My first reaction was to dial her number, and after dialing out, I thought about it carefully and hung up.

I really don't know how to answer her, maybe silence is the best way to go.

Brother Hong laughed twice and said to me on the first floor: What's wrong brother, are you out of love?

I gritted my teeth and frowned: No.

The big man who took my mobile phone said nonchalantly: Mom, how many women you want, if you are willing to let you into the cave room tonight.

I held my phone, shook my head, and ignored his words.

Then they all started to say comforting words to me, and I ignored any of them.

Suddenly, a person rushed in front of him and ran to Da Long, panting and said: Oh no, Brother Long, Hao Yang has drunk too much and brought people to our territory to make trouble?

I saw that Dalong's face did not change at all, but he easily picked up a cigarette: Go, take a look.

Crossing a street, the noise became louder and louder, and there were nearly thirty people standing in front of them, led by a young looking man, drunkenly grabbing a woman's hair and scolding.

He shook off the woman and scolded: In the future, the surname of this street is Hao, have you heard it?

As soon as we walked over, we saw dozens of people rushing out of the surrounding hula, still holding knives in their hands, directly surrounding Haoyang and them.

Then I saw that the people on both sides were going to do *one*book*read*novel xstxt.

Dalong walked over and patted the shoulders of several people in front of him: Get up and open, let me see what kind of trouble Haoyang is making?

Brother Hong looked at me: You are standing at the back, don't hear this?

With that, he shook his hair.

I didn't speak, I wasn't in the mood to deal with them, and I still remembered Xiaoxin's text messages.

I stood at the back, and after Dalong entered, he smiled and said: Haoyang has drunk too much, hurry back and sleep well, this incident should not have happened today.

I didn't see Haoyang's expression, and I stood at the back, and the crowd directly blocked my view.

But I could hear the loud voice: ...... Dalong, it's not me who is here to make trouble, I'm just upset, mom, in your piece, everyone gives me Haoyang a face, one by one is tm or something, when I Haoyang is easy to bully?

Then the surroundings began to be chaotic: I c! Do you have a temper to shake your face?

Damn! What are you personally?

Then the two sides quarreled.

There were police cars parked around, but no one was in charge.

The big dragon roared angrily: Shut up the fuck for Lao Tzu.

Then the surroundings immediately quieted down, Dalong spoke, listening to the tone was a little unfriendly: Haoyang, go back and sleep well, my Dalong has a bad memory, I will forget about this tomorrow, we are still good friends, do you think it's okay or not?

Okay, you're spicy next door! Haoyang's tone was becoming more and more arrogant.

Dalong was very calm: Sure?

What's wrong? Hao Yang laughed out loud after speaking: There is a kind of you who killed Lao Tzu today, otherwise Lao Tzu will come to make trouble every day in the future, and sooner or later he will take this street!

Dalong smiled: Then I will let you think about things today and do things without life.

Then I saw the dragon come out of the crowd, smile at me, and then he said two words: chop.

This sentence was not said to me, but as soon as this came out, a war broke out later.

Dalong walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder: Go home.

Brother Hong also walked out, Dalong didn't seem to care about the situation behind him, just smiled and took me and Brother Hong away.

Back at Dalong's house, I locked myself in a small room and looked at the text messages Xiaoxin sent me, and my heart became more and more panicked.

I really wanted to give her a back, but I didn't have the courage.

I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and when I closed my eyes, I thought of Xiaoxin.

Damn! I slapped the bed hard.

Then sat up, damn, Lao Tzu was unwilling to give up so much, so he called her.

Then I took out my phone and called, at this point I guess she was already asleep, so I had the courage.

When I got through, I got nervous.

It didn't take long for the phone to go through.

I suddenly became nervous and asked tremblingly: Did you sleep?

No one over there responded to me.

I sighed: Huh? Speak.

Xiaoxin suddenly spoke: What are you calling me for?

I lit a cigarette and tried to calm myself down: I wanted to explain to you.

Xiaoxin smiled: What is there to explain?

I took a puff of cigarette and my brain was a little blank: that day, in fact, the phone was automatically turned off when it was out of battery, I didn't see it, and then I was hospitalized, and then ......

I don't even know what I'm going to say.

Xiaoxin interrupted me directly, and her tone was a little impatient: Okay, I don't know what you're talking about at all, don't make it up, I don't want to listen, it's okay, right? That's hanging, I want to sleep, I don't have time to take care of your class tomorrow.

Other! I spoke suddenly.

Is there anything else?

I'm a little sad: can we just say these things, I didn't make it up, I didn't lie, my parents died, I was also expelled, I was alone at home, I was really afraid that I would starve to death, I couldn't live without finding something, what else could I do without education and parents?

Xiaoxin was silent for a while: Then you should also take the right path.

I suddenly laughed, a little desolately: the right way? I'm not a decent person, what can I do?

Why aren't you a righteous person? What did you say when you liked me before, you said that you could give me happiness in the future, and you could let me live a stable life in the future, what about you now? Fight? Mixed society, what's the use? Get out and I'll help you find a job.

I calmed down: I don't need a woman's help, you don't need to persuade me, I've killed someone, I can't get out.

After saying that, I hung up the phone.

I tossed my phone away and lay on the bed staring.

My heart is getting more and more uncomfortable, how can my life be so miserable.

I sat up from the bed, took the cigarette and ran it over my arm.

Surprisingly, it didn't hurt much.

As soon as I threw the cigarette butt, tears flowed down my face.

I don't want to say too many of my grievances, and after holding it for so long, I can finally vent it with tears.

Why do everyone else have a complete home, but I don't.

Why can everyone else eat the food cooked by my parents, and I can't eat it in my life?

Why did God do this to me.

Then I began to complain about this society, and I complained about God.

In the end, it occurred to me that there are many more miserable people in this world than me.

Sleepless nights.

When I got up, Brother Hong, they were all sitting in the living room.

Brother Hong looked at me with a strange expression: Why are your eyes so red and swollen, and you cried last night?

I shook my head: No.

Dalong smiled: It's normal for children to be homesick.

I slammed my fist against the wall and yelled at both of them: I don't have a home! I'm a prodigal son now, I'm dying!

After saying that, he went into the bathroom and slammed the door shut.

Stick your head under the faucet and let the cool water show.

I didn't care about the knock on the door outside.

I stayed in the toilet for a long time, and Brother Hong still persuaded me outside: It's okay, big sky, dissipate your anger, Brother Long doesn't know your experience.

I'm fine, I said lightly.

Then I heard a voice coming in from outside: Brother Long, Haoyang's arms and legs are all useless, and he is now a wasted person.

I laughed, and finally found someone worse than me.

When I hear the pain of others, I feel comforted.

Is it psychopathic, I asked myself internally.

Opening the door of the bathroom, Brother Hong stood at the door, and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw me: I thought you kid was going to commit suicide.

I smiled and shook my head: I'm not that stupid.

When Dalong heard Haoyang's matter, he didn't seem to care at all, but walked up to me and looked at me, and touched my head: Datian, the words were offensive just now, don't care, boy, be strong.

It's okay, Brother Long.

Then we sat down on the couch, and Dalong wanted to change the law and ask me about my background.

I didn't hide anything from it.

Dalong was a little helpless: This child is really similar to my experience, but my parents were not in a car accident, but were hacked to death with a knife, so when I was a child, I was determined to take this piece and avenge my parents.

I suddenly raised my head and stared at Da Long: Brother Long, who is it, I will help you kill him.

Dalong smiled: You really touched me, but you can't do it, we are just a small person in his eyes, and we can't get close to him at all.

I still stared into his eyes, and still didn't give up: he was wary of you, but he would definitely not be defensive of a child like me, I went, I would kill him.

Brother Hong spoke on the side: What's wrong with you? Addicted to killing?

I shook my head vigorously: I'm going to kill him.

Dalong looked at me and didn't smile: Don't talk nonsense, you can't do it, I have to treat you as my own brother with your words.

I sighed: Why don't you believe me, then forget it, Brother Long, can you tell me who that person is.

Dalong spoke: There are five districts in Vice City, Area A, Area B, Area C, District D, and Area E, each district has ten streets and more than 100 fields, and the person who killed my parents is called Lao Jia, who is the leader of the ABC District, and I am just a little big brother in District E.

Dalong's tone was unwilling, and his fists were clenched.

What about Haoyang, Brother Hong spoke at this time.

Hao Yang is also a land snake in the E area, you are straight, Sin City, there are several land snakes in each street, they are a bunch of scoundrels with developed limbs and simple minds, this Hao Yang relied on himself and Lao Jia to say a few words and felt that the sky was not afraid of the earth, so he was so bold.

I continued: Where's the ABC area? Where does Lao Jia usually stay?

Brother Hong looked at me with a cigarette in his mouth, and his eyes were wrong: What do you want to do?

I smiled: Brother Hong, you think too much, I just want to ask, maybe I will kill him with my own hands when I have the strength in the future, just find out first.