule of the family, and it is also the rule of Kang Jae-hee's family, from the beginning he didn't have this ability, but after seeing that his parents had this ability, he was warned by his father that he couldn't say it to other people, even the closest people, unless that person became his wife.
Kang Jae-hee doesn't know what kind of feelings he has for Kim Taeyeon, but he knows very well that in this life, in this world, if there is anyone who can be his wife, then the most likely person must be Kim Taeyeon. I have this view, my parents have it, Kim Taeyeon's parents have it, maybe Kim Taeyeon thinks the same way.
But there will always be accidents in this world, and if there were no accidents, Kang Jae-hee would not have come here. He was scared, afraid that everything now was a long, long dream. If you wake up from a dream, there is nothing. If you tell everything to Kim Taeyeon now, and she suddenly disappears, it is estimated that with the meaning of the family, Kim Taeyeon will not want to communicate with outsiders in her life. Only by becoming one with them will you not reveal this secret that has become your own secret.
Although Jiang Jae-hee doesn't know how powerful the family is, it shouldn't be very difficult for these people with special abilities to get rid of a person.
This is what Kang Jae-hee is most worried about.
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Thank you for chasing the wind and rain, the cute team, the colorful sky, and the reckless reward.
I've been catching a cold for the past few days, and yesterday I had no less than 100 sneezes in one day, according to incomplete statistics. In severe cases, three sneezes at a time every five minutes......
The tears never dried...... It's so uncomfortable. I was going to take a break at 8 o'clock and then get up and update. As a result, I slept until today...... I'm sorry guys.
Yesterday, I also thought about writing a leave note or something, but I always felt that it was too hypocritical to write a leave note if I had nothing to do, so I didn't write it......
Anyway, there must be a label like 'update is a problem' in the impression of this book......
This chapter was written in the style of one of the more popular novels at the beginning. I love that book. Can anyone feel it? If you guess correctly, you won't be rewarded...... Ha ha