Kevin Lu likes to run like this in the middle school playground on a summer night, and likes to sweat so happily. The feeling of sweat sticking to his body is a kind of happiness for him. A kind of memory and nostalgia for youth.

Unable to control his speed and run into his own community.

The environment of the high-end community is elegant and quiet.

Lu Kaiwen, who stopped in front of the corridor, subconsciously fumbled for the key in the tracksuit.

"Kevin. Can you sit with me for a while? A low, somewhat hoarse female voice sounded behind him.

The quiet atmosphere set off the female voice to be resentful and ethereal, and Lu Kaiwen, who was unprepared, was startled by this sudden voice. He stopped pulling out the keys.

Turning around, his brow furrowed quickly.

A figure spun out from behind a tree next to the hallway.

Kevin Lu already knew the moment he turned around that what was supposed to come would come after all. It's just that my state of mind can never go back to the past. I can no longer have the mentality of being in love.

The unconsciously furrowed brow is a natural reaction to the mood at the moment.

The figure that turned out from behind the tree exuded hesitation and unease.

"Su Qing? It's so late. Do you have something? Kevin Lu reluctantly sorted out his mood.

A wave of bitterness came up. The other party's hesitation and disgust are too obvious. Grievances and resentments came up in one fell swoop.

It was after three full days of repeated consideration and three full days of self-torture that I made this decision before I mustered up the courage to find this place.

What are you doing?

For the past three days, Su Qing has been surrounded by laziness and disgust. She was like a lifeless puppet.

In addition to tidying up and cooking, the most she does is sit in front of her computer and play back blurry and shaky images.

Along with these images, what repeatedly appears in my memory is a series of qualified performances after my drinking.

I put my fingers in my throat and stirred the intense nausea and the subsequent nausea that turned over the river and the sea, and I still remember it vividly. At that moment, the whole world seemed to be turned upside down, and there was only white chaos and upside down in front of him.

All this is just to create a realistic picture, just to make Ning Feiyang outside the bathroom door believe it.

Although the burning sensation on the skin and the strong nausea in the stomach caused by the alcohol, it was compared to the discomfort of forcing myself to vomit. The pain of alcohol is nothing at all.

Again and again, he put his fingers in his throat and stirred, and endured the whirling vomiting again and again. Until the last retching.

In order to make Ning Feiyang feel the pain he had created, he could only wail and moan in the vomitless retching.

Then there are these blurry but shaky images in front of you.

In the video, the scene of getting into Ning Feiyang's arms and being coquettish made me sick. The scene of Ning Feiyang stroking his hair made him hateful.

Intense resentment always wells up while staring at the computer replay.

Great irony is also tormenting itself.

What does this look like? How cruel this is. There is no happiness of father and daughter frolicking together, only dark design, only dark scheming when revenge.

It was not these blurry pictures that tormented Su Qing, what tormented her was another set of pictures that was deeply imprinted in her mind.

What tormented her was the shocked face on Kevin Lu's face standing next to the car when the car door opened.

What tormented him was the disgusted tone he then used to drive himself out of the car.

Just rejected by him, and then let him see such an unbearable scene, will he never forgive himself again.

Is it true that I can't get my love back?

It's been three days, and the anxiety swirling in my mind and the disgusting scenes in the video are constantly entangled and fighting.

He perfunctory greeted Ning Feiyang, Min Wei and others, but the phone calls or messages he was waiting for never came.

I used the childish and ridiculous act of coin to help me decide my choice, but every time I overturned my choice.

It wasn't until I woke up and saw the tears on my face in the mirror that I finally made up my mind.

I need love. I can't afford to lose the preciousness of the future that I may regret for the rest of my life.

Although eight years is a long time, my future is longer, and I can't just give up.

I used to think that I would not fall in love with someone, but once I loved, I had to stick to it.

It's such a mentality that supports me to get here, a kind of self-comfort.

Hesitating to hide behind a tree, hesitating how to ask for his forgiveness, hesitating how to welcome the new and strange life that follows.

In her hesitation, she saw Lu Kaiwen who went out for a run, and she didn't come out to stop him.

She couldn't bear to disturb his excited mood, she was still hesitating.

Seeing that he was still unsatisfied when he ran back, Su Qing finally completed all his mental journey.

However, at this moment, in the face of such impatience and disgust, huge grievances surged again.

"Kevin, can we find a place to sit and talk? There are benches here, and we talk calmly. I have something to tell you. Maybe you'll forgive me after listening. Su Qing moved a few steps, and she sat down on the bench.

Kevin Lu hesitated, he walked over, but he didn't sit down.

"You haven't gone to work these days, Ning Feiyang is very anxious, I can see that he really cares about you. In order to show your remuneration, the company has issued a notice to reward you with 50,000 yuan. This is the largest single award since the establishment of the company. Congratulations. Kevin Lu stood beside the bench, and he seemed to be in a position to leave at any time.

Su Qing frowned, she was not only disdainful of this unexpected news, but also of the other party.

Such a disdainful tone made his determination shake a little.

"Okay, I'm not as generous as Mr. Ning. Compared to him, the money I gave for the bed was a drop in the bucket. It seems that your gain is not small, and it seems that it is more worthy of congratulations than the bonus. Kevin Lu continued to be disdainful.

For the girl's visit, I no longer have the same mood as before, and I don't want to be entangled anymore.

"You... Kevin, I know I hurt you, and I'm here to make it clear about me. I'm here to ask for your forgiveness. I want to reclaim your love for me. Su Qing's expression and tone changed in an instant.

"Love? Miss Su Qing. The word seems too strong. It's better to say it's a good feeling. It's a pity that it's no longer appropriate to say that word now. We have finally been freed, so why should you bring up the old things again. You'd better be the free and easy girl you used to be. I sincerely wish you that freedom. Lu Kaiwen obviously had a rebellious mentality, and his brows furrowed again in a disdainful mocking tone.

"Kevin, I'm here to explain. Can you give me a chance? Su Qing didn't care about the other party's attitude anymore, she was trying to control the explanation she rushed out.

"No need. Such opportunities should be reserved for lovers who truly love each other. We're not there yet. You and I have agreed that we are lovers, lovers who need comfort for each other. What is Lover? I don't need to explain it. So, once you break up, don't explain it anymore, don't dwell on it anymore. Kevin Lu finally began to turn around. At this moment, he felt a burst of relief.

I can't forget the scene of the girl snuggling in Ning Feiyang's arms.

In the blink of an eye, the picture of begging for an explanation with himself was in front of his eyes.

Such a turn of events is not a pride for oneself, but an insult to oneself.

Such cunning is a naked insult.

can no longer contain his grievances, and grievances quickly turn into anger.

I worked hard and suffered in pain, and my determination in the struggle was so disdained by the other party.

Su Qing got up angrily in shame.

"Kevin Lu. Don't say it so high-soundingly. You're just cowardly. You are an irresponsible person. You've said so much, but you're actually running away. You're afraid to listen to my explanations, you're afraid to really fall in love with me. Fear to confront the promises you once made. Su Qing's voice became high-pitched because of annoyance.

Kevin Lu's body shook a little, both because of the girl's sudden sharp questioning, and because her words hit his weakness.

He didn't turn around, just smiled wryly in the night.

"Yes, I don't have to be afraid to face my commitments anymore. I can face her without distractions. There was relaxation and gentleness in Lu Kaiwen's voice.

A sense of powerlessness swept through Su Qing's body, and she felt jealousy, but she was powerless to fight against the unknown person.

"You're going too far. Just for a girl who doesn't know the whereabouts at all, are you cruel to me like this? I struggled so much to decide to come to you. Do you know? I've been fighting for the past few days, whether to continue with my plan or to explain it to you and ask for your forgiveness. I finally made up my mind to come to you. Can't you just give me a chance? Isn't it okay to just listen to me and make a decision? Su Qing felt the burning of her face in the darkness.

"Does that make sense? What do you want to do? Want us to go back in time? Do you want us to face the same breakup scene that we may face again in the future? I won't listen to your explanation, even if it's a true story that moves and understands me. Because I don't want to experience a betrayal of my fiancée again. I no longer want to destroy the purity of my heart. Su Qing, go back. Go on with your life. Although I disapprove of your plan, I appreciate your persistence. Kevin Lu took his steps with a sigh.

"Admire a fart. What's the use of you pretending to be high? That sister of yours is just imaginary, and you can't use her as an excuse to reject me. I'm not robbing her, I'm just reluctant to let you torture yourself like this. Do you think this kind of life is real? Do you think it's okay to hurt me like that? Don't you feel heartache at all? Su Qing's mood fluctuated violently, and she had the helplessness to cry.

Kevin Lu paused, he had a hint of hesitation. For a moment, he wanted to turn around.

The girl's words touched him. But..

"Su Qing, I understand what you mean, and I understand your pain. But you're real after all, and she, she's nowhere to be found. If I give up on her because of my happiness, who cares about her? You at least have a grandmother and a goal to strive for. She had nothing but me. I'm the only one who hasn't loved her for a day. I'm sorry, but if I had to choose, I'd rather choose to wait and look in pain than love that upsets me. The happiness that makes me uneasy. Su Qing, go back, go back and start a new life and realize your wish. Lu Kaiwen gradually became firm in his hesitation, and his paused footsteps began to move.

"Kevin Lu, if you don't give me a chance, I don't blame you. But your use of an illusory person as an excuse is the greatest harm to me. I can't bless you. I just want to tell you that I don't want to possess you, I just want to hold on to this love. But you rejected me, hoping that you would continue to insist on this touching hypocrisy. Don't let me see the other side of you. It's a shame that you didn't give me a chance to explain, and hopefully it's not a decision you regret. Good bye! Su Qing shouted desperately.

She turned desperately and ran desperately into the darkness.

Lu Kaiwen turned around, he could only capture the vague back of the girl running in the dark.

"Goodbye. Maybe you have a good reason, but I really don't want to be swayed. It's best now. He squirmed his lips in silence.

Su Qing slowly stopped running wildly on the street full of lights.

Tears have blurred his vision.

Such an ending was both unexpected and expected.

All the courage he mustered was shriveled and lifeless like a deflated ball.

The moving scene of my own design can only be a beautiful bubble that bursts at the touch of a button.

It's all over, and it's over, and it's over.

All that is left are his own tears and grievances.

All the struggles can only be exchanged for humiliation and unwillingness.

His pride made him angry in the night, hating the man who seized his mistake and no longer gave him a chance, and hated the girl who was used as an excuse by the hateful man at any time.

That damn girl who disappeared without a trace. A girl who can't be resisted.

"Die." Su Qing, who wiped away her tears, couldn't help but let out a curse that echoed in the quiet street.