Forty-four. Loss
Ye Qing pinched a small potato cake with two fingers, as if to hide his uneasiness, and looked at it seriously for a long time before opening his thin lips and began to taste it slowly. From time to time, her eyes looked at the pedestrians hurrying by outside the window. After a long while, she sighed leisurely: "Actually, I envy you scholars, when you are young, you can carry your schoolbag into school, and then live the life you want, and choose someone you like to live." It seems a little ridiculous to tell you this, but this marriage was not what I wanted from the beginning, and at that time, I should have had more choices. ”
I was stunned, I didn't expect her to say something like this all of a sudden. Ye Qing smiled, put down the potato cake in his hand, and said with the corners of his mouth slightly raised: "I came out early to support my family, there are many sisters in the family, and I can't get by if I don't want to make money." There is no way to imagine the days of the poor, so the ...... When Li Cheng proposed to marry me, my parents agreed, because Li Cheng was willing to give up the money and was willing to give my parents a sum of money in the name of the bride price. No matter how much I resisted, it was useless, because the money was quickly spent by them. ”
"But Li Cheng has always been very good to you." I didn't know how to comfort her. Perhaps, in that marriage, she was too unwilling, right?
Ye Qing picked up a tissue and wiped away her tears, and shook her head: "From an outsider's point of view, I'm just a woman who can spend money, but my life is so long, I should still find someone who knows cold and hot." Do you think I'm living, this is called life? Every day is an ordeal for me. But there is no way, I have locked myself up for too long, and it is impossible to leave Li Cheng again. So whether it is Guan Xinyue, Shao Yin, or the current Si Yuyan, I can only choose to accept it. ”
Why did she choose to say these things at this time. I could feel the strange look of the people around me. I took the tissue from my bag again and handed it to her, and I could only reassure her that she would be fine in the future.
"It's okay, I'm used to it." Ye Qing shook his head, "How can I live a lifetime, can I just treat myself as if I don't have a husband?" When the child grows up, all my suffering will be worth it. Without further ado, is there anything else you want to ask me? While I'm in a good mood right now, why don't you ask me a few more questions? ”
"What about you...... Before marrying Li Cheng, did you have anyone you liked? Maybe it was her words that aroused my gossip heart, and the question almost slipped out of my mouth, and when I came back to my senses, I only saw Ye Qing's slightly embarrassed expression.
She tilted her head, as if thinking about something, and after a while she sighed and smiled, "Your question is too high, I really don't know how to answer it." However, I do have people I like, I don't deny that. ”
Such an answer is vague. I suddenly remembered Li Cheng's commission, if she knew that Li Cheng was suspicious of her, what would she have done? I didn't speak, just picked up the juice in front of me.
"I'm glad you're here to find me, otherwise, I'm afraid the neighbors would have thought I was a murderer. You went to that hotel yesterday too? Li Cheng is embarrassed, right? Ye Qing pinched the potato cake in front of him again.
I nodded and casually asked, "Did he come home yesterday?" ”
"Home? Do you think he still thinks it's his own home? He was probably disgusted with the existence of that home for a long time. If I didn't have anything special, he would never come home. Ye Qing shook his head, picked up the cup in front of him, drank the juice in the cup like drinking, and continued: "I don't know when we became like this. He has the life he wants, and I, just the babysitter who takes care of the kids. However, we are all two people, so sometimes we ...... No matter how angry you are, you still have to make a show in front of your children. Tomorrow is the weekend, and we have agreed to take the children to the amusement park. In the eyes of outsiders, we are still a happy family. ”
I looked speechlessly at this woman, whose temperament was changing from time to time, and I didn't know how to answer for a while. After a while, she smiled again, "Okay. I know you're not here to hear me talk about this nonsense, so what do you want to know? Wouldn't you want to ask me about that woman who thinks she's smart, but she's actually stupid? ”
"How often does your husband change lovers?" This question is obviously a bit abrupt, but I think it's still a little curious, Li Cheng doesn't seem to be a long-term person.
Ye Qing's nose snorted coldly, and he took out a small book from his bag, which was different from the red book I had seen before. Again, I was shocked by this behavior. It seems that they are really a husband and wife, and they are so organized. Ye Qing looked at it for a while before saying, "There are long and short." The shortest is only a week, and the longest should be Shao Yin, who has been by Li Cheng's side for almost two years. ”
It seems that Shao Yin is really not an ordinary means. I was stunned for a moment, Ye Qing closed the notebook, and said a little disapprehantly: "Man, it's just a freshness." Do you know why Shao Yin stayed by Li Cheng's side for so long? It's because she is so worry-free, she will never clap with me on weekdays, and she won't call Li Cheng when he is in a meeting, or anything else. Therefore, with her by Li Cheng's side, I am also relieved, because she will not marry Li Cheng. ”
"Oh? But in the end, she was jealous because of Guan Xinyue? Is this also an accident? "I'm a little curious. Ye Qing seemed to be very cold to Guan Xinyue, it was impossible for them to become friends, but Ye Qing obviously never pulled Shao Yin, and the two planned to join forces to fight Guan Xinyue. As for Guan Xinyue, Ye Qing seems to have always been difficult to let go. It seems that the words that once came out of Shao Yin's mouth have really been verified again: women often don't care too much about men's cheating, but they care about whether men's hearts are cheating. Once the heart is derailed, it can never be taken back.
Ye Qing shook his head and said with a wry smile: "This...... It's hard to say. Just look at my situation to know that Li Cheng seems to care about Guan Xinyue very much. Why Shao Yin is so out of shape, I really can't guess. But don't tell me that she really loves Li Cheng. She's just a lover of money, and I don't think you have any objection to that, right? What she couldn't stand was probably because Li Cheng suddenly didn't take her seriously, or rather, she didn't want to be compared to Guan Xinyue. She...... I mean Shao Yin, she's a very exclusive person, as long as it's what she wants, it seems that no one can ever snatch it. In addition to these, I think Guan Xinyue must have something to deliberately provoke her. Otherwise, how can two good people pinch each other? ”