Chapter 491: I'm Lu Ye
"About Lu Ye's Extra"
I'm Lu Ye.
Actually, my surname is not Lu, my real surname is Zhou.
But I didn't know that at the time.
At that time, I was in love with a woman surnamed Zhou.
She is the most noble woman in the world, a woman who gathers thousands of favors and thousands of aura.
She's smart, bold, wanton, and flying.
She was the princess of the Zhou royal family, and I hesitated when I knew her identity.
Women who have always been princesses are resisted by the children of the family, but as long as there is an ambitious man, Princess Shang is a self-destructive future.
Who doesn't want to be in the picture and famous?
Who doesn't want to talk about it and point to the country?
However, the colt could not think about it.
At that time, I was conflicted.
However, no matter what, it can't match that flying figure.
On the polo field, she is heroic, fluttering, and unstoppable.
When we meet on weekdays, she has bright eyes and bright teeth, witty words, and unparalleled intelligence.
How can you not be attracted to her?
Let's go!
Even if it's a catastrophe, I admit it.
Falling in love is so simple, one action, one look, you know each other's minds.
The plague in Pengcheng, nine deaths and one life, is for her and for herself.
Even if you don't have a chance to be with the government in the future, you have to leave a strong and wonderful life for yourself.
In order to beg her parents, she doesn't have a princess's mansion, she doesn't want to be titled, just like an ordinary woman, marry into the Lu family, marry me, and be my Lu Ye's wife!
Stay together for a hundred years, never give up.
This is a great gift she gave me, and she knows my ambitions!
If you have a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for!
From that moment on, I knew that I couldn't escape, I couldn't escape in this life.
There is no second person in the world who is so devoted and unreserved.
I'm waiting.
Waiting for her to grow up.
Waiting for the day when she can be my wife.
Surrounded by red candles and a phoenix crown, I will make her the happiest woman in the world.
Thunder on the ground!
It was Chinese New Year's Eve, when she was seventeen.
I don't remember how I got back to Taihe Palace, I only saw the so-called Rong Guifei's face in Zhaoyang Palace, and only she said in my ear: "You can't marry her, she is your cousin, and your biological father is Prince Rui."
Your biological father is Prince Rui!
What is pain? What is hate?
What is Pain? What is hate?
A sentence of "the minister is unwilling" is like a thousand pounds.
It pressed against the bottom of my heart and hit her heart.
She was sluggish, she was puzzled, she was sad, she was crying.
What should I do?
Shall I sue her?
Sue sù her disgusting qiē?
Sue her, I shed the same blood as her?
Sue her, the love between us is an intolerable indecent emotion in the world?
These, it's disgusting!
It's enough for me to be disgusting, spare her
I got married and married the cousin of the Bai family in Yongzhou, what she looked like, I never saw it clearly, on the wedding night, the moment I picked up the hijab, I was in a trance, I seemed to see her.
But when I look again, where is her?
I can't escape, I can't hide, I don't know how to get rid of the resentment that rushes to the sky.
I hate the surname Zhou.
I hate the people who gave me life.
I hate even more the person who caused this qiē: the Emperor!
My hatred led me to my biological father.
I don't know, it turns out that my hatred can be conjured up in many ways. The ones I never used before, the ones that went against the ideas I had since I was a child.
I'm so handy now.
Looking at the courtiers' respectful and fearful eyes, I was not happy.
I was like a walking corpse who had lost his heart, in the sun, but in the ice and snow.
I thought of my father.
The father who was killed by the faint king.
I have failed him.
What he taught me since I was a child, I put it all aside.
He wished me a smooth life, but now it is all empty talk.
When I knew that my father's death was because of him!
My biological father, Prince Rui, made it, at that time, he only wanted to cut off my blood, shed my blood, and return all the flesh and blood of this body to him!
Hatred has left me with no day in my heart, but the only ray of light is untouchable.
She came to me and asked me why?
In this world, you don't have an answer if you ask why.
I rode my horse and she chased after me.
She was not reconciled, asked me about my hardships, and asked me why I found a nominal wife.
How did I answer her? I remember it all along.
Because I am disgusted, I am disgusted with all those surnamed Zhou, and I am disgusted with the entire Zhou royal family!
At that time, I must have had red eyes and looked like a ghost.
Because I saw in her eyes the shadow of heartbreak, a kind of fragility that collapsed with a bang.
I ran away.
I can't see, I can't think, I can't touch her anymore.
I was vain and wronged, accumulating power around Prince Rui, and finally, when I was in charge of me, I encouraged him to rebel.
The beauty of the country, the highest position in the world, is what he is pursuing.
He did not hesitate to take his father's life, did not hesitate to send his mother into the palace, and did not hesitate to watch his biological son fall in love with his niece!
He is also going to fulfill his imperial dream!
Just as he took the life of the faint king with his sharp blade, and when he looked at the dragon chair's eyes glowing, I ended him with my own hands.
My Lu Ye's father has only one in this life, and the hatred of killing his father is not shared.
With his life, pay back his father's life!
I bear the retribution!
I'd like to see what God has to do to me!
But I saw her.
She hid behind Empress Yan and watched this scene in horror. Empress Yan was taken down, and if my heart was hard enough, I would let her kill herself in front of me.
However, he was drawn to the sore spot in his heart by her movements and snatched her sword.
Zhou Hongwen was forced to the East Palace and threatened to see her, I was not afraid of him, but Zhou Hongwen knew the inside story, and Zhou Hongwen listened to the conversation in front of the Zhaoyang Palace.
I followed her and watched Zhou Hongwen pull her, that kind of intimate brother-sister friendship stung my eyes and stabbed my heart.
Zhou Hongwen died, died in her arms, watching her howl and cry, and I was rejoicing.
Fortunately, Zhou Hongwen didn't tell her the truth.
However, I never expected that when I pushed open the door of the Zhaoyang Palace, I thought I was facing my mother who was imprisoned in the deep palace, but I didn't expect it to be a picture of being cut into a human being.
Hate?
It's not hatred anymore!
From the time he saw that scene, Lu Ye, who was the only one left in this world, also died.
Mother's Innocent?
Killing people is not enough! can torture life to this point!
The hatred in my heart can not be expressed in two monstrous words!
Empress! Empress! Empress!
I forgot that the queen was her mother.
However, even if I remember it, it can't stop my hatred.
You are high up, deceiving my mother, insulting my mother, hurting my mother!
Today, I'm going to get it all back!
Dignity crushes the dust, and you want to taste the suffering.
How powerful you have been in the court, how many people hate you, and being tortured to death by a rootless eunuch will be the most humiliating death for her.
However, when the palace people told me, she actually ran away to the Ganlu Palace.
My heart tightened.
When I went, she was stopped outside the temple by the guards. The screams in the hall were terrible, her face was pale and shaky, what did I think at that time?
I forgot that I was only concerned about my own pain and hatred.
She knelt outside the temple of manna for a whole day and night, and the green bricks in front of the hall had long been soaked with her tears.
I didn't realize it at the time, and I was still in the thrill of revenge.
Empress Yan died, and in the Manna Palace, that luxurious palace, she completed her glorious life in the most humiliating way.
The palace people said that when she collected the body of Queen Yan, she did not shed a single tear.
Maybe it's all running out of bricks.
She was proud, and she didn't allow anyone to see what Empress Yan would look like after her death.
Two days later, my mother also went away, she couldn't speak, she couldn't hear, she couldn't see, she couldn't finish herself.
With his mouth open, ahhhh
After ending my biological father's life, I ended my biological mother's life again.
Lu Ye is dead, and I am no longer Lu Ye.
On a stormy night, I tried to snatch her violently and savagely.
It doesn't matter what kind of ethics he has, what kind of blood connection.
If I hate, I want her to hate too.
If I hurt, I will hurt together!
However, when she was motionless, no longer struggling, and resigned herself to fate, I saw that Ayin, who had once swayed wantonly and flew proudly, was also shattered along with the clothes on her body.
I couldn't go on any longer, and I ran away.
King Rui's ascension to the throne as the emperor, it doesn't matter who it is, in short, they are all puppets.
Whoever scolds me behind my back has to be respectful in person, what about the world of his Zhou family, this is what they owe me!
While I was hesitating about what to do with Ayin and place her, she disappeared.
The palace people who cooperated with her escape from the imperial city would rather die than say her whereabouts, and they failed to find her whereabouts after half a month of lockdown.
That's when I realized that I couldn't forget her. Even if I knew that she hated me and wanted to kill me, I couldn't forget it.
Can't forget, can't let go, can't let go!
Half a month later, everyone in the Yan family was sent to prison.
But if she doesn't show up for a day, the Yan family will die.
I always knew how to deal with her, where her weaknesses were, and no one knew better than me.
Eventually she came back, and she compromised.
Facing the Yan family, the sisters of the Imperial City, it was difficult for her to get out.
Hanzhang Hall is her bedroom, when she hugged her at night, she only felt that she was thin and pitiful, she no longer spoke, no longer smiled.
Like me, I became a walking dead in the sun.
When I found out that she was having suicidal thoughts, it was after she was drunk.
She held the flask and climbed to the roof of the Hanzhang Hall, crying while drinking.
I watched from the sidelines, and couldn't bear to step forward. If I had passed, she might not even have been able to cry.
Until you get drunk and tired of crying. She staggered to the edge, shouting that her father and queen mother were about to jump.
I know that death is a relief.
However, I am so selfish, I know that she is in pain, and I don't want her to be free.
At the very least, stay with me in this world for a few more years.
I saved her, and even threatened her that if she dared to die, she would be buried with the whole royal family.
Looking at her empty gaze, I knew that I had succeeded in keeping her.
Lu Yu is guilty, I tolerate him, this is what I owe to the Lu family and my father. Why did Zhou Derong die, and I never denied it in the face of Ayin's angry scolding.
Anyway, it's all hate, but it's just one more and one less!
However, Lu Yu actually wanted to get involved with Ayin.
The fire of anger burned all over my body in an instant, and if I went one step too late, the consequences would be unimaginable, and I knew then that I was afraid.
Lu Yu has never entered the imperial city since that time.
Five years.
The two people who face each other night and night have become the most distant and strange people in this world.
The world was in turmoil, and the Zhou Dynasty was torn apart and dilapidated.
That's what I've been hoping for.
However, when that day came, I was not happy when I heard that King Ning's army was going north, the northwest army was going south, and the capital was attacked in the middle.
I locked myself up and spent the last days of my life leaving behind the most beautiful woman I ever had.
A lifelike carving, or chuckling, or flying. Or horsebacking, or frolicking.
It's all done one by one under my carving knife.
If it weren't for my compulsion, she would have been a pile of dry bones and wouldn't have stayed in this world for a day.
Now, she's free.
The destruction of the imperial city is the day of my deadline.
I originally wanted to go quietly, accompanied by the statues in this room, but she came.
She was still asking why.
However, until I die, I don't want to sue her for this.
Why are there so many in the world, and how many can explain it clearly?
Why?
God owes me a why!
Dying in her arms is the happiest thing in the past few years.
I'm sorry for what I wanted to say a long time ago, but I didn't say it.
It wasn't until after death that I knew that people had souls, which was different from **.
It can pass through a qiē and see a qiē that it did not know.
It turned out that his biological father, Prince Rui, did not just harm his father, he was selfish and did not marry his mother, but he also wanted to forcibly occupy it.
When I saw him at that time, I was deeply disgusted.
Thinking of what I've done all these years, it's no different from him!
I went to hell, but I also dragged Ayin in!
Emperor Zhaoren didn't know that his mother was arranged by him to enter the palace, in order to seek the life of Emperor Ren's heir.
I watched my mother, who was once gentle and kind, hand the poisoned snacks to the grandmother beside the prince.
Because the son of the grandmother is in the hands of Prince Rui.
We are father and son!
Sure enough, they are all the best at this kind of ruthless means!
When the prince was ill and needed a royal doctor, Concubine Rong of Zhaoyang Palace fainted, and the imperial doctor could not find out the reason.
Empress Yan couldn't find anyone in Zhaoyang Palace, so she hurriedly invited someone from outside the palace.
But the prince couldn't wait, and died before the doctor.
The queen couldn't even find out the clues!
Emperor Zhaoren had no children, and the medicine found in the Zhaoyang Palace, I only knew at that time that this qiē turned out to be like this!
I think of the scene where Ayin knelt down the night before the Ganlu Palace, the scene where her tears dried when she collected the queen's body, and the scene when she had no way to find the sky, no way to hold the ground, and could only get drunk and dream of death.
Over the years, for the sake of hatred, I have forced the person I once loved the most to this point.
In the end, the hatred is nothing more than a joke of power.
I watched her jump from the imperial city, a hundred feet high, and leap down.
shattered her bones, and fulfilled her last dignity.
At this time, as if the voice of hell came, it came from the light:
"Do you regret it?"
Regret!
I said in my heart.
"You're ashamed of her, and you want to make it up to her, right?" The voice was full of demagogy.
I was stunned.
And it can be compensated, right?
"Absolutely!" The strange laughter of that voice can't help but make people shudder.
How to compensate? She lay in pieces under the walls.
Even if she lives, she will be in pain because of me.
How do you compensate?
But at this moment, a dazzling golden light suddenly appeared.
I watched the scenes in the golden light, and they flashed in front of me in reverse order.
The picture is frozen in the first meeting between me and Ayin, when she was still a little girl and was rescued by the once gentle teenager.
In an instant, I understood.
"I can give you a chance to do it all over again, you, or her."
As I listened to the voice, I looked in the direction where the golden light was coming from.
ps: This is an addition, let's take a look first, and it will be combined with a certain plot in the future. I originally thought it would be sent at that time, but it was written when Kavin was writing it a few days ago, so I sent it out for everyone to see first, and it doesn't conflict with the current plot.
The two-in-one chapter is added to the No. 3.31 fan support club and No. 4.1 Quiet Dance. (To be continued.) )