Chapter 115: Tired and persistent
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We will find all kinds of reasons for failure, but the success factor is simple, as long as you can stick with it. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info the same, we insist on finding various reasons, and give up, one thought is enough.
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Suddenly, Kang Jae-hee regained the motivation he had when he was studying music, and he didn't need to read all kinds of music books, or sit there every day thinking about new melodies and lyrics, and he didn't need to greet everyone who passed by him with a standard smile every day.
Although there are many experimental instruments, there will be some irritability, but this kind of day when you don't need to use your brain and body too much is what Kang Jae-hee wants most.
Of course, it is also what Kim Taeyeon wants most.
Unlike Kang Jae-hee's leisurely, Kim Tae-yeon has some resistance to the current life, and her academic performance is getting worse and worse because she needs to spend a lot of time training every day, which is not very good. In addition to the vocal lessons, the progress is not so smooth, although the dance can be trained, but for Kim Taeyeon, who is not very fond of sports, it is actually an ordeal.
The first thing I do when I go back to the dormitory every day is to lie on the bed for more than ten minutes like a dead dog, and often if it is not for Zhang Liyin or Huang Meiying to wake me up, then when I wake up, it may be late at night, and then I go hungry to wash, and then look through the room to see if there is anything that can satisfy my hunger, but some snacks and the like, it is often difficult to satisfy my stomach, not to mention that I am about to go to bed, and it is impossible to dare to eat too much, in just a few months, Kim Taeyeon has lost weight at a speed that is visible to the naked eye.
Kim Taeyeon doesn't know why she is still insisting, she loves singing, because Kang Jae-hee was in SM company, and her teacher also recommended her to come to SM company, so she came in, transferred, studied, and trained ignorantly. In the past few months, there have been many new trainees who have joined the company, but there are also many who have left. Some people can't stand it for a few days and leave, and they persist for a while, and some have persisted for several years.
In private, Kim Taeyeon also quietly asked the partners who trained together if they were bitter, and some people answered vigilantly that it was okay, while others said that it was hard. Huang Meiying's answer is hard, but also happy, and Zhang Liyin's answer is for the ideal. However, apart from these two people, Kim Taeyeon has no one else to ask, Cui Xiuying's circle, and now Hwang Mi-young is more familiar than her, although the relationship with them is not bad.
Without these two words, Kim Taeyeon couldn't say anything anyway. Fortunately, during this time, the company has a new plan, and their daily training tasks are a little easier.
Because she and Jung so-yeon often take vocal training classes together, their relationship is much more familiar than the others in Choi so-young's circle, but even so, Kim Tae-yeon has not asked Jung so-yeon why and purpose for persisting until now. She was afraid that Zheng Xiuyan would stop paying attention to her because of this, and she was even more afraid that she would not be able to persist after knowing the reason.
For this, you can only grit your teeth and persevere.
In any case, I want to make my debut. This is Kim Taeyeon's obsession in her heart, and it is also the motivation to persevere.
Compared with Kim Taeyeon, they are a group of upright children who have just joined the company. Choi so-young and the others are actually not as hard as Kim Taeyeon imagined now, of course, this is only relatively.
has been in the company for so many years, whether it is Cui Xiuying, Zheng Xiuyan, or other people, they can basically distinguish which training requires a lot of effort, and those trainings only need to be done and memorize the movements. And compared with the rookies, these old birds will master the new dance moves much faster, and invisibly, eliminating the consumption of repeated training.
"It's been hard training?" After seeing Kim Taeyeon, Kang Jae-hee was very sure that the girl in front of him was very tired, although she was not very energetic before, but she was not energetic and tired, and Kang Jae-hee was very clear.
"Sort of." This was Kim Tae-yeon's first reaction subconsciously, and she regretted it after saying it.
They are already familiar with each other's way of talking, when they used to climb the mountain, at first Kim Taeyeon would say 'okay', that is, a little tired, but it didn't have much impact, and after climbing for a while, Kim Taeyeon would say 'a little tired', that is, now he is actually very tired, but he can still persevere. And if the degree is deeper, then Kim Taeyeon will directly express it with actions, such as directly finding a place to sit for a while, or just saying to Kang Jae-hee and returning directly.
And now he subconsciously said 'a little', which is to tell Kang Jae-hee that he is very tired, but he is just persevering. Although Kim Taeyeon doesn't have that kind of strong 'self-esteem', the problem is that she will appear to be 'weak' if she has other friends who train together as references.
"It's really hard, you're not like Cui Xiuying, they've been training for several years, and they can grasp the movements very quickly." Kim Taeyeon's changes during this time, Kang Jae-hee has always paid attention, and his very round face has begun to become angular, although it looks much more beautiful than before, but the people who really care about it naturally don't think about these.
"But Meiying is also a fast learner." The more easy-going a person is, the more determined his personality is.
"Her personality is much more cheerful than yours, and dancing, people with a cheerful personality will dare to make movements, and they are not afraid of making mistakes, and they will naturally learn quickly." Kang Jae-hee himself has studied dance a little bit, and when he went to Park Jung-so, he also learned it occasionally, and he knows very well the influence of personality on dance, of course, compared to personality, talent is the most important thing......
And with Kim Tae-yeon's more shy personality, in the face of unfamiliar teachers and unfamiliar peers, it is strange that dance learning can be fast.
"Besides." Jiang Jae-hee thought for a while and continued: "Her physical strength is also better than yours, she is not tired when you are tired, and the study time is long." "The physique of the Oriental eats the diet of the Westerner, and it is strange that it is not fat, but the physical strength of the youth, as long as you love sports, will not be bad.
Seeing that Kim Tae-yeon's face was starting to deteriorate now, Kang Jae-hee hurriedly added. "But your singing skills are much better than hers."
"All that's left is singing." Kim Taeyeon also knew that Kang Jae-hee was telling the truth, and said with a slight sigh.
"This can't be rushed, and you're not bad at dancing." After telling the truth, it is natural to start comforting now. And Kang Jae-hee is also telling the truth, occasionally passing by the practice room, I also saw Kim Taeyeon practicing dance, although he is not a professional, but it is definitely better than dancing by himself.
Kang Jae-hee didn't ask Kim Tae-yeon what she planned for the future, nor did she ask if she planned to give up. And in the same way, Kim Tae-yeon did not ask Kang Jae-hee if he wanted to persevere. Both people have a tacit understanding and never take the initiative to force each other to change their minds, because they both know very well that the decisions they make cannot be changed by others except for their parents by coercive means.
At the end of May, the weather in Seoul was still pleasant. And as the two chatted, Kim Taeyeon's somewhat suppressed emotions were slowly alleviated. For this little girl, what she needed was not comfort, but narration.
Just like that summer 2 years ago, Kim Taeyeon made the decision to learn to sing, and Kang Jae-hee, who was reluctant, did not stop him, and now, Kang Jae-hee is just listening quietly.
If you don't fight for your youth, how can you have no regrets.
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Thank you for the reward.
During this time, I was busy training, looking for a new office location, and my work was also adjusted. It's not that every day is really full, but in fact, everyone knows that after being mentally exhausted, it is not good to have free time.
Anyway, I still haven't given up on this book, slowly, not in a hurry, haha.
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