Chapter 185: Love has to be a last resort
called Jiang Kexin down from the dormitory, looked at the little girl's eyes red from crying, and asked her what was going on, Jiang Kexin didn't say anything, just didn't need Zhang Xudong to care, and then turned around and ran back to the dormitory.
Although he wanted to keep up, Zhang Xudong saw the dormitory manager Dama who was holding a broom and grinning his teeth, so he still gave up, time is the best medicine, especially for emotional injuries.
After leaving the school, Zhang Xudong drove slowly along the road, holding a cigarette in his mouth, and from time to time there was a bold sister on the road who secretly sent autumn waves to him, but now it is just about to enter the summer, and the autumn is really far away, and everything does not know when the green shoots have quietly sprouted, and time flies so fast!
Just when Zhang Xudong was bored, a phone rang, he frowned, a more difficult character than Jiang Kexin - Xue Xiaoxiao, this girl Zhang Xudong has a leg, her prodigal son turned back, what should she do, worry!
Xue Xiaoxiao didn't know yet, the call was full of joy and complaints, because Zhang Xudong didn't notify her when he came back, and she only found out a minute ago, so she asked Zhang Xudong to invite her to dinner, Zhang Xudong didn't know how to deal with it, but he couldn't have an ostrich mentality and didn't want to see her, so he had to agree.
Tomorrow Star Academy belongs to the two-year system, Xue Xiaoxiao is about to graduate, Zhang Xudong wants to help her find a better job, but it must not be in Dongsheng, at least not in the companies he often visits, otherwise it will chill Lin Xinyi's heart, so he made an appointment and prepared to go to the appointment.
The location chosen was a little surprised, Zhang Xudong didn't expect it to be a spicy hot shop, Zhang Xudong understood that Xue Xiaoxiao was not like Lin Xinyi, Jiang Kexin and others who were used to spending a lot of money, this reflected a person's birth, he didn't despise it in the slightest, but felt that he was too wronged by her.
This kind of thing is eating, sometimes paying attention to the occasion is high-end and high-grade, but the more this kind of place, the more it cannot be proved that it is love, many rich people invite girls to eat on this occasion, the purpose is simple and clear, and Zhang Xudong feels that this time it is estimated that it will be very smart.
Speaking of headaches, Zhang Xudong's trigeminal nerve began to ache again, but it was not as painful as before, so he drove back to his grandmother's house, drank the medicine first, and at about seven o'clock in the evening, he did not drive, but took a taxi to a store called "Liuyuan Malatang".
When I got out of the car, I saw where Xue Xiaoxiao was standing at the door, she was uncharacteristically wearing a women's suit, stepping on a black Xiaogao, that look like the kind of man in the northwest who came back from the west exit, and the strong happiness and excitement of a woman.
I haven't seen her for so long, Xue Xiaoxiao has developed for the second time, and she is full of the feeling of a woman, and she has lost her previous youthfulness, so that the man in a couple can kiss his girlfriend, but the man's eyes peeked at this Xue Xiaoxiao, like a bull in the spring, but he was trampled hard by his girlfriend, grinning in pain, but he had to continue to be busy with the things in front of him.
Zhang Xudong sighed at the eighteenth change of the female college and walked over, a little I don't know what Xue Xiaoxiao is going to do, do you want to be a secretary for yourself?
"Xudong, why did you come?" Xue Xiaoxiao pouted with a look of displeasure.
"Sorry, there's a traffic jam on the road!" Zhang Xudong can only prevaricate like this, for his ex-girlfriend, he hurt her once, and he has to do it a second time, which is indeed a bit cruel.
"Really making excuses?" Xue Xiaoxiao glanced at Zhang Xudong, turned around with the small bag and asked, "How is it?" Does this dress look good? ”
"Beautiful!" Zhang Xudong undeniably said that in the face of Xue Xiaoxiao, he felt a sense of guilt, as if he had failed a woman who had been waiting for him for a year, I don't know if she would be like Jiang Kexin, man, it's really not easy to think about sometimes turning back.
"Why do you want me to invite you to dinner here? Are you afraid I won't be able to pay? Zhang Xudong asked.
"We can't forget the hard days of the past!" Xue Xiaoxiao smiled gracefully and said: "I have already found a job, this time I want to invite you to eat once, I hope you don't think I'm shabby, in fact, I have been here a lot recently, and the spicy tang here is really fragrant!" ”
"Really?" Zhang Xudong smiled bitterly, he didn't know if it was fragrant or not, he only knew that Xue Xiaoxiao seemed to have changed, and he didn't know that he seemed to be alienated from each other, and some things couldn't go back: "It's good to have a job, work hard, a woman wants to find a good man, but she can't do without a career!" ”
"I think so!" Xue Xiaoxiao nodded and said, "Why are you yourself?" ”
"Uh...... Who do you want me to bring? Zhang Xudong smiled bitterly.
"Nobody, that's fine!" Xue Xiaoxiao's voice became lower and lower, there was an indescribable emotion in it, she actually felt that Zhang Xudong had changed, this was what she wanted, but she didn't seem to be happy, so she had to change the topic: "That fried noodles and this spicy hot are really a must!" She pointed to another small shop not far away
"You're not afraid of ruining the image of your beauty?" Zhang Xudong asked.
"The image is not about what you eat and wear, where you take a selfie, but about your heart!" Xue Xiaoxiao pointed to Zhang Xudong's heart.
Zhang Xudong was stunned for a moment, and shook his head helplessly, people are really the most fickle animals, but what she said is not bad, it is really this truth, Zhang Xudong has already felt that even if he doesn't say it today, Xue Xiaoxiao will say something dumbfounded, he just thinks about whether the other party can accept it, and never thinks about whether he can ......
"Xudong, why keep such a distance, will I eat you?" Xue Xiaoxiao looked at Zhang Xudong, a little surprised that Zhang Xudong was actually separated from her by more than two meters, as if he was a hungry she-wolf, and he was a little sheep Yes.
"I want that, I don't want to delay your happiness any longer!" Zhang Xudong pointed to the intimate couple in the distance, he thought that his words were clear enough!
"Don't worry, I don't mean anything else, and I have a boyfriend!" Xue Xiaoxiao Zhang Xudong thought of this, but it still sounded like five thunders, men are really possessive or so strong, the good thing is selfish, no wonder men and several women can do it, but not the Water Margin Golden Lotus.
"Didn't you come here a long time ago?" Zhang Xudong asked with a depressed face.
"It won't be long before I want to have a casual meal with you!" Xue Xiaoxiao seemed to have made a lot of determination, and pulled the topic back again, meaning to explain things clearly to Zhang Xudong.
Do you make that clear? Zhang Xudong didn't know, but since the two of them tacitly knew it, some were once just a story, the two were closer than friends and farther than lovers, of course, the relationship was also very pure, pure red and blue, the two smiled at each other, and walked towards the Malatang shop.
The scale of this shop is not bad, but the top of the head is shaded by plastic sheeting to avoid the sun and rain, and there are more than a dozen boiling iron tables inside, but the sound is very good, they are all people who look like couples, but they are still the first couple to eat like this.
Zhang Xudong felt that he was a gentleman, and helped Xue Xiaoxiao wipe the table and chairs, and then the two of them sat down, not knowing what to say for a while, Xue Xiaoxiao said that she went to buy fried noodles next to her, and Zhang Xudong sat here in a daze.
The boss took the menu and asked Zhang Xudong to choose, he asked the boss to put down and write by himself first, because he was waiting for Jiang Kexin, and the boss had to nod and agree, he had never seen a couple come to his small shop to eat spicy would be this expression, so he quickly guessed that it was a breakup, so he didn't bother too much.
After Xue Xiaoxiao came back, she gave one of the fried noodles to Zhang Xudong, and then she started to order, and after a while, she ordered all kinds of snacks, almost two of each, and the two of them looked at each other and smiled.
Zhang Xudong drank a drink, his illness and made him no longer able to drink, although the cigarette has also decreased a lot, but he still took out a cigarette and smoked it, he didn't dare to look at Xue Xiaoxiao's eyes, just lowered his head and asked, "What company is it?" ”
"Is it where I work?"
"Yes!"
"It's a real estate company, and it's very famous in Yudu, Sunshine Real Estate!"
Zhang Xudong was stunned, looked up at her, and said, "Why did you go to Sunshine Real Estate?" ”
"What's wrong? What's the problem? Xue Xiaoxiao was puzzled and also looked at him.
Zhang Xudong smiled bitterly and said, "It's nothing." How's the treatment? ”
"It's not bad, the minimum is three thousand eight, there is a commission, and five insurances and one housing fund will be paid!"
"Pretty good!" Zhang Xudong sighed and suddenly asked, "What is your boyfriend doing?" ”
"Like me, we met in the company, and he was in charge of applying for the job, and he chose me!" Xue Xiaoxiao said quite proudly, as if she was really happy.
Zhang Xudong didn't eat a few bites, he really couldn't eat it, there were too many bad things today, rubbing his temples and subconsciously lighting a cigarette again: "Do you have my phone?" If you need help in the future, just call me, and I will do what I can! ”
"Okay!" Xue Xiaoxiao nodded.
The two of them didn't have much to say, the scene was slightly embarrassing, Zhang Xudong looked outside through the blurred glass, the sky was overcast, and it seemed that it was going to rain: "I'm full, I didn't drive when I came out, so I went back first, and I couldn't even get a car for a while!" ”
Xue Xiaoxiao pursed her lips, and after wiping it with a tissue, she shouted, "Boss, pack." She looked at Zhang Xudong again and smiled: "I know that we are not people of the same world, so I chose to quit, life is not a love novel, and I will not wait for you all the time, I also have my life!" ”
"Thank you!" Zhang Xudong didn't move, watching Xue Xiaoxiao get up and leave, but he didn't see Xue Xiaoxiao's tears.
The breeze came with the smell of rain, Xue Xiaoxiao walked down the street, the rain ran down her hair and down her cheeks, she couldn't tell if it was rain or tears, revealing a garbage can, she threw away the things in her hand, and in a corner, she squatted down and sobbed.
Zhang Xudong has been quietly following behind, seeing this scene, his heart hurts, too much love for men is a bad thing, he gritted his teeth and didn't walk over, just watched from afar.
Some people may not have results when they meet, even if there are a thousand reluctances in their hearts, but on the other side you have another one with 10,000 reluctances, maybe a few years later, Zhang Xudong will burst into tears when he thinks of this scene, but reality is not a story, and when he reaches a certain extent, he can only accept it, because it is reality.
On the way back, Zhang Xudong felt sad again, as if he had just returned to Huaxia, without relatives, but now he was not, his heart was empty, like a walking corpse.
A familiar and beautiful figure, holding a transparent umbrella, watched the down-and-out man walk forward in the rain, she hesitated for a moment, but still walked up: "You will catch a cold like this!" ”