After some tenderness, Sun Nan crawled to the head of the bed naked and adjusted the bedside lamp very softly. [Ran^Text^Library] []

Through the warm light, Zhang Chaoyang looked at Sun Nan's naked and beautiful body, and he looked at it from different angles, like admiring a beautifully carved work of art.

After adjusting the lights, Sun Nan was obviously tired, and lay on the bed sideways, her hair was unkempt and scattered on the snow-white pillowcase.

They looked at each other.

At the moment when the four looked at each other, Zhang Chaoyang suddenly remembered the conversation between Guan Yicui and Qiao Hanmin in the bathroom of the diamond cash cabinet.

Thinking of the conversation between Guan Yicui and Qiao Hanmin, and thinking that Sun Nan's transfer and promotion were probably obtained through dishonorable means, Zhang Chaoyang's heart ached faintly, he really wanted to open his mouth to ask Sun Nan, how did he get Yiyang? Who relied on someone to transfer Yiyang?

But in a moment's thought, he dispelled the idea of questioning Sun Nan.

He felt that his thoughts were close to selfishness, and he had a hunch that once he asked, he would probably hurt Sun Nan.

Since you love someone, you should not distrust her and doubt her character.

Sun Nan seemed to see the change in his expression, and couldn't help but ask him, "What's wrong?" Chao yang. ”

"I didn't ...... It's nothing? Zhang Chaoyang said busily.

Sun Nan sighed faintly.

"What's wrong? Sister? Zhang Chaoyang gently held Sun Nan's hand and hugged Sun Nan's soft and boneless shoulder.

"Chaoyang, why don't you ask me about my past, don't you want to know my story?" Sun Nan asked seriously.

Zhang Chaoyang didn't speak, grabbed her shoulders tightly, and leaned a little closer in his direction.

Zhang Chaoyang's actions unmistakably sent a signal to Sun Nan: I'm listening, keep talking.

"Are you interested in my past? Want to hear it? Want to know? Sun Nan's beautiful eyes stared at Zhang Chaoyang's eyes.

"Hmm...... I'm very interested, I want to hear it, I want to know ......" Zhang Chaoyang said: "However, if you don't say it, I will never ask, I am afraid that there is too much sadness hidden in your past, and I don't want you to be sad in your memories......"

Sun Nan looked at Zhang Chaoyang under the light, and his eyes shone with a blurry light: "Chaoyang, you know how to be considerate...... Actually, I want to tell you many times, but I'm afraid that you won't like it, I'm afraid that you will dislike my sister, after all, you are a pure boy, and I am a woman with a past, I'm afraid that you will ignore me after you know it......"

Zhang Chaoyang smiled, flattened Sun Nan, let her half lie in his arms, and said, "Sister, I have long been ready to accept your past, when I get along with you." So, no matter what experience you have, as long as you are free now and love me, I will always be with you and will not break up with you because of your past. Say, I'd like to hear your story......"

Sun Nan looked at Zhang Chaoyang gratefully, and said coquettishly: "Chaoyang, kiss me......"

Zhang Chaoyang lowered his head and kissed Sun Nan again, gently sucking her soft lips......

Sun Nan put Zhang Chaoyang's hand on her chest, and then pressed her hand on the back of Zhang Chaoyang's hand: "Chaoyang, do you feel my heartbeat?" ”

"I feel it!" Zhang Chaoyang Road.

"My heart beats with the meteors that pass across the night sky...... In my childhood, in my hometown, I often had such a bright starry sky, with such a quiet serenity," Sun Nan's voice began to tell a story of her unbearable past......

Sun Nan told Zhang Chaoyang that he was born in Dongshagou Village, Xiaohuangshan Township, Heyang County, Yiyang City, and there are a total of five people in the family, in addition to his father and mother, there is also a younger brother and sister.

My father mined stone in the mountains, although he was tired, but his income was very high, and his mother cultivated the fields at home, and he also had a lot of income every year, so although life was hard, he came over carefree.

For this reason, Sun Nan also feels very happy. And since I was a child, I have dreamed that one day I can be admitted to a higher school and have an ideal future.

Therefore, Sun Nan studied very hard when he was a student.

As the saying goes, if you pay, you will reap it. Because Sun Nan studied hard and his grades were also very good, he was a good child in the eyes of his parents at home, a good sister in the eyes of his younger brothers and sisters, a good student in the eyes of his teachers at school, and a model for his classmates.

It can be said that Sun Nan was living in flowers and applause when he was a student, if it weren't for the family changes in the year he took the high school entrance examination, Sun Nan might be like most young people, admitted to high school, promoted to university, and had an ideal job after graduating from college, find a man he likes, set up a family, and have a plain but happy life.

But fate always likes to play tricks on people, on the eve of Sun Nan's high school entrance examination, a sudden disaster befell Sun Nan, her mother was sick, and suffered from severe uremia, all people who suffer from uremia are almost nine deaths, if you want to cure, the only way is to replace the patient's kidney, and the cost of kidney replacement is hundreds of thousands.

For Sun Nan's family, who are not wealthy in the first place, it is even more difficult to take out more than 100,000 yuan to replace their mother's kidney than to ascend to the sky, and even have no way to ascend to the sky and no way to enter the ground. However, if she can't get the hundreds of thousands, her mother can only wait for death at home, which is the most unacceptable reality for Sun Nan's family.

At that time, Sun Nan's family was always immersed in grief and pain, especially Sun Nan's father, who ran outside almost every day, begging relatives and friends to raise money for Sun Nan's mother's treatment.

They borrowed all their relatives and all their friends, and finally raised 30,000 yuan to send their mother to the hospital, but the rest of the money was like a bottomless abyss, and they could no longer raise it.

On the third day of Sun Nan's mother's hospitalization, Sun Nan's father was hit by a speeding truck on the way back to her second aunt's house to borrow money and fell into a ditch on the side of the road.

Mother's medical expenses are already a lot of expenses, and now that my father has been injured again, all the burden of life has fallen on the weak shoulders of Sun Nan, who is the eldest daughter in the family, overnight, and she has taken on responsibilities that should not have been borne by her age.

After a few days of hard work, Sun Nan fell from the earthly paradise under the care of his parents into the hell of suffering.

At that time, Sun Nan was studying in the township middle school, preparing for the high school entrance examination a week later.

Facing her father and mother who were sick in bed, facing her sister who had just entered junior high school, and facing the cruel reality of the four walls of her family, Sun Nan really couldn't bear to read anymore, so she planned to drop out of school and go out to work to earn money to treat her father and mother and share the worries of the family.

However, after learning of their daughter's thoughts, the parents did not agree with Sun Nan to drop out of school anyway, especially Sun Nan's mother, who was so anxious that she almost knelt down for Sun Nan, saying that if Sun Nan did not study, she would no longer receive treatment in the hospital, and would go home directly and wait for her to die, so as not to be more angry and guilty in the future.

In the bitter pleading of his parents, Sun Nan walked out of the door with tears in his eyes, and cried bitterly as soon as he went out.

She hated God for being cruel - why did such a pitiful thing happen to them?

But! What can she do as a girl?

At that time, she thought of death, she really wanted to die, and she wandered by the small river at the entrance of the village for a whole day, and she also shed tears for a day.

In the end, though, she didn't jump.

Because she knew that if she did commit suicide, what would happen to her father and mother? What about her sister? What about her family? Her parents will definitely be heartbroken, and even go to the same end as her, and in that case, her home will be completely ruined.

For the sake of her father and mother, for her younger brother and sister, and for the sake of this family, she has to insist on living, even if the road in the future is difficult and the fate is bumpy, she must live......

Perhaps due to the influence of her family, or perhaps due to her mood, Sun Nan played abnormally when she took the high school entrance examination, and she finally only took the entrance examination to an ordinary secondary school, Yiyang Agricultural School, and several classmates who were worse than her were admitted to very ideal schools, and some students were promoted to high school with excellent grades to continue their studies.

But Sun Nan couldn't care about lamenting the injustice of fate, because the high tuition fees were even more cruel in front of their family.

On the day the admission letter was received, the whole family did not have the expected surprise, but they were all worried about the thousands of yuan in tuition: the father sighed incessantly, but the mother secretly wiped her tears. At that time, the family had spent all their savings for their parents' treatment, and they couldn't come up with a penny to support Sun Nan's college education.

At that moment, Sun Nan felt that he had caused trouble to his family, and he felt very sad, and couldn't help but cautiously say to his parents: "Parents, why don't I go to this university?" I also went out to find a job, so that I could help my family reduce the burden of life. ”

When Sun Nan's parents heard this, they both raised their heads, their faces full of surprise.

Especially Sun Nan's father, who threw the remaining half of the cigarette butt in his hand to the ground, and said stubbornly: "How can there be any reason to be admitted to school and not study, that is, to smash the pot and sell iron, I will also provide you with the end of secondary school!" After saying that, my father limped out of the house with his injured leg, which had not yet been well served, and did not return until late at night, and as soon as he entered the house he said excitedly, "I have got the money!" After speaking, he spread a thick pile of RMB in front of Sun Nan.

Later, Sun Nan learned that in order to help her raise 3,000 yuan for tuition and miscellaneous fees, her father asked many relatives and friends, but everyone knew his family's situation, and no one was willing to lend them money.

Later, my father was so bad that he even knelt down to others, and only then did he borrow 3,000 yuan from a loan shark at a three-cent interest.

What made Sun Nan even more worried was that when he went to bed that night, his father, who was good at talking in his dreams, actually shouted: "Don't beat me, I'll pay you back tomorrow!" Just for this dream sentence, Sun Nan lay in the bed and cried for half a night, and it was from that moment that Sun Nan vowed to become rich in this life no matter what, and he must let his parents be cured, get rid of poverty, and live a stable life.

Sun Nan, who went to a secondary school, was frugal and reluctant to waste a penny.

Others eat two dishes at a time, but she only needs a steamed bun, and she drinks some boiled water to swallow the soy tofu and pickles she brought from home. Other people's living expenses cost one or two hundred yuan a month, but Sun Nan can't even use fifty yuan.

Not only that, but from the day she entered the secondary school, she worked odd jobs everywhere to make money. Being a tutor, handing out leaflets, helping others clean and clean, and even being a shopping guide, as long as she can make money, no matter how tiring and hard the work is, she will do it.

Even so, she couldn't afford the high tuition fees.

For this reason, Sun Nan felt very tired.

On the one hand, the school life he liked, and on the other hand, the heavy burden of life, Sun Nan felt that he was about to collapse.

But at this time, another huge blow followed, and my father was beaten at home.

After receiving the letter from his younger brother from his hometown, Sun Nan immediately asked for leave and rushed back home, only to know that when he went to school, his father's loan shark had expired, and even the gold had risen to more than 10,000 yuan, because there was no money to pay back to the creditor, the creditor beat his father, and before leaving, he also threatened his father that he must repay all the money with interest within two weeks, and if he didn't pay back the money in two weeks, he would set fire to Sun Nan's house and burn them down, leaving them homeless.

Just because the family had no money to repay the debt, and because his father was beaten by the creditor, Sun Nan's younger sister, who was in the third year of junior high school, resolutely dropped out of school, and as soon as she dropped out of school, she followed a little girl from the same village to Shenzhen, ready to work to earn money to help the family pay off the debts and pay tuition for Sun Nan and his younger brother.

After learning of this situation, Sun Nan's heart was broken.

However, everything that should be sold at home has already been sold, and all the relatives who can lend them money have also been borrowed, and they can no longer raise a penny, and there is no way to think about it.

At this time, a creditor found Sun Nan's father and gave Sun Nan's father an idea, asking Sun Nan's father to find a rich in-law for Sun Nan and ask Sun Nan's in-laws to help them pay off their debts.

The creditor also told Sun Nan's father that he had a relative who was from a neighboring village, and now he was doing a wholesale business of building materials in Fangshan and made a lot of money, and his son was also the time to talk about the object, because he put forward a very harsh condition, which required the woman to be beautiful and sensible, but also to be educated, so it was always not suitable, and Sun Nan's two conditions were met, if Sun Nan's father could agree to their conditions, he would match them in the middle, maybe it would be possible, as long as the marriage was completed, Not to mention that Sun Nan's family owed the previous debts and future treatment expenses can be solved, and even Sun Nan's school expenses are also included.

Although Sun Nan's father felt sorry for his daughter by doing this, he really had no other way to think about it, and after thinking about it again, he felt that there was only this way to go, so he called Sun Nan to his side, and told Sun Nan the idea that the creditor gave him, and cried bitterly: "Child, Dad has no choice, I have to take this road, Dad can't stand you, if you agree, I will reply to the people, arrange a time to meet with the people, and make the matter decided, if you don't agree, Dad will not force you, If they come to burn our house, let them burn it, who calls dad incompetent......"

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