Chapter Seventy-Nine: Kim Taeyeon Who Is Not Confident
Career and love, friendship and love, family and love......
Most of the time, love always needs to compete with various people and things.
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Like most people, once you have someone you care about, you will become a little bit of a loser.
No matter how similar Kang Jae-hee and Kim Taeyeon are in personality, the way of thinking brought about by gender differences is different. This is also destined to what Jiang Jae-hee thought before was not entirely correct.
If it weren't for Choi so-young's previous reminder, Kang Jae-hee would definitely have naturally told Kim Taeyeon about it, because at that time, it seemed to him that there was nothing wrong with it at all. But now he's a little unnatural.
"How was your visit to the dorm today?" When we had dinner together in the evening, Kang Jae-hee thought it would be better to ask something else first.
"It's okay, but one of the roommates is Chinese, and the other is from the United States, the one who didn't speak much Korean last time he ate with us behind Zheng Xiuyan."
How could Kang Jae-hee not know about that girl. Arguably his biggest threat in the future...... A person who is very independent when he is alone, can be with close friends but is very clingy, and very possessive. But now Pani is just a little girl who has just made up her mind to return to China to pursue her dreams.
"Oh, it's that girl named Huang Meiying."
"Huh? Can you remember her name? Kim Taeyeon's reaction was purely knee-jerk, after all, in her opinion, Kang Jae-hee had just met Hwang Mi-young during dinner.
However, Jiang Jae-hee heard this, but his heart was weak for no reason, "Ah, you know, I have always had a good memory, and the girl's expression was quite rich when I had dinner that day, and I deserved to have come back from the United States." ”
What does the rich expression have to do with coming from the United States Jiang Jae-hee doesn't know, but if he doesn't say so, he really doesn't know how to end it.
People are like this, once they face a person who is a little weak-hearted, what the other party says, they will think carefully about other meanings in their words...... This means that the speaker is unintentional, but the listener is intentional.
"Well, yes, today she is also very enthusiastic and very ...... Enthusiastic. Although Kim Taeyeon does not dislike this kind of expression of feelings, she is a little uncomfortable and embarrassed because she has become the focus of attention because of the people around her.
Suddenly, neither of them spoke again, but ate quietly. This is usually a normal thing, and it doesn't cause embarrassment because you don't speak again. But today Jiang Zaixi has something in his heart, but he feels a little unable to sit still.
"What's wrong?" Kim Taeyeon felt that the rhythm and frequency of Kang Jae-hee's meal today were very different from usual, and asked.
Emotions are expressed through tone, expressions, and behavior. And familiar people can even detect your mood through some subtle changes in you. What's more, the bonus of Kang Jae-hee's passive skill......
Seeing Kim Tae-yeon asking a question, Kang Jae-hee breathed a sigh of relief. Because he really didn't know how to speak, he always felt that he took the initiative, which was a bit too deliberate.
"Hmm...... That is true. I used to like a song that I liked before because of copyright issues, but today I finally got it because of Brother Zhong Guo. "Kang Jae-hee has already decided what to say.
"That's a good thing." The emotion Kim Taeyeon felt just now was a little anxious, which was obviously different from what Kang Jae-hee said.
"After the adaptation of this song, you need to add a female voice RaP, considering that you have only joined the company for half a year, and you have already collaborated with the_one seniors on a song and released it, if you cooperate with me now, it will have a bad impact on your future life in the company. And I know that you, like me, prefer lyric songs, and RaP doesn't really like these things. So I went to find Choi so-young. She made her debut in Japan, and RaP feels pretty good. ”
Without waiting for Kim Taeyeon to respond, Kang Jae-hee continued: "But Choi so-young said that I should tell you first, and then go to her." Otherwise, you will be a little unhappy. ”
Speaking of this, Kang Jae-hee paused, looked at Kim Taeyeon and saw that there was nothing abnormal, so he had to continue: "I didn't think there was anything wrong with what she didn't say, I was more sure today, and it wasn't a big deal, I haven't seen you during the day, and I was going to tell you at dinner at night." But when she said this, she always felt that she should tell you first, instead of telling you after she had already decided, as she is now. ”
"It's nothing, I really don't like RaP." In fact, Kang Jae-hee's first reason was to convince Kim Tae-yeon. Kim Taeyeon, who has been in the company for a while, can also feel the fierce and excessive competition in the company, both overt and dark.
Kim Tae-yeon also understands why on her first day at the company, Kang Jae-hee takes her to meet everyone he knows. Although those people didn't take care of her obviously, of course they didn't need to. But it is precisely because of the greetings of these people after meeting that she is indeed a lot better in the company. After all, in the company, neither the teacher nor Kang Jae-hee can take care of her all the time.
Seeing that Kim Taeyeon was not unhappy, Kang Jae-hee also relaxed. As you get older, you come into contact with more people, and people will slowly change. Although it is difficult for people who are often together to notice subtle changes, Kang Jae-hee obviously feels that she is much more mature than Kim Taeyeon half a year ago.
"But if you have such an opportunity in the future, you have to tell me first. At least, I don't want to be the last one to know. "No one wants a lot of people of the opposite sex around the people they care about, and they are all people of the opposite sex who have a good relationship. But Kim Taeyeon also knows that in this circle, it is inevitable to come into contact with these people. This is not an uneasy reaction to Kang Jae-hee, but just a pure, subconscious psychological reaction.
Kim Taeyeon is actually a very careful person, but her somewhat clumsy way of expression makes it difficult for outsiders to know this carefulness. Among the girls in the future, many people will say that this person is careful, that person is careful, and most of them evaluate Kim Taeyeon as introverted, extremely introverted, and rarely express themselves. But few people know that Kim Taeyeon slowly remembered other people's habits in the corner where he didn't talk much. It's just that several girls have been together for a long time, and many things don't need to be brought up by Kim Taeyeon at all, and others know each other's habits to some extent.
Kang Jae-hee looked at Kim Tae-yeon, who lowered his head again and continued to eat, with some surprise. From what he said just now, Jiang Jae-hee clearly felt a kind of resentment, yes, although it was not very obvious, but with a hint of complaint, Jiang Jae-hee still heard it.
"I'm sure I'll see you tonight, so I didn't call you in the afternoon, and I always think it's better to talk about it in person. And I happened to meet Cui Xiuying when I went downstairs, so I said it by the way, and I used to talk about RaP occasionally when I watched them practice, and I thought it was pretty good. Kang Jae-hee said about it again, and Choi so-young asked those girls to read RaP together and engaged in an alternative small selection.
"Hmm" Hearing Kang Jae-hee explaining, Kim Tae-yeon was a little embarrassed. It wasn't like that when it was statewide before. No matter how many gifts Kang Jae-hee has received from female classmates, or how many notes Kim Taeyeon has received, although they didn't think they were the most suitable person for each other at that time, they were very sure that the other party would not take those people seriously at all.
But after coming to the company, Kim Taeyeon found that everything was different, not how beautiful the trainees were, or how tall they were...... It's not that those people get along well with Kang Jae-hee. Instead, Kim Taeyeon discovered a tacit understanding that only she and Kang Jae-hee had together, but someone else appeared there.
This tacit understanding is different from Kim Taeyeon's own. For Kim Taeyeon, this tacit understanding is that I like to eat this, you like to eat this, I like to do this, and you like to do this. And that person's tacit understanding is that I like to eat this, you know why I like to eat this, I like to do, you know why I like to do this. Kim Taeyeon actually knows but can't say why, it's the difference brought about by the difference in experience and insight.
This made Kim Taeyeon a little anxious, like a toy that she liked very much before, but now she can suddenly be played with by another person, but she can't do anything.
But fortunately, Kim Taeyeon can still be sure that at least the ownership of this toy is still hers, and thinking about this makes her feel much better.
No matter how close you are to someone, you can't tell what she's thinking. Kang Jae-hee didn't know that Kim Tae-yeon had a sense of crisis. He couldn't have thought of that. In his eyes, they are just a group of underage girls.
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Thank you Yundong and Wind and Rain for the reward.
I just arrived in a new city in the afternoon, and I was too tired to sleep until the early hours of the morning......
Because I didn't change it before, I only have 10 essences this week...... It's all gone......