I never knew why my father finally sprayed me with a hot breath, and I never knew what this hot breath meant. However, my father has already sailed west, and perhaps, this will become a mystery in my heart forever. Of course, I also speculated. My father already knew that he had highly contagious "liver cancer", so could it be that my father's last breath was to ...... No way, this is absolutely impossible! Although we have had conflicts and even fights, I believe that the words of my father before his death, the palms of my hands and the backs of my hands are full of flesh. After all, I am my father's biological flesh and blood, and no matter what I say, my father will not want me to be infected. Otherwise, my father would not have entrusted me with his funeral. Perhaps it was my filial piety that touched God, although I had zero contact with my father for a long time, but I was not infected with the "liver cancer" that killed my soul.

The last breath of my father was soft and warm. It's fascinating to touch. That breath was like the essence of my father's life for more than 70 years. It seems that my father wanted to give me the most precious thing in his life. Afterwards, though, I didn't feel like I had gained anything. Strangely, under the caress of this hot breath, I neither lost nor gained anything. Like, the one qiē is nothing more than an illusion. However, I really felt its existence. I could sense that my father had done it on purpose, but I couldn't figure out his true purpose.

Unlike the three (my father's own brother, the third in line), before my father passed away, there was no so-called "return to the light". My father continued to weaken until his last breath. Perhaps, not everyone has "back to the light"! Of course, that's just my emotion right now. At that time, my father had just lost his breath, and there were many things waiting for me to arrange and deal with, so I had no time or leisure to pay attention to any "return to the light" problem.

According to common sense, my father's funeral should be borne by my brother and I together. However, I had promised in front of my father, so naturally I wouldn't ask my brother for anything. The whole process was almost entirely arranged and handled by me, and I almost single-handedly took on all kinds of expenses. And the younger brother, many times, is like a guest, just to show up when he should be present. Of course, it is estimated that the younger brother has experienced such a grand white event scene for the first time, so even if he is asked to preside over it, I am afraid that he has no experience in this area, and it is likely that there will be a mess of embarrassing situations at that time. From this, it is not difficult to see the wisdom of his father's critical illness.

My father died at his brother's house. According to custom, I did not immediately touch my father's body. After ten hours, he asked someone to change his father's clothes. In accordance with my father's will, I asked someone to carry my well-groomed father to my home. Although my house has been renovated into a two-story house, it is an ancestral homestead after all, and my father, who has a strong feudal mentality, has repeatedly said that he must put his body in the ancestral house after death.

So, the next thing is for the people of the village and friends and relatives to come to my house to worship. Because my father's seniority is very high, as soon as it is arranged, there is an endless stream of people who come to worship.

It wasn't like now, there weren't any ice coffins that could be refrigerated. The father was first placed on the lid of the coffin. If the coffin is not ready, then the deceased is usually placed on the door panel. As for the coffin (ringing nails) and the funeral, it is necessary to ask the Yin and Yang (division) to watch the day. Under normal circumstances, the day chosen by Yin and Yang will be several days after the day of the deceased's death. Therefore, under normal circumstances, the deceased would have to be kept in the open air at home for a long time. If it's hot, it's not uncommon to smell in the room. However, my father passed away in the middle of the New Year, and the weather was still cold, so there was no need to worry about that.

I knew that my father cared very much, so I specially invited a well-known yin and yang from another township. After spending a lot of money, this yin and yang carefully selected a series of good days and hours, and humbly asked him for relevant precautions in the process of white affairs. On the basis of following local customs and various ancestral customs, I tried my best to make my father's funeral as beautiful as possible. At the same time, we always pay attention to not violating any taboos as much as possible. I believe that if my father had known something, he would have been extremely satisfied.

After burying my father in a beautiful way, I got rid of the sadness in my heart, and I began to reflect on the "signs of steamed buns". This year's New Year's "steamed buns" are really strange. There is not the slightest mistake, but the dough is not rising at all. When everyone thought it was an ominous "sign", I didn't believe it. However, shortly thereafter, my father was diagnosed with "liver cancer". Then, in less than a month, my father passed away suddenly. In other words, the "steamed bun incident" was a sign that someone in the family would die in the short term, and in fact, in less than a month, my father died of illness. Is this just a coincidence? Maybe it's a coincidence, but I wouldn't believe it anyway. Since then, I have gradually begun to believe in feudal superstitions that I did not believe in.

After that, in my spare time, I started to shift from reading news stories and novels to introducing ghosts and the like. I also read a lot of books on related aspects, such as "Zhou Gong's Dream Interpretation". Perhaps, death is a bad thing in people's minds. But Zhou Gong sometimes thinks that dreaming of a certain relative drowning is good luck; Perhaps, "ghosts" are great evil things in people's minds, but Zhou Gong believes that dreaming of ghosts attacking is a good omen. In the introduction to ghosts, I also saw an introduction to drowned ghosts. So I'm not ignorant of drowning ghosts.

"Drowned ghost" represents too rich emotions and image characteristics are **. Many drowned ghosts, as we often say, neither hit you nor scold you, but torture you emotionally. Because, the drowned ghost expresses the desire and entanglement of feelings. A person who is addicted to emotions and cannot extricate himself will drown. Drowning people are often very emotionally lingering people, so they can die for love. Such people tend to hide in the world of emotions and cannot extricate themselves.

It is based on this understanding that I am not afraid of the drowning ghosts that surround me. Because I myself am a person with a lot of feelings, how can I be afraid of those "drowned ghosts" who are too emotional? Besides, if they don't beat me or scold me, what do I have to fear?