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The ideal is beautiful, and we need it to deal with this harsh reality. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info can be too immersed in ideals, and you will be cruelly abandoned by reality.

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After coming out of the studio, Kang Jae-hee thought about it and decided to go to Choi so-young first, although from the realization to the present, Choi so-young has always given him the impression that he is smart, empathetic, and responds quite quickly. But from the perspective of a friend, no matter whether the other party is sad or angry because of this, if you continue to do your own thing regardless of it, such a friend can only be an ordinary friend at most.

Looking in from the window on the door of the practice room, I didn't find Cui Xiuying's figure, and if I went to the toilet, even if the two tubas were done. Kang Jae-hee didn't go in to ask Kim Hyo-yeon, who was practicing dance, and turned around and walked upstairs. If I'm not mistaken, Choi so-young should be on the rooftop by now.

Speaking of the company's rooftop, Jiang Jae-hee didn't know that he could go up before, that was once after Cui Xiuying's practice room was given up because of the company's selection, it happened that at noon that day, several girls brought lunch from home, and they didn't want to go to the boys' practice room to eat, so they were taken by Cui Xiuying and seemed to be sneaky, but in fact, many people have seen them on the rooftop.

Strictly speaking, the company does not explicitly prohibit access to the rooftop, but most of the company's high-level offices are on the 4th floor, so many trainees will not go up. In the past, when there were few people, no one found that they could go up at will, but as the company became more crowded, the trainees basically went to the 3rd floor, and they would meet people from the company and ask you what you were doing.

But Cui Xiuying is a little special, although she is still training with her as a trainee in the company, but the older batch of people know that this is a little girl who has made her debut and is already an artist. For artists, most of the people in the company won't ask, after all, no one knows who the artist is going to the 4th floor. For things related to the company's senior management, everyone has the attitude that more is better than less, and would rather not know and wait for the notice, rather than know in advance in case the senior management is aware of their own small shoes.

In this way, Cui Xiuying can run to the rooftop unscrupulously, of course, she doesn't go up several times every day. In fact, when she is with other girls, Choi so-young hardly goes there.

The 4th floor is quiet, almost every office door is closed, and occasionally the door is open, and there is no time to look out the door to see who is passing by. In this way, Jiang Jae-hee climbed onto the roof safely, with some nervousness.

Seoul in January is still winter, and when you open the door of the rooftop, Kang Jae-hee is shivered by the wind, and he doesn't wear much clothes in a heated room at all.

There was no need to look carefully, Jiang Jae-hee saw at a glance Choi so-young, who was also dressed very thinly, standing on the edge of the rooftop and looking into the distance.

"How long have you been up, aren't you cold?" Walking to Choi so-young's side, Kang Jae-hee learned from her to look into the distance.

"Why did you get up?" As if she was in a daze, or thinking about something, Choi so-young was startled by Kang Jae-hee's sudden voice. Turning his head, there was a hint of surprise and a hint of joy in his eyes.

"After you left, I talked to the teacher about things again, and when I saw that I was going to go to eat with you at noon, but I didn't see you in the practice room, I decided to come up and have a look." It was really a little cold, Jiang Jae-hee jumped a few times to warm his body a little warmer, and then continued: "Teacher, his words are a little harsh, but it seems that he is a little anxious about something. ”

"I didn't think there was anything wrong with Mr. Yu Yongzhen's words, but I was always a little uncomfortable." Not to mention that Cui Xiuying is just a girl who hasn't grown up, even if she is an adult, it will be a little uncomfortable to be reprimanded in front of others.

"Well, I can understand, so I didn't come to you to persuade you, just to talk to you. But it's really cold in here. Are you really not cold? How about a different place to chat? Kang Jae-hee felt that his body was trembling slightly unconsciously, but he saw that Choi so-young never had such a situation.

"It's cold, how can it not be cold, but it's good to blow the wind. In the practice room, I just felt that the music was a little noisy, so I wanted to come out and be quiet. After speaking, Choi so-young looked at Kang Jae-hee. Do you think there is a place in the company where you can chat quietly? ”

"My practice room, there's no one there."

"But there's no place where it feels refreshing." Facing the direction of the wind, Cui Xiuying let herself relax all over her body, and the cold wind not only blew through her face, swept her long hair, but also blew all over her body from the gaps in her clothes. Calm yourself down from top to bottom.

If it's just because of Yu Yongzhen, Cui Xiuying won't be like this, it's because she didn't do it well, then it's normal to be said. And the person who reprimanded is his elder, the senior management of the company, just like being educated by a teacher in school, others dare not say it, Cui Xiuying believes that whether it is Kim Hyo-yeon or Lim Yoon-a, they have the same experience as themselves to deal with the teacher's bitterness.

In fact, the reason why Cui Xiuying wants to be quiet is that she feels that she seems to be a little too complacent during this time. With the debut of 'Heavenly Tomoki', among the trainees in the company, the most senior people are in her small group. Judging from the company's past traditions, the next group to debut must be a men's group. So in this way, if you want to join the girl group and debut, then it will be after 06 years at the earliest.

Let's talk about the current situation of female trainees in the company, Cui Xiuying can say to anyone in the company without humility that she is the person with the strongest comprehensive strength among the current female trainees. Just like the women's gymnastics decathlon, maybe each of them is not the highest score, but so many events add up, Choi so-young is sure that she must be the one with the highest score.

Singing, dancing, performing arts, stage experience, physical training, body shape, interviews, quick reflexes, and even foreign languages. Not to mention that it is a trainee, even if it is some people who have just debuted, they are not necessarily better than Cui Xiuying in so many items. What's more, in the most important project, Cui Xiuying's performance is not worse than others, not the top, but it is definitely in the group of excellent people.

Choi so-young rarely talked to her partners about her training in Japan, and the most she talked about was some pleasant things, what happened on what shows, what interesting things happened, and what troubles or fun happened when recording songs. But she didn't say a word about the hard work at the beginning.

At the beginning, Zheng Xiuyan was depressed because of the failure of the "Heavenly Zhixi", and Cui Xiuying did not tell her partners that in fact, the company had asked her to join the group of Heavenly Zhixi, but later she felt that she was still a little young, and she had just returned from Japan not long ago, so she decided to quit.

There are still 2 years in time, and because of the problem of her own strength, Cui Xiuying has changed a little in the past month or so. In the past, they used to practice dancing with Kwon Yoo-ri and Kim Hyo-yeon, but now they are more likely to sit there and point out their shortcomings to Kim Hyo-yeon and them. During vocal training, Choi so-young also instructed other partners, except for Jung so-yeon, of course.

This time, Yu Yongzhen's words made Cui Xiuying sober up all of a sudden, it turned out that in the eyes of those senior musicians, he was nothing. And the statement that seems to be the strongest in terms of comprehensive strength is just to cover up that he doesn't have a skill that he is very good at.

The contrast between some cruel realities and beautiful ideals is too big, which makes Cui Xiuying a little difficult to accept, so she decided to find a quiet place and reflect on herself. No matter how much she has experienced, Cui Xiuying is still just a 15-year-old girl.

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Because of his cheap hands, he clicked on the video of the world that reunited again in the concert at the Dome on December 9th.

Alas, nothing more. Under the agitation of the mood, another chapter was coded.