Chapter Sixty-Eight: A Piece of the Past

"What? Can't I have a vigorous past and feelings? He glanced at his junior brother helplessly.

If he really said that he Xiao Mo still can't do anything about anyone now, it is estimated that there is only this Lin Xi in front of him, his own junior brother, sometimes calm as a person without emotion.

However, most of the time it is like a child, perhaps, it is because of his character that those who love him can make him even more helpless to him, right?

This is actually a very simple thing in itself, of course, now, at this time, Xiao Mo also feels that it is necessary for him to explain his past brains to this group of guys?

Why? Because he had already come to the Sanctuary this time, it was impossible for him to be completely unrelated to his previous self, or even do nothing, since he wanted to find those things before him, he had to be honest with each other.

What's more, in Xiao Mo's heart, the three people in front of him are still trustworthy, not only do they have the same goal, but even the purpose of coming here is the same, and the complete similarity of the position does not make him completely honest about all his things, the most important thing is that he has enough trust in the character of these people and other things, which is why he seems to have some memories now, but more of them are still dignified.

"When I entered the holy realm in the early days of the sage, I climbed to the position of the immortal step by step from the bottom, and it took 40,000 years, and in these 40,000 years, I naturally made a lot of friends, most of those friends, after I had independent thoughts, began to break off relations with me, and even fell directly into the well, but there is only one person who has always followed me without abandoning, so that even when I fell, she was still by my side, if I really said it, I owe her more than anyone else." When he thought of this, even Xiao Mo's eyes were filled with guilt and regret.

If you say that the only thing he felt uncomfortable about that incident back then, it was that person.

If it weren't for him, he wouldn't have been able to hold on for thousands of years after being exposed, and if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have been able to develop to the realm of immortals.

It can be said that he was able to successfully get to that position step by step back then, and it was inseparable from that woman, but he, for the persistence in his heart, really started to conflict with her back then.

So much so that even if he died, he didn't have much more insistent thoughts with that woman in the end.

"Actually, as long as I said a soft word back then, with her identity in the Holy Mountain, she would definitely be able to ensure that I would not die, and even be able to enter the Holy Mountain and get better cultivation resources, but in order to persevere, I still failed her in the end, and she, in fact, is not unclear about right and wrong, but because of her identity, she will never be able to go to that point like me." When he said this, Xiao Mo's heart ached.

If he hadn't taken a different position back then, he would still be living the same carefree life now, right?

He had seen too much of the darkness of the Holy Mountain back then, and he had also seen even more terrifying secrets.

And those secrets, if you can give up some principles a little, you will definitely soar after you come into contact with them, plus her status and identity in the holy mountain, now Xiao Mo, even if he does not enter the level of the upper immortal, his status in the holy mountain will definitely not be weaker than that of the upper immortal, but he still gave up this qiē for the persistence in his heart, which he does not regret, but he has lived up to the woman's expectations and emotions for himself, but this is still the fact that he is there. The fact that you do not veto.

If not, how could he be so entangled in saying these words? Even if tens of thousands of years have passed now, this matter is still like a thorn in his heart, and there will never be a way to resolve it.

"It's weird, I didn't have that kind of sleekness back then, I would rather bend than bend, now I think about it, if I really know a little bit and be flexible, perhaps, the role I can play now is more powerful than back then." The persistence in the heart is always the persistence in the heart.

It's not impossible to do this kind of thing, as long as you still stick to what you think in your heart, what is there to look down on yourself?

However, Xiao Mo didn't understand these things before, and it was because of that that he would express himself so strongly, so that even if he knew that the final result would be death, he went to die blatantly.

In this case, he himself didn't regret it at all, and even felt happy when he died, but he lived up to the woman's emotions, but it was still very obvious, if he said it, he didn't even have a trace of regret in his heart, and when he heard this, Lin Xi wouldn't believe it.

In this world, the most cherished, the most important thing that people can't let go of is emotion, okay?

He Lin Xi is like this, he can't imagine that his senior brother Xiao Mo is also the same kind of lover.

To be honest, Xiao Mo can't be blamed for this, and even the woman can't be blamed, after all, this is a difference in position, and it is a conflict that you can't avoid.

"She is a native monk of this holy area, it can be said that the holy area is the home in her heart, plus, in that holy mountain, in fact, like her, there are not a few people who have their own insistence, so, as long as there is no stronger expression on the surface, they will not be in the slightest danger, but unfortunately, back then, I didn't know how to be flexible, and even deeply hurt her heart, now I think about it, I was really not very smart back then." The wry smile at the corner of his mouth was even stronger.

He knew very well that if he really gave himself a choice, he might still be so willing to bend, but after such a choice, the consequences would be something he would regret.

This in itself is a very tangled matter, even if it is a person like Xiao Mo, who dares to say that he can handle it completely, it is estimated that no one will believe it, right?

"So far, it's actually useless to talk about this, this Vermilion Bird Spear is the only thought she left me, you can take the rest of the things as you like, that's it, or I'll hold it myself." After all, with a wave of his hand, he put the Vermilion Bird Gun into his storage space, for him, this kind of thing, even if it was his own junior brother, he would not give it.

is not only a so-called baby, but more importantly, it is the most suitable baby for yourself and your last thoughts.

Lin Xi and the others naturally knew very clearly, and they all began to ponder at this time, these years, there have always been many love species, but there are really not many unlucky people like their own senior brothers, okay?

Lin Xi's love life has always been smooth if he really said it, even if he is a little entangled in that kind of thing, but there has never been much change, okay?

As for Bai Shen, this product itself is a living without feelings, in his eyes, feelings are just the spice of life, which is not worth paying attention to at all, and naturally there will be no such fierce reaction.

And Zhao Xun, his love life is actually the smoothest among all of them, even if he knows the saint in the ancient gate, the ancient gate has not stopped it at all, it can be said that his good luck has made Lin Xi even forget that there is such a thing as an emotional moat in this world, and now that he hears the memories of his senior brother, Lin Xi's heart is really a little distressed about his senior brother, okay?

In these years, there are really not many people who can make such a sacrifice, and not forget to insist on it, and even prefer to bend it.

Of course, as long as everyone hears it, they will sympathize with Xiao Mo to some extent, but more of them still admire, at least, Xiao Mo has always insisted on his persistence, even if it is placed on Lin Xi's body, in Lin Xi's eyes, he may not be able to do it.

It's not difficult to stick to one thing, but when that overwhelming pressure begins to sweep over, and even begins to torment you little by little, how many people in this world can really persevere, and in the end, can still be resolute?

Lin Xi didn't understand, and he didn't want to make any explanation on this matter, because, for him, such a life, the pressure of survival, was that of an ordinary human being, no matter how strong his mind was, it was difficult to resist.

After all, behind this kind of persistence, there will be endless guilt and emotional fluctuations in it, Lin Xi himself is a very selfish person, at this point, if he really loses his persistence, it may be an impossible thing, isn't it?

What he cares about has always been his friends and the people he cares about, and as for the rest, the righteousness of the entire human race is actually ranked behind by this kid, okay? At this point, Lin Xi is actually not a hero.

Because, for him, nothing is as important as those who value him, including his relatives and friends.

And under such conditions, if he really makes a certain compromise for his relatives and friends, here in Lin Xi, it will become logical, even if he gives up his persistence, it is not a completely impossible thing, okay?

This is Lin Xi, a person who has quite prominent shortcomings no matter what the situation is, but such shortcomings, in fact, if you really talk about it, it can only make people helpless, and even admire, and will not show a deeper contempt.

Lin Xi is such a person who can ignore a qiē for those things, and in this kind of time period, how many people can jump out and accuse him of such a thing?

"Where is she now? And what is identity? After thinking about it for a while, Lin Xi said very sternly.

He felt that even if there were not many such solutions left, it was not hopeless.