The imperial doctor said that Bai Lian's condition had stabilized, but she had not woken up for a long time.

Whether it is feeding medicine or taking care of her, Gu Yan does not fake the hands of others.

In the middle, Luo Xin came to ask for guilt, Song Ji came to ask about the placement in the palace, Gu Yan didn't see any of them, and even the Empress Dowager came in person, but Gu Yan blocked her back on the grounds that she wanted to recuperate.

In such a coma situation, by the evening of the next day, Bai Lian still hadn't woken up, and Gu Yan was a little anxious in his heart.

The doctor came, tried her snort, although it was mild, but it was also stable, and the pulse was diagnosed, except for weakness and injury, it was normal.

But for some reason I can't wake up!

The imperial doctor, who couldn't give an answer, used the same rhetoric: "General, look at the lady's pulse, there are some heart and pulse depression, this is really a heart disease, maybe the lady is sad because of a miscarriage, and she doesn't want to wake up." ”

The imperial doctor explained like this, Gu Yan listened to it in his ears, and looked at the pale person on the bed, and felt even more worried in his heart.

After the imperial doctor retreated, Gu Yan sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, waiting for the medicine boy to bring the decocted medicine to him before he came back to his senses.

He waved everyone away, picked up the medicine bowl, tested the temperature, and fed her carefully.

The man's rough hands and feet, but it is rare to be careful, a diǎn did not spill out, there was something she did not swallow, Gu Yan took the towel on her chin and carefully wiped it for her.

After the medicine was fed, Gu Yan put the bowl aside, held Bai Lian's hand and lay down at the head of the bed, and said bitterly: "You don't want to wake up, do you?" ”

Naturally, there was silence in response.

"I shouldn't hide it from you, when you wake up, I'll beat and scold you as you like, okay?"

The person on the bed closed his eyes tightly, and he was still pale as before, as if he was unconscious.

Gu Yan thought of the Imperial Doctor's words, and couldn't help but feel astringent in his heart, and said with difficulty in his throat: "You are young, the child is not in a hurry, I originally thought of waiting for you to grow up a little more."

When Gu Yan said this, he choked so badly in his throat that he couldn't say any more, he suppressed the choking in his throat with difficulty, and then said: "There will be children in the future, but my wife is the only one like you, if you blame me for hiding it from you before, you will wake up, and I will follow you as much as you want."

(3) dǐng (3) diǎn (3) 小 (3) said, .⊕.o≠s_ ();

Gu Yan whispered, but the person lying down was unconscious.

As everyone knows, she is really inintuitive, as if her soul is wandering outside the world, and she doesn't know a single thing about that body.

She was tired of crying in the chaos, but she didn't know where to go.

She thought of Gu Yan's sad expression when she hugged her before, and thought of the bloodstains stained under her skirt.

Gu Yan must have blamed her.

She ruined his plan and didn't even save the child.

The child who came without her knowing it was gone.

Thinking of this, Bai Lian only felt a heart-wrenching pain.

She was tired.

What is the point of thinking that Lu Ye did not care about the price of his own rebirth.

With such a heavy burden on her shoulders, she won't be happy, she won't be happy!

Just when she was depressed, unconscious, and wanted to give up, she heard a man's low and hoarse voice echoing in her ear.

The pain and self-blame in his voice made Bai Lian's tears that he could not stop flooding again.

It was Gu Yan's voice.

He's blaming himself!

How can you blame him, if it weren't for himself, the child wouldn't be gone, if it wasn't for himself, he would have ascended the throne at this time.

In those things in her previous life, she dared to sue Yang Qing and Brother Sù, but she didn't dare to let him know.

It's just that I'm afraid that he will ask him about the end of his previous life.

What are you going to say when the time comes?

She is so selfish, even if many people say that the Zhou royal family is exhausted, she doesn't want the honor of this surname to disappear like this, and she doesn't want to hook up the ambitions that he didn't have because of the things in her previous life

It's another day, Gu Yan only feels that these two days seem to have lasted as long as decades, and he keeps calling her, calling her name, and calling her breast name.

Gu Yanyi was undressed, she never left for a moment, and in the evening, when Gu Yan fed her medicine again, she couldn't even swallow on her own.

Gu Yan's hand holding the bowl shook unconsciously, and an unprecedented fear enveloped him.

He looked down at the unaware man, and a breath rose in his chest as if it was about to burst his chest and lungs.

"The child is gone, and you're like this? In your heart, nothing is more important than me, you don't want to wake up, I want you to wake up, you don't take medicine, I want to feed you! ”

Gu Yan raised his head and drank the medicine in the bowl in his mouth, leaned over to grab her lips, and gently pinched her jaw with his right hand, and her mouth opened.

Although Gu Yan was angry, he was afraid that she would choke, so he slowly sent the medicine to her mouth.

After waiting for the medicine to finish slowly, there was only endless bitterness left between their lips and teeth.

Gu Yan was reluctant to let go, kissed, and sucked Yun, only to feel that the bitterness had spread to the bottom of his heart.

Mu Ran's person, passively kissed by him, Gu Yan was bitter in his heart, thinking about the person who seemed to be a goblin, when he was naughty, his eyes were like stars, and he would bite his wanton tongue, and when he was emotional, his eyes were like the sea, and he responded with his tongue jerky.

Even though they have only been together for a few months, the days together are even fewer, but they seem to have been familiar for thousands of years.

At this time, Gu Yan only felt that the tongue in his mouth moved, and his eyes widened, not sure if it was his hallucination.

Seeing tears in the corners of her eyes, Gu Yan was pleasantly surprised, and slowly retreated from her, her head was slightly sideways, and the tears had already wet the pillow.

"Girl, are you awake?" Gu Yan's voice unconsciously trilled.

Bai Lian listened to it in her ears, and only felt Mu Mu's pain.

Gu Yan watched her eyelashes move slightly, and tears couldn't stop flowing, when even she couldn't help but lean over and hug her, and murmured: "You're finally awake, you're finally awake."

The trembling voice seemed to have returned to the most precious thing in the world.

Bai Lian was taken back to the General's Mansion, although she woke up, she was greatly injured, she was already emaciated during pregnancy, and later lost too much blood after giving birth, and she was even weaker.

The Bai family was the head of the Liang family, the sixth lady of Bai, at this time, and since Gu Yan took over the imperial city and the guards in the capital, the Bai family was the first to get the news.

Bai Lian had a miscarriage, and she was in the palace, although the Bai family was in a hurry, Bai Minglin knew that Gu Yan was even the empress dowager at this time, and he was afraid that the family would be closed, so he didn't bother.

Now that he has returned to the General's Mansion, led by the Liang family, he has sent the original Bailian's wedding maids and grandmothers to the General's Mansion.

With the careful care of familiar people, Gu Yan was naturally relieved and personally entertained Bai Minglin and his wife.

Liang went to visit Bailian in the backyard, and he was still sighing in his heart along the way.

After experiencing Lu Ye's incident last time, it is really rare that Gu Yan can still treat White Lotus like this.

With the favor of such a powerful person, this ninth girl is undoubtedly the luckiest daughter of the Bai family. But thinking of Bai Lian's many disasters and hardships in the past few years, he also sighed.

When Liang went, the maid next to him was serving Bai Lian to take medicine, and when she saw Liang coming, Bai Lian asked the maid to stuff a big pillow behind her, and talked to Liang with spirit, asking about some situations at home.

Bai Lian knew from the mouth of the Liang family that the Shen family had been questioned because of Shen Yunze's participation in Lu Ye's action, and the Liang family's vague words, Bai Lian also heard it, and wanted Bai Lian to intercede for the Shen family in front of Gu Yan.

Bai Lian was silent for a long time before she said: "Sixth aunt, the seventh sister and I have grown up together since childhood, I will definitely help her fight for it, no matter what happens, I will definitely be able to keep her safe." ”

The Liang family also heard that the Shen family's crime this time was the crime of implicating the Manchus in raiding the family, and it was not easy to keep Bai Ning's peace.

Bai Lian didn't know Gu Yan's thoughts, but last time Wang Meng and more than 2,000 of his men died at the hands of the Praetorian Guard, this hatred Gu Yan definitely couldn't be relieved.

If it can be saved, I'm afraid that only Bai Ning will be gone.

Liang didn't force it, she looked at Bai Lian's appearance, her thin little face was only the size of a palm, and her eyes became more and more conspicuous.

Liang saw that she was not in good spirits, thinking that Wei was not there, so he instructed her a few words and left.

When Gu Yan saw Bai Minglin and his wife away, it was already late, so he went back to the inner courtyard.

In the past few days, there has been no clue about everything in the capital, Gu Yan has been with Bai Lian for a few days, and he has embarrassed the people under him, and now that Bai Lian has woken up, Song Ji and the others are finally relieved.

When Gu Yan returned to the inner room, Bai Lian was already lying down and was not asleep, she was thinking about the Shen family and Bai Ning.

After Gu Yan came in, she waved her hand to let the maids retreat, Bai Lian felt a sinking on the edge of the bed, she turned her head slightly, and saw Gu Yan.

Bai Lian looked at him, his chin was covered with cyan stubble, the black shadow under his eyes was so obvious, and the whole person looked very tired and haggard.

Bai Lian only felt that her heart was pinched together.

Gu Yan also looked at her, and after staring at each other for a long time, Gu Yan sighed, took off the clothes on his body, lay down in his underwear, and held her in his arms.

Bai Lian pushed it and said, "You go to the study to sleep, I'm so unlucky"

Bai Lian didn't finish speaking, but listened to Gu Yan say: "Don't talk nonsense, what's unlucky about sleeping with your own woman." ”

Bai Lian was silent, pillowed on his arm, his body was hot, Bai Lian thought about what Liang said today, and was silent for a long time before speaking:

"General, my seventh sister she"

Gu Yan listened to Bai Lian's words, and originally wanted to prevaricate in the past, but thinking of the past, Gu Yan was silent for a while and said: "The Shen family is abusive, this time it is a big crime to rob the family and exterminate the clan, I can't make a conclusion alone, I have already sent someone to pick up your seventh sister, and I won't implicate her after I reconcile with the Shen family." ”

After Gu Yan finished speaking, he saw Bai Lian looking up at him and asked in a low voice, "What about the child?" ”

After Bai Lian asked this, there was a slight choking in her voice, and there was obvious pain in her eyes.

Gu Yan's heart was shocked, knowing that she was asking about Bai Ning's child, but Gu Yan knew that Bai Lian definitely thought of her own child, so she was like this.

Gu Yan hugged her tightly, and only after a long time did he say: "Except for those who are directly involved, those under the age of ten and over fifty are all demoted to commoners, and the rest are sentenced to thousands of miles in prison." After this matter settles, let your seventh sister take the child back. ”

Bai Lian knew that such a decision was Gu Yan's kindness, even if the whole clan made a decision, no one could say anything.

Bai Lian snuggled into his arms and whispered, "Thank you." ”

Her voice was muffled, Gu Yan didn't speak, just patted her back and said softly, "Sleep." ”

The white lotus was in his arms, Gu Yan didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, even why did he save his mother this time, he didn't have a fierce coat to defend the fear, and he used the gun to make the search for the capture of the Lai mold

After a long time, Bai Lian whispered, "Don't you have anything to ask me?" ”

Gu Yan said indifferently: "When you are well, if you want to speak, I will listen." ”

Gu Yan's words made Bai Lian's heart sour again.

The implication is that if he doesn't say it, he won't be reluctant.

"I had a very ridiculous dream." Her voice was gloomy, Gu Yan listened to it in her heart, only to hear Bai Lian be silent for a while and then continued: "In the dream, I am another person, I have experienced her life, and the absurd thing is that I believe in that dream." ”

After Bai Lian finished speaking, she never looked up, she could hear Gu Yan's uncalm breathing, and for a long time, neither of them spoke.

Bai Lian was ready to talk to Gu Yan about something, but Bai Lian didn't expect that Gu Yan didn't ask, just hugged her for a long time, and finally said, "Sleep." ”

Bai Lian was stunned.

She raised her head and looked at Gu Yan, from her angle, she could only see Gu Yan's stubble chin and his tall nose, and she couldn't see his expression clearly.

At this time, Gu Yan lowered his head, there was too much emotion in his eyes, and it was difficult to distinguish for a while.

Gu Yan looked at her and said very solemnly: "Yesterday's everything, such as yesterday's death. Today's everything, such as today's birth. I don't care who you were before, in the future, you will only be my Gu Yan's wife. ”

Bai Lian looked at him stunned, and after a long time, she buried her head in his arms, raised her hand around his waist, and hid the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes.

Bai Lian fell asleep peacefully, Gu Yan hugged her, but it was difficult to sleep for a long time.

Her words had too much impact on him, and he thought of what Bai Che had said that Bai Lian had been more sensible than the other children of the Bai family since she was a child, and Gu Yan sometimes often wondered how parents like Bai Mingwen and Wei's could teach a daughter of her magnanimity.

The relationship with Zhou Hongwen is not shy of suspicion, I was full of it at that time, and now that I think about it, all her things are incomprehensible.

The title given to her by Zhou Hongwen, as well as her various maintenance of Emperor Zhaoren and the Empress Dowager, she even knew the secret passage of the royal family, and all kinds of things like this can only explain one diǎn.

The so-called dreaming is her past life.

The pain in her eyes was so obvious, Gu Yan decided the moment she saw it, and it didn't matter what happened in the past.

It was undoubtedly torture to ask her to tell what she had been through.

What a princess, she will only be her own wife in the future.

ps: 2-in-1 chapter, no updates tonight.

Thank you for wanting to smile at you, Ah Lian, Xiao Di, three no, ordinary as water, chubby, dreams like a quiet stream, and the interpretation of the rain for rewarding. There is also a monthly pass for everyone.

(To be continued.) )