Seeing that Lu Xiaobai was reluctant to speak out and looked painful, Tan Yanqiu immediately felt heartbroken.

Lu Xiaobai was reluctant to say it, there must be a last resort. I forced him like this, maybe I was really wrong. It's just that I can't accept such unclear feelings, so the relationship between the two of them really ends here.

Tan Yanqiu suddenly felt very uncomfortable in her heart, as if her heart had been pinched by something, and as if it had been blocked by something, which was very uncomfortable. I want to cry, but I can't, I want to speak, but I don't have the strength to speak. She felt like a balloon that had been drained of air, soft and lifeless.

Do you already like him that much? If he didn't answer, how could he be so uncomfortable?

Tan Yanqiu was a little afraid to look at Lu Xiaobai, she took a deep breath and said in a calmest tone as much as possible, "Everyone has their own secrets and hardships, if you can't say it, it doesn't matter, we can't be lovers, we can still be friends." Who said that men and women can only be lovers, and it is good to be friends. Saying this, Tan Yanqiu suddenly found that her voice was a little trembling and a little choked.

So she took a deep breath, calmed down again, and said "we"

"Alright, don't talk about it." Lu Xiaobai stood up suddenly, and said in an almost commanding tone. His voice was not loud, but it was unusually serious, as if he had made a life-or-death choice in his heart. He stood in front of Tan Yanqiu and looked down at Tan Yanqiu.

When Tan Yanqiu didn't know what he was doing when he looked at him so seriously, he saw Lu Xiaobai suddenly turn around, and then walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the apartment facing the sea, and said faintly while looking at the calm sea, "Yanqiu, don't ask me about my past, this is only good for you and me, no harm." It's not that I don't want to say it, but I can't say it. ”

"It's not a state secret, but it's a matter of life and death. I won't say anything until I have the ability to protect you and your family, until I find that person. ”

"Of course, as long as I know who that person is, I know where he is. Then everything about my past, every word I have said, every little action I have done can tell you. I was born with a sense of forgetfulness, and I can remember how I toddled and learned to walk at the age of one or two. Everything in the past, like a movie burned on a disc, can clearly appear in front of my eyes at every moment. ”

Saying this, Lu Xiaobai turned around, and the sunlight shining through the glass fell on him, immediately casting a veil of mystery on him. Lu Xiaobai looked at Tan Yanqiu and said affectionately, "I like you, I know you like me too, we like each other, this is the strongest fortress." ”

"If your parents and grandfather don't approve of us being together, then I will impress them in the most sincere way. No matter what conditions they offer, I will try to do it. I, Lu Xiaobai, may not have that ability before, but now, I believe that no matter what conditions they offer, I can do it. ”

"Please also give us another chance to get to know each other slowly, you may not be able to understand my past for the time being, but you can definitely understand my future. The past, whether glorious or gloomy, is history, and can only be used as a reference for the present. Now that the two of us are together, that's the truth. The future needs us to understand each other, and this is life. ”

After finishing speaking, Lu Xiaobai squatted in front of Tan Yanqiu and looked at her with a look of hope, hoping that Tan Yanqiu could give him an answer full of joy.

Tan Yanqiu also looked at Lu Xiaobai, this was the first heart-warming man she had met in the past twenty-three years. This man appeared like a lightning bolt in her life, saving her at a critical moment of humiliation. But she still didn't get rid of the fate of being bullied, she just changed someone and gave her body to Lu Xiaobai.

From then on, his little movements instantly broke into her heart, occupying his small atrium slowly.

He sometimes seems very mysterious and powerful, but at other times he looks like a clumsy young man who knows nothing about the world. He's like a mysterious man with a veil of many faces, and you never know what he's really like.

Maybe it's just one, maybe it's a few, or all of them.

She Tan Yanqiu never thought that she would like such a person in this life, the education she received since she was a child is to know what it is and why it is true, everyone and everything must be clear and clear. Grandpa said: Whether it is a war or a life, we must pay attention to a thoroughness, if you are not thorough, you will not succeed, and if you are not thorough, you can only fail.

Influenced by her grandfather, she is making great progress in her work. Every case will be thought through by her. But in life, because of the influence of her grandfather, she must know everyone around her and see it thoroughly.

But the more you see it thoroughly, the more you find that these people are all ruined by the outside. Whether it is a star from all walks of life in the military, politics and business, no matter how good and powerful these people usually behave, but after she got to know her thoroughly, she found that none of them could satisfy him.

Many people are on the surface and behind the scenes, and some are the same on the outside, but they don't feel for them at all. She found that even if those people met a certain standard in her heart, they could not develop feelings for them. She feels like a robot, whether it is work or life, she is orderly and not chaotic in the slightest.

But because of this, there is no wonderful fun in her life, and her whole life is like a glass of plain boiled water, tasteless.

If there is no Lu Xiaobai's appearance, her life is probably under the arrangement of her parents, she is extremely unwilling to engage with Dong Yijun, and then marry him, have children, adopt children, and grow old.

But Lu Xiaobai really entered her heart, but Lu Xiaobai's identity made it difficult to refute the theories she had learned since childhood. Rationally, she can't accept a mysterious person like Lu Xiaobai; But emotionally, she really likes this person.

Rationality and sensibility, how to choose, who to choose, Tan Yanqiu is also entangled.

Seeing that Tan Yanqiu didn't answer him for a long time, Lu Xiaobai didn't give up at all, he was trying to think about what advantages he had and what things he could say.

Soon he thought of something, and only heard him say, "Actually, I can say anything other than what I can't tell you about the past few years." ”

"I'm an orphan and I don't know who my parents are or if they're still alive. When I can remember, it was in the orphanage of Baomin County, Shudu City, Sichuan Province, and then I grew there until I was sixteen years old, and you can definitely find these things. ”

"As for what happened after that, it's a secret that can't be said. When I met you yesterday, I was actually the first person I met after eight years of isolation. That's why I was so excited that I misunderstood. ”

"By the way, last night was my first time."

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